#letmein
Don't ask me what's on my mind
Cause I'm too busy thinking about what's on yours.?
Aug 9, 2021
Aug 9, 2021 at 8:34 AM UTC
Follow
Follow him down
Don't breathe it in
Knock knock (let me in)
Don't let him in
His words are tainted
With poison
Don't let me drink it
Follow him down
He's knocking on my door
I'm the scared kid
Lying naked on the floor
Knock knock (let me in)
Trying to fight it all
Don't let him in
Univited.
Unneeded.
His shadows are lingering
In the cracks of my mind
Follow him down
To where his river lies
His blood fades to black
No light to shine
No light to guide the way
Knock knock (let me in)
In the doorway
His light shines so bright
He's coming in.
Sep 10, 2020
Sep 10, 2020 at 9:19 PM UTC
i want to get to know the hardened boy
tell me all your stories
tell me how you feel
show me your colours
dont be strong for me
you dont always have to stay busy
you dont have to hide from vulnerability
tell me all your fears
acknoledge how you feel
tell me what youre thinking
tell me everything
let it all out
i wont judge
i want you to feel happy
and safe
i want to hug you so tight
i want all your fears to disappear
my dear
let me in
you little hardened boy
Jun 3, 2020
Jun 3, 2020 at 12:24 PM UTC
Your safe in my arms
I want to make you feel safe
Let me protect you
Dec 19, 2018
Dec 19, 2018 at 9:18 PM UTC
Look at the stars,
They shine so bright,
Look up at night,
Glowing moon light,
Look at the sky,
Darkness with might,
Look into my eyes,
Looking back at yours,
Feel the wild wind,
Breezing past your skin,
Feel our hands holding,
Talk to me, let me in...
Oct 18, 2018
Oct 18, 2018 at 6:25 PM UTC
What am I supposed to do
when you won't let me in?
What am I supposed to do
when you reject me again and again
And again and again and again and again and again
Don't you see, this is what love is?
Love is the tiny micro-kindnesses
Love is waiting at the door, waiting to be let in finally
Love is being afraid of rejection but always going back
Love is being broken, but always having room for you
Don't you see, this is what my love is?
You can call me a stalker at your lowest times
You can spurn me, hate me, despise me
But I won't leave you when you're sad
Because I'm afraid of losing you to yourself
Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 3:03 AM UTC
Last night you told me you loved me.
That's all I've wanted to hear for the last year.
But something seemed to come over me, and I panicked.
I wanted to believe those lovely words but my heart wouldn't let me.
Because I'm enough for the moment, but I'll never be enough truly.
I never am.
Sep 10, 2017
Sep 10, 2017 at 3:05 PM UTC
Tap,
tap,
tap
Tapping on the wall around your heart
Trying to find a way in
You've built it tall and strong
And plastered
it with
your suffering
To remember why it's there
Yet here I am,
not knowing where to start
So I tap,
tap,
tap
Hoping one day you'll hear me
Praying one day you'll open your heart
I want in
I want to take your hurt
and make it mine
To share your pain
And find a way to make you see
This life your living
The infliction
you've put
upon yourself
You need not bare it alone
Tell me your stories,
Let me feel
what you feel
You think you need to be a stone
But I want to know you to your core
So I'll tap,
tap,
tap
Until I can see that diamond underneath
Not to break you
or damage you
Just to release you
So you can finally
breathe
Jan 31, 2017
Jan 31, 2017 at 5:54 PM UTC
Open the floodgates
You seem afraid to do so
You seem to believe
I'll be swept under
And taken from you forever
You said: "You already have enough to deal with"
But, I doubt you've considered,
That being locked out by you,
Is the leading cause of my pain
Open the floodgates
When I was left alone
I uncovered my strength
I learnt to get by on my own
If your words cut deep
If I must do so again
I'll heal myself
I'm not afraid to be pulled under
Not anymore
Open the floodgates
Though, your suffering may cause salt stains on my cheeks
Though, how you see yourself may crack my heart in two
Though, you may have sent others fleeing in fear
Though, it seemed you were only truly cared for by a few
I will not give in
I'll stand tall
I'll push through the currents
You won't see me fall
Unless I'm on my knees before you
Until your walls have crumbled and your heart is within my reach
I'll gather every ounce of strength
In order to make it
So I can pull all your broken pieces into my arms,
Pour the contents of my heart and soul into them
In an attempt to show
I care
In an attempt to show you
I'll always be here
Open the floodgates, my love
Look into my eyes as I swim through the force
Simply to cradle you in my arms
Know this, if I can't make it to the other side
I will die trying
I won't give up on you
Open the floodgates
Give me a chance
l.v.s
Apr 16, 2016
Apr 16, 2016 at 6:10 AM UTC
As much as I want to talk to you I won't,
I know you are scared to repeat that same old history again and its okay I'll wait.
I need a friend,
So do you,
But will you let me in.
I hope you do,
Or else I'll just wait outside your doors hoping there will come a day when you and I will sit together and talk what we always wanted to.
Apr 30, 2016
Apr 30, 2016 at 3:15 PM UTC
Where are you hiding?
Come out from your shell
I've been ringing the bell, but you refuse to open your door politely,
Finally you answer my call..
I've been waiting half an hour, outside your window,
I didn't have anywhere else to go, so let me in!
Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 6:15 PM UTC