Feel the same every day,
Pure pain won’t go away,
I’ve got no reason to stay,
I know you feel the same,
Pressure making me submit,
The crushing urge to just quit,
I’ve decided I’m going to end it,
Blank face, cold hands, wrists slit.
May 14, 2022
May 14, 2022 at 12:16 AM UTC
No one will ever truly know
How much I cry
No one will ever truly know
How much I lie
No one will ever truly know
The things I hide
No one will ever truly know
What’s kept inside
No one will ever truly know
What I’ve seen,
The things I keep with me.
Jan 16, 2020
Jan 16, 2020 at 9:41 PM UTC
You never know the value of a moment
Untill it’s a memory
And lately I’ve been treasuring memory’s
Or rather lost moments
Lost in the hopelessness of time waiting
For that new moment
To arrive, afraid that we’ve said our last,
Goodbyes, cut ties-
Made that mistake too late, and that’s fate
I’m sorry but it’s over,
But I’m your head it’s never over not untill
Untill your standing on the edge of a cliff in
Dover, or sat on your
Sofa, with a system full of drugs, or with a
Razor blade in your
Hand, drunk taste you can’t stand, reaching
Out for someone’s hand,
Someone that can understand, the loss
And the pain, the rain
Falling down on your life and emotions
Drowning in commotion
An ocean of pure hurt, sorrow and pain
Fuled by dope,
A horizon of hope, a lie, a false belief
From deep beneath
Thinking that she’s part of the solution
Completely blind to the
Fact that she’s part of your confusion
You need to dispel
This illusion, that tigether your fusion
Would be a revolution
For your mind, your spirit and your sole
It would just ruin and
Dig a deeper hole, leaving you still wanting
More, not realising
That she’s already closed the door.
Jan 16, 2020
Jan 16, 2020 at 9:22 PM UTC
I hope life gives purpose,
I’m sick of all the hurting,
And feeling so murderous,
Thoughts of violence,
Flowing in abundance,
I need that something,
I really need loving,
To do some sharing,
To feel some caring,
Love is the answer, the key
I’m over flowing with hate,
But, there’s more love in me,
But no one’s loving me,
So much love in me,
No one will ever see,
There’s more to loving me.
But I’ll show no love to him,
And no one’s loving him,
Love in him I’ll never see,
So he shows no love to me.
Dec 30, 2019
Dec 30, 2019 at 12:10 AM UTC
I,
Linger in the pain caused by you,
Oppress my uncontrollable feelings,
Value every moment and memory,
Embrace the sensation of seeing you,
You appreciate me unconditionally,
Obsess over every detail about me,
Understand always and support too,
I love you.
Dec 29, 2019
Dec 29, 2019 at 10:06 PM UTC
Teary eyes, it’s only me who try’s,
I love those eyes but hate your lies,
But even more, I hate goodbyes,
And cutting ties, Cutting loose,
From your tight noose, closing
My windpipe, I think it’s alright
Because you are my life light,
The singular light in my cold life,
Relieving pressure on this cold knife,
Wresting on my wrist, wrestling this,
Dark feeling from all my **** dealings,
Dealing with my pain,
It won’t go away,
I just can’t stay,
Another day.
Dec 24, 2019
Dec 24, 2019 at 9:17 PM UTC
She’s a light in the darkness,
With ocean eyes, Indie vibes,
Loves lifes highs, tells no lies,
Stretch marks on her thighs,
Hips, **** honesty is all she
Ever asks, a Real Woman.
Her curvy silhouette,
Slim, smooth waist,
And Impeccable taste,
She’s gained another fan,
Had plenty of boyfriends,
But she’s never had a man,
She’s had plenty of endings,
But never love with no ends,
Affection and attention,
Thoughts and a mention,
To his friends, his family,
All that’s ever on his mind,
She’s precious, and so kind,
Straight talker, no messing,
A woman so perfect, a rare find,
There’s so much to love in her
But no one’s really loving her,
So she shows zero love in her,
So much more to loving her,
An alliance, great guidance,
Miss independent herself,
Has no need for anyone else,
She can really hold her own,
Like a queen on a thrown,
Nothing that she can’t do
Nothing that she can lose,
No one, she can’t choose
She’ll get treated well,
Get everything she deserves,
I know that she’ll prevail,
Everything that she’s learned,
I know she’ll use it well,
With her you won’t get burnt,
Her head won’t get turned,
Her heart will start the same
So if you lose her, you’re to
Blame.
Dec 14, 2019
Dec 14, 2019 at 7:45 PM UTC
He was chasing love,
Because he didn’t know
What else to chase,
Because he’d had enough
Of his everyday life,
No feelings, just thoughts
No passion, no care,
Half asleep, half the time,
Blurriness clouds his
Mind, hard to sleep when
It’s time, constant
Struggle to find, someone
That he can rely on,
Someone that’ll reply and
Someone that’ll try,
Someone to make a fuss
Over him, someone
That’ll see, the good in him,
His buried happiness,
Hidden by the fake smiles,
Pretending to laugh,
But he didn’t find it funny and
It’s funny because,
The things he does find funny,
Aren’t funny anymore,
Working, eating, meeting,
Normal life’s a bore,
Apart from sleep of course.
Apr 17, 2019
Apr 17, 2019 at 8:42 PM UTC
You know you love her,
When hearing her upset,
Actually hearing he cry,
Causes you physical pain
From deep inside,
And twisted true guilt,
To stop the tears,
And tell her how much,
You love her.
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 11:13 PM UTC
She hurts because she’s hurt and,
She hurts him because she’s hurting,
She smiles without smiling and
She laughs but she’s not laughing,
She’s made a life, that she is living,
But doesn’t live, to make a living,
She starts a fight to fright her spite,
And cry’s at night despite her might
She chases her dreams,
Not materialistic things,
Talks with benevolent themes,
And of her intelligent schemes,
She loves to endorse a good cause
And forgives all flaws,
She feels on her own,
Because inside she’s alone,
But she’s always positive,
Never the opposite,
Never hear her moan.
Mar 22, 2019
Mar 22, 2019 at 3:53 AM UTC