#lifeline
I make you feel safe and
keep you calm
I open ur eyes to be strong
but when you hang up I worry if I even helped
so please the next time I get a call from ur number
I hope you didn't **** yourself.
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 11:56 AM UTC
my lifeline’s tied bound ‘round my neck
depriving me of every breath
stretched out so thin, it snapped
Jan 1
Jan 1, 2026 at 1:58 PM UTC
I built you a bridge
With my bare hands
you torched it to ashes
Just to watch it stand
I gave you a map
You tossed it away
You cry for the road
But won’t walk today
I’ve seen this scene
I know the score
The same excuses
Scattered on the floor
Your story spins
A revolving door
You won’t pull through
So why should I do
what you refuse to?
Keep your hollow yells
And problems stacked like
Dominos that never fell
You beg for a lifeline
While you sink
I reach out my hand
You let it slip
I’m not your saviour
Nor your saint
I can’t carry all your weight
You’re the villain in your tale
And I won’t fix what you derail
Aug 2, 2025
Aug 2, 2025 at 2:40 AM UTC
I try to keep myself together,
Holding onto you like a lifeline,
Yet i feel my hands slip off when you're gone.
And it works,
For just a while,
But it's so unfamiliar..
I got used to the feeling of the other one too much,
And haven't fully let go yet.
Jul 7, 2025
Jul 7, 2025 at 12:01 PM UTC
I'm frazzled, disconnect
Can't communicate
with my mental state
It's like trying to converse
With a guy who's high as ****
On LSD or ecstacy
Mephedrone, ***
Can't talk, can't ask for help
Brain's too ****** to talk to itself
my heart is racing
Can't stand up for long
Maybe I'm ephemera
Wasn't made to be strong
Yet I make myself an anchor
A lighthouse in foggy conditions
Someone to see and
Someone to listen
Apr 14, 2025
Apr 14, 2025 at 1:19 PM UTC
i've bin wilting in the wings of half life
some kind of tinsel of decay
making chattering bids for attendance but lack and fail
pimpling and then deflating
tiny chasms visit me
chittering little wheezy ******* of creativity spazzing
and then weary organisms spatter on the micro lens
gutted they were shoddily made they're to be examined
(after all that genetics..... what did go wrong ?)
a probing at discussion and decisions
tend now to a humiliating life
then a step up ; a weak and easy one
followed by ambition ! one to lift and give life
reactors in the gut with macerated heavings gunged our way
incisors and incisions rudder me
and together with my nouveau umbrella family
betrayed from our hammocks, hummocks and nooks
we queue on up for 'the things'
in accord with good society
self reprimanded in defeat ?
Mar 24, 2025
Mar 24, 2025 at 10:04 AM UTC
In your thoughts i drown
with your love I’ve flown
high up by the moon
more than stars, there I bloom
shining even more as they envy
for I took their shine
and I’m encircling the moon
little do the stars know
that it’s not their moon
it’s my Gul that I encircle around
and the moon envy my gul
for she replaced it’s place
little did i knew but i do know now
that you are my moon
and I am your stars
and in this universe we bloom
shiner in this galaxy of ours
Nov 29th, 2021
9:17pm
~me
Jul 26, 2022
Jul 26, 2022 at 1:48 PM UTC
Like the sun you rise
and brighten my life
Like a moon you pull
the waves of my soul
And the moon smiled
And the sun twinkled
but both were jealous
of your stardust soul
Like the sun is to moon
You are to me my Gul
With your glamor I Shine
Without you I'm dull
With you my Fatima Gul
My existence is meaningful
Sep 20, 2021
Sep 20, 2021 at 10:45 AM UTC
for my Fatima Gul
I was passing days ordinary as myself
Until your appearance extraordinary as yourself
I never found someone so relatable to my life
Like a mirror you reflected so clearly
All what's been going on in my life
Just as we talked about everything
We came closer with every thought
Even though we talked too little
But with every shared thought
I found you ever closer to my heart
I never thought that any stranger
Can feel so much like home
with all the warmth and joy
that you always have been
Like a light in gloom
My life gets bloomed
With the joy and jokes
You always evoke
You make me feel good
and you make me laugh
I cherish those moments
Tho very little they are
With your beautiful name
You're much more lovelier
I wish for you my Fatima Gul
Everything that is beautiful
With love
~Muhammad Ali
Yours and always yours 💞
July 17,2021
Aug 30, 2021
Aug 30, 2021 at 12:36 AM UTC
Insanely marvelous in your disandry
Still bleeding with the notion that it's you and me
But we've marked the ageless stone in violent red
As the treble dismantled my speakers dead
You had uncovered the neons of my spirit
As they spread bellow your *******
You heard it
Nuzzle with life as if from a guitar string
As your so called impervious soul began to sing
A melancholic tune that yearned for an ancient puzzle that burned...
Apr 10, 2021
Apr 10, 2021 at 4:35 PM UTC
Pretty and silent.
Unspoken but seen.
Beauty,
her eyes.
Surrounded by death,
she stands,
a light in the dark.
A world taken,
yet she keeps it turning.
She keeps those left going.
She's a lifeline, not a lifesaver.
And when all hope is lost,
her heart beats loud and she stands.
She stands to fight.
Even when no one follows,
her hair is swinging in the wind above them.
She is the queen of the apocalypse.
