Happiness is only a mask.
True joy cannot be found for a demon.
Smiling is easy, keeping a genuine one is impossible. Even then, you can only handle so much before your smile breaks and the tears begin to take its place. You say to be auspicious is a choice. It's no choice! Fate decides for us! Why am I this way? Why can't I be normal? What did I do to deserve this madness!? I don't understand why I'm alone in this... I don't understand how you could be so cruel to me? Why must my demons torment me... I don't understand. Why don't you love me? Why can't I feel it? A mother is to nurse her child, my demons are to harm me. Where were you when I needed you most? I've always been there for you... Don't I matter? I've given my life away to ungrateful degenerate **** why have I done so? I need help but I'm all alone, screaming in the dark but only my demons are with me. Only my demons can hear me. Only my demons can help....
Aug 22, 2016
Aug 22, 2016 at 11:34 PM UTC
my dear it's so quiet here without you
and oh my dear is it raining there too?
my dear while you're gone there's nothing here to save
so i think i'll visit the cemetery and name the unmarked graves.
May 30, 2016
May 30, 2016 at 1:27 AM UTC
We tread in silence, wreaths upon
Gravestones, where you lie amongst
Flowers unpicked, at rest.
May 30, 2016
May 30, 2016 at 1:25 AM UTC
I have broken into many graves
Stolen peace from lifeless bodies
What I am searching for is not there
May 30, 2016
May 30, 2016 at 1:25 AM UTC
I remember your smile bright as the sun,
I remember your eyes, wild and fun.
I was your rebel, you were my punk,
I remember the countless CDs that filled your trunk.
You were my moon and I was your stars,
Never before a bond like ours.
You were my knight in shining armor, I was your helpless princess.
You were my jester, I was your charmer.
You were my rose and I was your bush,
Never thinking I was important you gave me a push. You took the time to care.
I never listened. Everyone stared and thought 'what an unrequited pair'
You were my coffin and I was your grave,
I will always remember the lessons you gave. You were numb and I was oblivious. You were at peace and I was powerless.
May 26, 2016
May 26, 2016 at 9:32 PM UTC
Angel of Death
Visit me tonight
Take my blood
Take my breath
Take my heart
Make it black
Tear me apart
I'm never coming back
May 26, 2016
May 26, 2016 at 8:35 PM UTC
.
*If I were a poem
I’d ask you to fold me up
and put me in your pocket,
then at the end of the week,
toss me in the wash
with the rest of the clothes
And when you find me later,
smudged and smeared,
ripped and tattered into
little unrecognizable pieces,
don’t worry about it,
I was already like that*
May 20, 2016
May 20, 2016 at 8:25 PM UTC
***WITH BLOOD ON ITS HOLY HANDS, THE MONSTER REACHES FOR HEAVEN AND BEGS FOR REDEMPTION
ALAS, GOOD INTENTIONS MEAN NOTHING TO A BENEVOLENT GOD THAT JUST WATCHED THE MONSTER **** THE INNOCENT IN THE NAME OF SALVATION***
May 8, 2016
May 8, 2016 at 9:57 AM UTC
We're all just puppets being controlled by our demons. Who will cut our strings?
Will no one set us free?
I fear we've been here so long we've turned into a creature of darkness, the very creature banning us from our own free will.
They told us that beings of great power are free. They were talking about angels.
Even demons are marionettes.
Apr 23, 2016
Apr 23, 2016 at 12:06 PM UTC
My eyes are glowing red,
My lips chapped and faded.
My skin like porcelain,
My life being wasted.
I have cancer,
I'm leaving you.
Words cannot express the guilt I feel,
I can never be made new.
You said I'll be okay,
Truth is I'm the ****
You said you'll never be the same,
Just promise to come visit me upon my hill.
Imagine what it will be like when I'm gone,
I have to think now before it kills my brain.
Dear brother promise me one thing,
Think of me often,even when your old and lean upon your Cain.
I can feel Death surround me,
Slowly choking out the life.
I wish I could do it over agian,
To take out all the strife.
I close my eyes as the darkness floods in.
I feel my heart skip several beats,
I cough harshly, I'm wearing thin.
My breath starts to leave me,
"Please don't go! Doctor we need help!" You scream.
I'm tortured enough, I wish you'd leave me be!
My breathing becomes heavy,
My heart starts to stop.
You sit here holding my hand,I have no more levy.
I have no more reason to live,
Not even you can save me.
So into the darkness I give....
"Why did you give up?
Didn't you know I need you?
Why did you leave me?
Now all I am is down and blue."
You cry as you try to understand.
You don't know why I let go,
You never once let go of my hand...
Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 10:42 PM UTC