#lifecycle
once upon a time, someone is born; taught there's no rose without its thorns; choices without one's consent were made; didn't choose the cradle-and inevitable is the grave; didn't have a say in how the roads would be paved;
conditioning all around; schools, and the concept of "grades"; church, and how you're expected to behave; you're "somebody" as long as you don't go astray;
"no pain no gain"-"takes lemons to make lemonade"; didn't chose your height-didn't choose your weight; didn't choose your family-didn't choose your country, city, state;
didn't choose your flesh suit-didn't choose beliefs; didn't choose your demeanor, your personality, or expectations to meet;
didn't choose nature and how cruel and usual or unsual it could be; there's no refund, and what really good are receipts?
you're "somebody" until you're considered "nobody" while you still breathe; there's no "exit" of your choosing-where grace is guaranteed; though you could change your name, smoke cigarettes, consume alcohol, take drugs from your local pharmacy....
it's illegal to seek out a fair, consenting, nontraumatic way to leave; the system demands all of your energy; the system doesn't care how one feels or one's internal grief;
it doesn't matter if you have or want nothing, or if you're a full blown celebrity; nowadays a "star" is the thing more than ever-a person is inspired to be....
there's no where to retreat.... your livelihood revolves around burnout and need to make money....
a wise man once said, "life is suffering, and death is mercy...." i didn't choose to be "some-body"; i didn't choose to have the "ability" to "dream" while i'm asleep; i didn't choose the language that i speak;
if i were "wealthy"- i'd engage in habits that would lead to early decease; but i do not crave money like the parasites in my body craves sugar; if anything i crave natural human interaction-physically-and in other cases intimately- some marijuana, food, satisfactions that one craves instinctively....
but you have to be "some-body", and order to have a chance for that way to be.... nothing here feels real.... and it has been gotten to me....
Apr 26
Apr 26, 2026 at 7:57 AM UTC
Once I was-
A seed
Destined to be…
Who became-
A seedling
Just being me…
Molded into-
A ****
All can see…
As I wither-
A tree
I want to be!
Mar 28
Mar 28, 2026 at 8:21 PM UTC
Becoming her life
After the hard aches
Brought back
Those inspiring eyes
God gave her a soul with life
Jesus gave her a heart with faith
Parents gave her a home with siblings
I gave her a world with commitment
May 29, 2024
May 29, 2024 at 2:26 AM UTC
Why?.
A question so repetitive,
It stifles my mind.
As the more I think,
The less I hide.
The more I speak,
The less I lie.
The more I feel,
The less I disguise.
For the more I live,
The less I am alive.
Jan 19, 2024
Jan 19, 2024 at 3:16 PM UTC
Behold, I emerge from my slumber,
ready for the fluttering touch of another.
Who shall dance to the death with me?
Who shall fall in their peak to the voyeuristic sea,
and tuck themselves in 'neath the slobbering tongues
of the little fishies starving for the tastes of the young
that I gave my life to create.
They'll never get a chance to appreciate
all that I've sacrificed for the cause.
The world carries on, no grief and no pause.
All in a day's work, no thanks for the mother
who lives just to die for the meeting of another.
Mar 7, 2023
Mar 7, 2023 at 10:34 PM UTC
In sweltering sun
Love sprouts as a light rain falls
Gently nourishing
Struggling for life
Flowering despite fall's chill
Passion thriving still
Embers gently glow
Flourishing in winter's cold
Lighting a dark soul
Humid heat ignites
A warm thaw bringing new growth
Inspires passion's oath
Harvest yields discord
Fierce frost freezes fallen tears
Baleful blizzard nears
Starry night darkens
A fearful reaction wounds
Jealous shadow looms
Condensing spring clouds
Anger and lightning lacing
Summer storm racing
Drifting in silence
With autumn's leaves fall our dreams
Drowned in icy streams
Denied human warmth
Blossoms wilt as winter fades
Left frozen in shade
Apr 19, 2021
Apr 19, 2021 at 12:45 AM UTC
We have cried rivers
We have cried seas
We have carved cliffs
Mountain ranges
And the shore
When our tears were dried up
We exhaled the deserts
Glass
Made beads of sand
All the grains
Of the universe
We have consumed
And rebirthed
Jul 6, 2020
Jul 6, 2020 at 10:13 PM UTC
Ah
to be your
spider
all webs
and legs
and tasty things
in the parlor
and then when
the eggs
hatch away
it's curtains for
you and me
May 22, 2020
May 22, 2020 at 6:06 AM UTC
Life is a lie that seems real
When we hold hands and think we feel.
