#lostwithoutyou
Nothing fits right anymore,
like trying to walk in shoes three sizes too small.
I feel each step, my toes crumbled up,
crunched in the toe,
I walk crooked, trying to find any bit of relief.
But it’s never enough.
Tight in the places that matter most,
pinched and cramped, like the space you left behind.
The more I try to follow,
the more I feel like I'm in the wrong.
When I take them off,
I feel the ache of crooked blisters.
Red and bruised heels,
But I cannot walk around without shoes.
I understand that you can’t make everything in life work,
but that doesn’t stop me from trying.
These shoes drag the weight of good intentions,
and I trip over everything.
I’ve been to different stores,
but the shoes they offer fit too loose.
I try to walk, but the shoes don’t bend.
A normal five minute walk
expands into hours.
Too wide to make a complete trip
Without pain,
nothing fits right anymore
outgrown, worn, too tight.
Everyone points and laughs at a man
With shoes three sizes too small.
Who am I to chase
The weight of who I am without you sets in.
I am lost in a world without you.
All I have are these shoes that I cannot fill
without you
Nov 21, 2024
Nov 21, 2024 at 2:36 AM UTC
Lost with you ...
When I miss you ...
and i really do now ...
i light my candle ...
to illuminate my darkness ...
to feel you more ...
and keep thinking of you ...
and stand at your name ...
for a long time ...
meditate on it with longing ...
and waiting as if you will talk to me ...
yes sweetheart ...
when i do miss you ...
i feel as if you are with me ...
only you ...
and no one else can ...
give my world warmth ...
as you always do to my soul ...
and my body and heart ...
to complete me with you ...
and without you ...
i 'm lost ...
out of coverage ...
hazem al ...
Sep 20, 2024
Sep 20, 2024 at 10:51 AM UTC
When I'm older and its time
I want you to wake me
Show me your voice I can no longer hear
Your memory will no longer be alive
Though I don't know why
Show me the reason you left
That was more important than me
Show you all that you missed
Thank you for those happy times alive
May 10, 2020
May 10, 2020 at 3:54 PM UTC
With tears in my eyes
I am going estranged
Like white clouds in the sky dispersing
I am slowly dissolving
In a fountain of tears
I am falling everyday
My moon, I sought to follow your shadow
Why did you leave me?
My life, my soul
You burnt and threw away my love, my beautiful bear
Why did you leave me,
My life, my soul
You froze my dreams in my tears
The rain will quench the thirst of the soil
What happened to my love
I am withering, searching for a way to get back into the world you threw me out of, my beautiful bear.
Mar 22, 2020
Mar 22, 2020 at 8:59 PM UTC
Like the eyelash I blown for us, luck did not return.
Aug 29, 2017
Aug 29, 2017 at 12:06 PM UTC
I remember your smile bright as the sun,
I remember your eyes, wild and fun.
I was your rebel, you were my punk,
I remember the countless CDs that filled your trunk.
You were my moon and I was your stars,
Never before a bond like ours.
You were my knight in shining armor, I was your helpless princess.
You were my jester, I was your charmer.
You were my rose and I was your bush,
Never thinking I was important you gave me a push. You took the time to care.
I never listened. Everyone stared and thought 'what an unrequited pair'
You were my coffin and I was your grave,
I will always remember the lessons you gave. You were numb and I was oblivious. You were at peace and I was powerless.
May 26, 2016
May 26, 2016 at 9:32 PM UTC
As I lay in my bed
in this dark room
the silence is strident
and so is my mind.
My thoughts immediately go to
you
every moment of the day
until
my eyes grow heavy
and my body is at peace
but still
you're there
in the back of my mind.
Sep 29, 2015
Sep 29, 2015 at 6:53 PM UTC