#lostchance
I dont think I'll ever recover from the love we had. I'm the one who dropped the vase and watched all of the porcelain shatter all amongst the floor, spreading into every corner of the room. I knew it was nearly impossible to walk without cutting yourself on the glass and that's why you had to leave, that's why we both had to leave. I've swept the floor about a thousand times now. I still watch for you at the doorway, I've written letters that never have been read, I cleanch my pillow at night and sometimes still dream of the smell of your hair in the bed next to me. I know there will never ever be a place for us again but you haunt me like a ghost. I wish I could see a glimpse of you pass me just one more time.
Jul 5, 2019
Jul 5, 2019 at 1:42 AM UTC
Meeting you was like drizzle on a sunlit day. When the rays of that big ball of fire up there meet with the opaque droplets of acid shooting down upon the mere ground. A rainbow lit up the sky and I thought I could call you mine but then slowly and suddenly the colours disintegrated into the sky and as soon as the rainbow disappeared you were nowhere to be found. The clouds filled with grey appeared and my heart sank into the pit of my stomach because I knew you weren't ever coming back.
Apr 10, 2018
Apr 10, 2018 at 10:58 AM UTC
Ako, ako ba talaga ang nasa isip mo?
Ako, ako ba talaga ang tinitibok ng iyong puso?
Ako, ako ba talaga and mahal mo?
Bakit hindi ko maramdaman?
Bakit hindi ko naranasan ni kahit minsan?
Na ako nga ang bumubungad sa puso mo.
Di maintindihan kung bakit ikaw ay lumayo.
Dala dala ang puso ko sa iyong mga kamao.
Isinantabi ang aking damdamin.
Ikaw ay natakot at biglang nawala na parang bula sa hangin.
Ngayon ikaw ay nagbalik at nag ma makaawa.
Na sana ay pagbigyan ng muling pagkakataon.
Pero huli na ang lahat.
Dahil ang isip at puso ko ay hindi sumasang ayon.
Dahil ikaw ang rason ng aking mga luha.
Dahil ako ay takot muling masaktan.
Dahil ako sa'yo ay wala ng tiwala.
At ang pagmamahal ko ay inilibing ko na sa lupa.
-MPS12
Jul 28, 2017
Jul 28, 2017 at 5:36 AM UTC
My love, we can let go now.
There's no need for us to keep on holding on to each other.
The us right now are different from the us back then.
We were young and naive.
We were too scared of losing each other that we decided to just remain still.
However, through that process, we failed to realize that slowly we already did.
We already lost each other, and we both know that.
We can't keep on hoping for a future that's uncertain.
We can't keep on hoping for a past that will never come back.
But what we can do is to live in the present,
And in order to do that we have to let go.
I can't keep on holding you back, and you can't do that too.
I know it's hard but if we don't, we'll only end up hurting each other.
I know it hurts, trust me it hurts, but I know this will heal.
Time will pass and all of this will just become a memory.
So love, I have to let us go now.
My love, we need to let go now.
Jun 27, 2017
Jun 27, 2017 at 3:26 AM UTC
We never were together,
Never even really tried.
We were just two souls in love,
Whose lives got intertwined.
We never had an ending,
Never even said goodbye.
We were just two souls in love,
Whose lives slowly drifted apart.
Apr 21, 2017
Apr 21, 2017 at 7:09 PM UTC
Blood means nothing once it's faded away,
Or maybe it never had the chance to stay.
Genetics don't mean a thing,
When you've never had the chance to know.
Blood means nothing,
Because you don't care so now I don't care.
If one day you decide to care,
Well then you've lost your chance.
You can see the blood smeared on the walls.
They mean nothing at all.
Our blood has now changed.
Goodbye to a never known "man."
Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 6:52 PM UTC