We forget we are all the same,
With the same brain but different names.
We observe, learn and imitate,
Follow the laws of nature without debate.
Like Gods, we rule over the land,
Blind to the cycle in which we stand.
We live and die and so it goes,
This chain we can never oppose.
'We are the masters of our destiny' we say,
Then why are we destined to end the same way?
May 5, 2020
May 5, 2020 at 7:26 AM UTC
What is season without cause?
And what then is life without love?
To say seasons come and go,
would it mean love comes and go?
I am at a crossroad,
my love hangs in the balance,
my life in question.
Why am I who I am?
Am I a seasonal blast,
that comes and goes?
To say the least, what purpose do I serve?
I am burning, inside and out,
longing for immortality.
My bones are souless,
cringing for rest,
my soul weightless
with pounds of over-shaped flesh
I longed for slumber,
beautiful and dreamless
Life is a painful dream,
love a ceaseless nightmare.
The cycle of life makes
love an endless season,
it seems the purpose of life
has endless reasons.
Painful nightmares and ceaseless dreams,
it comes and goes as it pleases,
Leaving in its wake, a tide of emotions.
May 4, 2020
May 4, 2020 at 1:26 AM UTC
A dog chases its tail
as the sun sets to the west
A man rakes fallen leaves
as the light fades into darkness
Children jump rope on cobblestone streets
their laughter fills the air
An old woman peers out a window
while memories dance in her head
Days turn into night
night divides the days
The faces change
but the story remains the same
From one day to the next
we all play the game
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 11:56 AM UTC
Thunder rolls in on a Thursday afternoon
Sometimes against the odds, Sometimes with warning
The pale patter of precipitation a plausible preamble of
Swelling streams and soaked soil. Soon,
He falls from his cloud. a raging storm, rolling thunder
Cracking across the sky, a chaotic chorus
Creating what makes this
Colliding with what he may
Striking with confidence, a blaze of fury
A blink of light in sky, until:
The last raindrop spills into creek
He cries a final croak.
Jan 27, 2020
Jan 27, 2020 at 4:50 PM UTC
Where the sun meets the tired Sahara desert,
Lay me there.
Watch my silhouetted body dance
To the tune of nature
As you walk away.
Let my lifeless body become
Nature's paradox:
That which is lifeless sustains life,
A rude and sobering reminder
That it takes a life to make one
Jan 11, 2020
Jan 11, 2020 at 5:59 PM UTC
Exclusion or ... " Inclusion " ...
Which Option Do You Choose ... ???
Do You Feel Like ... " Your Inclusion " ...
Is The Passage To Be ... " Cool " ... ?!?
Even If The Crew You Follow ...
Is FULL of ... STUPID FOOLS ... !!!!!
FOOLS Who Use ...
Their Snakeskin Shoes ...
To Make Those CRUCIAL ...
... " Power Moves " ... !!!!!!!!!!
If That's You ... ???
Is That ... " YOU " ... ?!?
Are You ... REALLY ...
Being ...... " True " ...... !?!
Or ... Living Life ...
In A ... " Human Zoo " ...
By This I Mean ...
Your Self-Esteem ...
Has CLEARLY LOST ...
It's ..... " Mr. Sheen " ...... !!!
You're In A Zone ...
Now FILLED WITH CLONES ...