Jan 21, 2021
Jan 21, 2021 at 2:58 PM UTC
A sea of names
--the waterfall of praenomen
Nary just a sobriquet
this is who you are, child
or what you shall grow into
Bathe in it
take drink from its fountain
aver your lifeline and identity
to the cascading baptism
It's your birthright
Jan 17, 2021
Jan 17, 2021 at 2:55 PM UTC
I fear in this lifetime,
It may not be with you.
Flowers on a table,
Turning to a gun soon.
Wind chimes come at my door,
I believing its you.
The habit to answer,
No one is there & through.
The crimson sky to shine,
Telling me its my time.
The last & final thoughts,
All telling me a sign.
Will I ever get out,
This end of my lifeline?
Nov 29, 2020
Nov 29, 2020 at 1:25 PM UTC
I was a nice boy
at the cinema, all the blonde girls
sat next to me
running their fingers through my hair
looking me in the eyes
showing me different ways
to drown my happiness
I did not know you back then
not even a window predicted
that you would start to overwhelm me
with such bitter affection
just a dog
which I still call in my mind
hoping he would come and wag its tail at my feet
that dog was the only one trying to heal me
licking my palm
the fool thinking, just like me,
that the lifeline was a wound
Oct 23, 2020
Oct 23, 2020 at 2:50 PM UTC
Everything around us shines like a diamond,
But we are trap in a quagmire of cons.
Nepotism, Conspiracy and Conspicuous consumption,
Has chain our real life and precious redemption.
Trapped in fear and others overpower,
A slave we are at our back, nothing is clear.
What happened to this world that was once so dear
We are no longer our own master but just someone's gear.
As days, weeks, months and years roll by
Hoping for a change one day while we thrive.
Never will it happened in this life
Unless we really open our eyes.
While they were smiling and in a lifeline,
We never understood what's behind their minds.
And now when their photos remain just a shrine
We see their real talent and act like we are so kind.
Stop pretending like you care now when they're gone.
What's done can never be undone.
Posting condolences now and mourn
Are so fake and have no place in a dustbin when they're thrown
Jun 22, 2020
Jun 22, 2020 at 9:29 AM UTC
By Harlon Rivers; sent to me in a message
3/17/18
A simple man walks a twisted lifeline
a Path Humble, seldom seen or said.
He often hears from river edge,
watching the simple beauty echo
in the harmony of river's song.
And in the green and peacefulness
a rare light enkindleth a pleasant gladness,
A timeworn body needs a place to catch a breath
for a while, for a while...
Where the wisdom of windblown silence beckons
muted whispers without a home …
for to lay down unerasable burdens unshed
for a while , for a while...
Apr 18, 2018
Apr 18, 2018 at 11:16 AM UTC
I grasp onto the lifeline
That keeps us afloat
But it seems that
You have already given up
You let go of not just me
But of us
May 8, 2020
May 8, 2020 at 10:22 PM UTC
My thoughts are racing
And my heart rate’s climbing
I wish I knew
how to calm down
But once the spinning starts
It’s impossible to stop
The crazy seeps in and
I can’t make out
A single thought
My mind becomes a blur
And my breathing, stops
Or so it seems to me
It feels like I can’t breathe
But maybe that’s just my lungs
Failing me
The way my mind breaks me
I wish I had a way
To escape this pain
To release this fear
That I am holding, onto
It looks like a lifeline
But it’s a sinking weight
That pulls me down with every wave
Of every mistake that I will make
My logic has abandoned me
and i can’t think straight
Feb 24, 2020
Feb 24, 2020 at 12:30 AM UTC
Mothers are a blessing from above
They are angels of love
Sacrifices of their life cannot be count
We can't see their divine karma account
Picked up from grief and supports our
Lives they love us every second of the hours.
In front of their life diamonds are worthless.
Because in them all creatures exist like in our mother earth.
Mothers are blessing from above
And we always worship their never-ending eternal love!
Jan 6, 2020
Jan 6, 2020 at 8:34 AM UTC
it takes you to the frosted basin
it wraps you in the floating glass
it means to make you mindful
and you
must
make yourself louder
and rush the ice from your veins
and you
will
make yourself the peace
and you will breathe
from over the colder water.
Dec 10, 2019
Dec 10, 2019 at 9:06 PM UTC
I clung to you like a lifeline-
A floating buoy in a violent sea
But when I let go of you
Into the deep, deep
Blue,
I found that I had gills—
And I could breathe.
Dec 8, 2019
Dec 8, 2019 at 12:11 PM UTC
Lovely little sister
Inseparable friend
Through the sweet and bitter
You are here to the end
To me you are an angel in disguise.
Full of intuition, you are intelligent and wise.
You are my guiding star.You are my shining light.
You are my everything, what helps me through the night.
Always giving and helping through good times and bad.
You are the best friend I've ever had.
Through trials and tests, right by me you stood,
And you gave me your hand whenever you could.
You're in my heart and my prayers.
I'll wipe your tears, I'll get rid of your fears.
Whenever I have gone through some cloudy days,
You've been my sunshine in so many ways.
You are my heart.You are my soul.
You are my savoir,who makes me feel whole
If I had one wish, it would surely be
To give you as much as you've given to me.
You are many things, but most of all you're my sister and my friend
My gratitude for you has no end
©Words of a withering soul
Sep 1, 2019
Sep 1, 2019 at 5:26 PM UTC