Whose Facade ... Is TOUGH ...
When ..... NOT Alone .....
They Change Their Ring ...
WITHOUT ... Dialling Tones ... !!!
Because They Have ....
Such ... " Brittle Bones " ... !!!
They Claim To Have ...
A ... " HAPPY Home " ... !!!!!
But FEAR The Thought ...
of Life .... ALONE ....
They Surround Themselves ...
With SUPERFICIAL Friends ...
Throughout Their Week ...
And At .... " Weekends " ....
So ..... ???
Which Do YOU Prefer ... ?!?
Exclusion or ... Inclusion ... ???
A Life Without Confusion ...
A Life Without The Nonsense ...
of ... " Agenda-Lead Collusion " ... !!!
Do You Need Doors Open ... ?
Or ... Do You ... ? ...
Open Them ... YOURSELF ... !?!?!
Do You Want To Make A DIFFERENCE ...
Or ... Get Yourself SOME WEALTH ... ?!?
I Try To Keep ...
My ... Mental Health ...
By .................... AVOIDING THOSE ......
Who Have ..... " Foul Smells " ..... !!!!!!!!!
I Trust In ... " God " ...
And TRUST ... MYSELF ...
To Do What's RIGHT ... !!!
Or ...
BURN IN HELL ... !!!
I BELIEVE In This ... !!!
YES ... Love Thyself ... !!!
Love Those Who ...
Do Love Themselves ... !!!
WITHOUT .... VANITY .... !!!
Or The .... " HARD SELL " .... !!!!!
These People Make ...
Our World UNWELL ... !!!!!
Look In Their Eyes ...
They're TELLING LIES ... !!!!!
To Be .... " Accepted " ....
By ..... FAKE GUYS ..... ?!?!?
Who Just Can't Take ...
..... My Diatribe ..... !!!!!!!
This View IS MINE ... !!!
It's NOT .... " Divine " ....
Don't Feel Inclined ...
To ..... FALL IN LINE ... !!!!!
Exclusion ISN'T ...
.... My Design .... !!!
It's Been ... " Designed " ...
By ..... " Simple Minds " ...
Who NEED Inclusion ...
.... ALL THE TIME .... !!!!!
Why Do They NEED IT ... ?!?
They Can KEEP IT ... !!!!!!!!
I'm An ... EXCEPTION With Insight ......... !!!
EXCLUDE ME If ... You Feel That's Right ... !!!
At The End of The Day .....
We're ALL GONNA DIE ... !!!!!!
Those Who ... " Exclude " ...
Will Probably FRY .... !?!
Finding INCLUSION ....
Where ... LUCIFER LIES ... !!!!!
That's NO SURPRISE .... !!!!!
.... " Facades and Lies " ....
Are Them DEFINED .... !!!!!!
But ... CAN'T DiSguIsE ...
Their Fraudulent Guise ... !!!!
It CAN'T Be Wise ...
To ... Always Hide ...
YOUR True Self .......
Why Be So Sly ... ?!?
That's A Question ...
I DON'T Face ... !!!
Because I'm ... ME ...
WHEREVER I Be ... !!!!!
I DON'T NEED ..... !!!
These PHONEY CLIQUES ... !!!!!
What About YOU ... ?!?
Are You ... TRUE ... ?!?!?
Or ... Do You NEED ... ?
These POMPOUS CREWS ... !?!
That's Up To ... YOU ...
What Do You Choose ... ?
" Exclusion Or ... Inclusion "
May 11, 2017
May 11, 2017 at 11:22 PM UTC
I'm SICK Now of Hearing ...
This Word ... " Compromise " ... !!!!!
While THEY Tell Us Lies ... !!!
Why Should I ... " dIsGuise " ... ?
The Truth From .................................... "Their Eyes" ... ?!?
THEY As In ...... " THEM " ......
Who Give Us ... PROBLEMS ... !!!!!
While THEY Sit And Spend ...
Cash THEY Have STOLEN ... !!!!!
This Thing ... Compromise ...
Is How They've ... Devised ...
To Keep Us From ... Seeing ...
THE TRUTH From THE LIES ... !!!
So ...
Can It Be ... " Wise " ... ?
To Just ... Compromise ... ?
Opinions ... In YOU ....
You KNOW ...
To Be ... TRUE ... ?!?
Just To Make CASH ...
So You Can Live ... FLASH ... !?!
THAT ...
Just ISN'T ... REAL ... !!!
You Might As Well ... "Steal" ...
Cos' Living Like THAT ...
UNevEns .... " The Keel " .... !!!
Do YOU ... Compromise ... ???
Well ...
Maybe You Do ... ?
But When You Reflect ...................................
Can You Say It Was ... Wise ... ?!?
I CANNOT Deny ... !!!
I Have ... Compromised ... !!!
But Now I Believe ...
I'd Rather ... DEFY ... !!!
Than Sit And ... " Comply " ...
With Those Who Would Try ...
To Make Me The ... " Fall Guy " ... !!!!!
They ALWAYS Imply ...
That Brothers Like I ...
Should Simply BEND OVER ...
ROLLOVER ... and Die ... !?!?!
Well .....
If I Must ... Die ...
I Firstly MUST TRY ...
To RISE ABOVE ... Those ...
Who Just ... " Compromise " ...
And Sell Themselves ... " short " ...
Cos' Their Souls Have Been ... Bought ... !!!
By Those Who ... "Constrict" ...
Their ... FREEDOM OF THOUGHT ... !!!
These Days ...
I'm Now ... STRESSING ...
POETIC ... Expression ... !!!!!
To FLY With ... God's Blessing ...
Straight Into ... " His Heaven " ...
In Life Can't We Be ...
... Mentally FREE ... ?
To ... EXPRESS Our View ...
On Things That We SEE ... ???
WITHOUT ........................................... Compromise ....... !!!
For Guys Who Wear ... "Ties" ...
Who Seem ... SO SURPRISED ... !?!?!
When Black Men Like Me ...
Are ... WISE TO Their LIES ... !!!
And Use THEIR OWN WORDS ...
To Devise Their Demise ...
Compromise ... HERE ...
Or Compromise ... THERE ... ?
We NEED TO Start Issuing ...
WARNINGS ... BEWARE ... !!!!!!
With Poetry CLAIMING ...
... The Media GLARE ... !!!!!!!!!
So Maybe One Day ... ?
I'll Be Your ... " Compere " ...
WITHOUT ..........
Song and Dance ........
I'm NOT .... Fred Astaire .... !!!!!!!
But ..... Running AMOK .....
YES ... Just Like MY HAIR ... !!!!!!!!!
So Who'll Pave The Way ... ?!?
For Poets ... To Say ...
The Things On Their Mind ...
That HURT .... EVERYDAY .... !!!!!
Could It Be ... " Me " ... ?
Or Could It Be ... " You " ... ?
Who REALLY Can Handle ... !?!
Reciting ... THE TRUTH ...
WITHOUT ... " Selling Out " ...
Just To Look ... " COOL " ...
Well I ... AIN'T That Fool ... !!!!!
My Brain Is A TOOL ...
To Skywalk' ... Like LUKE ... !!!!!
But Forces Are ... DARK ... !!!
Surrounding Like ... SHARKS ... !!!
"PROTECTING" .... The Few ...
Who ... "Hide What They Do" ... !!!
So ...
Tell Me This People ...
Is What I Say ... TRUE ... ???
Well That's ...
Up To ... YOU ...
UNLEARN What You've Learned ... !!!
Before You Get ... BURNED ... !!!
LUST For ... " A Prize " ...
Could Leave You ... "downsized" ... ?!?
And This ...
Might Just Happen ... ???
If You ............
.... " Compromise " ....
Oct 24, 2019
Oct 24, 2019 at 9:42 PM UTC
tiny speck of dust
accumulating water
falling from the sky
Jun 25, 2019
Jun 25, 2019 at 7:57 PM UTC
The most beautiful green
I’ve ever seen
is the one between
the budding of the trees
and their fully formed leaves.
The color of spring.
May 11, 2019
May 11, 2019 at 9:23 AM UTC
I got a tattoo for my best friend,
It’s a tombstone,
And every time someone sees it they tell me “I’m so sorry for your loss”
I say that’s okay, she’s alive, we just have a morbid sense of humor,
And they look at me strangely,
Like there’s something wrong with me,
And I always reply,
If I can’t laugh at death, how can I live without fear of dying?
We are not promised tomorrow,
There’s a chance this second could be our last,
My lungs could refuse to **** in air,
Your heartbeat could stutter out at any moment,
Why worry about that ticking tick?
Let me laugh about it now,
So when death does come for me, just like he will come for you,
I can greet him as an old friend,
Instead of the monster we all dream of.
May 11, 2019
May 11, 2019 at 4:09 AM UTC
I asked him, “what is a bird to a worm”
He looked at me and grinned “Food”
I wrinkled my nose, “but worms don’t eat birds”
He laughed at my innocence and replied, “they do when they’re dead, and one day they’ll eat you too”
May 10, 2019
May 10, 2019 at 5:52 PM UTC
Someone, somewhere is creating life.
Someone, somewhere is ending it.
Someone, somewhere is loving life
Someone, somewhere is pretending it.
Someone, somewhere is getting loved.
Someone, somewhere is getting hurt.
Someone, somewhere is making promises
Someone, somewhere is breaking trust.
Someone, somewhere is telling lies
Someone, somewhere is believing it.
Someone, somewhere is causing pain
Someone, somewhere is healing it.
-Paras Bajaj #PoetrybyParas
Instagram : @mr.parasbajaj
Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 3:08 AM UTC
बनती है, टूटी है।
पर्वतों से, नदियों में बहकर,
समतल जमीन पर एकत्रित हो जाती है।
फिर किसी बढ़ में बह जाती है।
किसी को जीवन देती है,
किसी के जीवन को पोषित करती है।
टूटी है, बनती है, गुणों का समावेश करती चली जाती है।
कभी समीर संग उड़ जाती है,
तो कभी रत्नाकर से मिल जाती है।
अपने अस्तित्व को ख़त्म नहीं करती है।
फिर कहीं एकत्रित होगी,
नए जीवन को रूप देगी,
पर अपने मूल आचरण को कभी न भूलेगी।
Oct 21, 2018
Oct 21, 2018 at 2:21 PM UTC
The fire, the foal, a coming of age
in the light of the darkness
be still.
Faithful, adjourning
take flight in the stars.
Wind gushes.
Away, you fools!
Grasping the straws
of camaraderie.
We light
we sparkle
then fade
Amen.
Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 6:30 AM UTC
I was born into light
from a warm and cozy womb.
Raised protected without a fight
in blissful ignorance of impending doom.
The separation made it fonder
and the blue had no bounds.
But I lost the ability to wonder
and life made no more sounds.
Now I am sinking into the abyss
towards
cold
dark
water.
Sep 7, 2018
Sep 7, 2018 at 10:47 AM UTC
I don’t know
Who I’m
May be, I'm
A collection of wishes
At the age of,
2, wish was to be like my father
5, wish was to be faster
10, wish was to be stronger
15, wish was to be popular
20, wish was to be myself
25, wish was to be reflective
30, wish was to be content
40, wish was to be in peace
50, wish was to be silent
60, wish was to be out of medicine
70, wish was to be free of pain
80, wish was to see more new faces
90, wish was to feel every single tomorrow
100, wish was to live
Again.
So,
I started to
Write
So that,
I can fulfill
All my wishes
After,
I reach 101
By next year.
Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 10:08 PM UTC