#leftalone
Yes, gladly I would be notified
of your departure from my life!
Yes, cut me off like
loose threads in your tapestry.
Yes, dispose of my heart saying
it's for the good of both of us
and please do ignore me when I
crumble in a moment of weakness and ask:
Was I ever worth fighting for?
I gave everything:
I waited.
I listened.
I kept my distance
I stayed close enough
and still
it ends the same way
every . single . time .
i smile.
i watch you leave
and happily, politely, perfectly,
with not a bit of anger
i cry.
Mar 19
Mar 19, 2026 at 10:59 AM UTC
A payphone,
Paid for with time and energy
All my change I spend on you
Released from the caller's heart
An already safed contact,
Feeling like an anonymous number,
Ignored like spammers
"Call me back" left on voicemail
Hanging loose from the box
Still waiting-
more days to come
Feb 16, 2025
Feb 16, 2025 at 5:29 PM UTC
Standing at the edge of a cliff with you by my side,
We watched the sun as it sets,
leaving a wonderful sight of twilight
As I turned towards you, my gaze fell upon your meaningful eyes,
I fight myself not to tell how much I miss your smile
We had so much to say yet neither of us said a word,
It's like the voices inside us are desperate to be heard
Things aren 't hundred percent right between us,
But i will try my best all i want you is to trust
I smiled while admiring the radiant sky,
Secretly wishing to have some colors sprinkle in our life
I am optimistic but when i see you all I feel is hopelessness & despond,
Should I be worried about the future or is there any future at all?
Your eyes are telling me something I don't want to knew,
It's not that I don't understand, but I refused to believe you
Standing at the edge of a cliff with your hand resting on iny back,
All we had faded avwy in a moment as I fell in the arms of death
Mar 5, 2021
Mar 5, 2021 at 3:29 PM UTC
May be you know its true
Of all the things I do
You were the reason
And never did I treason
As my memoire was filled
With nothing less than you
And now as I see you
Lying down in this forbidden dome
With eyes shut close
Fragrance everywhere
With tears of despair
As I no longer perspire
The you in me
As you have gone far
Far away from my reach
And girl, you shall remember
‘I’ shall never stand alone
As I seek the real me in you
Even in life or in death
As I shall follow you
To your kingdom tenure
Jul 20, 2020
Jul 20, 2020 at 3:59 PM UTC
Have you ever gotten to the point where you push the ones you love so far away they don't even bother trying?
I have, it feels like everything is dying.
I mean it was might fault in the first place, I pushed them hard,
But I was just afraid of letting down my guard.
This is what I get for being scared of getting hurt,
This has all made me so very alert.
I'm such a fool,
And you were cruel.
I let him take advantage of me,
Now I'm drowning in a sea.
But it's not his fault I was so dumb,
It's not his fault I've become so numb.
I wonder how the ones I used to love would react,
I bet they would look at me and cry since I'm so cracked.
I wish I could say goodbye to all,
But you would get mad and put up the wall.
So instead I'll sit here and smile,
Hoping I don't have to stay for much longer.
Mar 2, 2020
Mar 2, 2020 at 10:49 PM UTC
I'm on my way but I don't know
I'm slinging sacks over everyone I know
I'm on my way but I don't know
They all go in different directions I'm left alone
I'm on my way but I don't know
Why I gave anything to anyone
Jul 17, 2019
Jul 17, 2019 at 4:32 AM UTC
I am just a raven
I was the one who was sent
To see the waters rise and recede
But my story forgotten by a dove
Now you ignore me
But yet you mistake me
For a measly crow
When I squawk, you tell me to shut up
But when I am silent, you mock me
So I squawk, and it repeats
I pick up your scraps and waste
Left on the battlefield
With my hard work and precious time
Yet you look up to the soaring eagle
Forgetting who cleaned your mess
I wanted to write this to you
To remember me
But now I mourn with these phrases
Because who would need to listen to me?
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 8:46 PM UTC
why do I feel
like I would
welcome you back
with open arms
after being ignored
for an entire year
if you wanted
to be part of my life
once again
May 23, 2017
May 23, 2017 at 9:32 PM UTC
If you leave me
All the hangers will get tangled in the closet.
It won’t matter; all my clothes will be on the floor.
If you leave me
The cheese in the refrigerator will turn green.
And the milk will soon be far too thick to pour.
If you leave me
The remote will only tune in somber shows.
That will be OK; I’ll have forgotten how to laugh.
If you leave me
Dust bunnies will build a hutch beneath the bed
Where one forgotten slipper hides that I will never move.
If you leave me
The sun will shine on everything that’s not within my view.
I won’t mind; my sunglasses will fool everyone but me.
If you leave me
Hummingbirds won’t visit the back garden any more
They’ll be blind to the red juice in the feeder.
If you leave me
I will build a house of memory and grief
And move myself inside and lock the door
ljm
Mar 29, 2017
Mar 29, 2017 at 1:32 AM UTC
I feel empty
My emotions were stolen from me
By the man who once told me that he love me
But suddenly, he just left me
How a fool I was when I told him I would give him anything
So a gave my all, I gave my everything
But Without a warning he was gone
Took everything now I am left with none
Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 9:05 AM UTC
Don’t you dare try to betray
A woman that chose to stay
To love you till the end
To your wounds she promised to mend
Don’t you dare try to leave
A woman who live
Lives just for you
For you, anything she can do
Don’t you dare try to hide
From a woman that lied
And said she will be okay
As long as beside her you’ll stay
But you did
Betrayed her and left
You even hid
Yourself
now
Don’t you dare try to find
A woman you’ve left behind
To find her, you cannot
‘Coz here in this world, she is not
Don’t you dare regret
The things you have let
Let unfold because of your choices
'Coz you gave in to your vices
Don’t you dare forget
The sufferings she had met
The burden she carried alone
Your sins to her that you can never atone
Jun 21, 2015
Jun 21, 2015 at 11:34 AM UTC
Time have stopped for her
Until he came
It was then when her time ticked again
Then little by little she started moving
and with those movements
little by little she started growing
the time spent with him
made it possible for her to again
little by little started living
Every moment with him made her
little by little started enjoying
It made her realize, that for him
little by little she started caring
More time passed, then she knew
little by little,.. no..
more and more she started loving
More and more she started knowing
about the person that made her life worth living
More and more of him she wanted having
So more and more of him she kept asking
She loved him and He loves her
So more and more of him he kept giving
But the cycle of asking and giving did not cease
So the more and more she kept having,
The more and more of him he kept losing
It was late when they realized,
little by little his time was ending
Little by little he lost his sight
More and more she saw his plight
Little by little he couldn't feel
More and more she prayed for him to heal
Little by little that he couldn't hear
More and more she whispered in his ear,
"I love you with everything I have, everything I am, and everything I'll ever be my dear"
Little by little he was suffering
More and more she kept hurting
Little by little that the time kept moving
More and more his end is nearing
And
Little by little he stopped breathing
More and more she knew it was coming
More and more his life was leaving
little by little he stopped moving
And when he met with his ending
His clock also stopped working.
Time had stopped for her, but he made it move.
Now time had stopped for him,
and there is nothing she can do...
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 6:09 AM UTC
It’s started when the first time you came
You let me fall into your game
Oh, fool that i am,
for falling too deep, and that is my shame
I keep calling out your name,
hoping that you’ll turn around and wipe my tear
But instead, you’re just standing there, drinking a can of beer,
pretending not to hear
And watch me drown in my own tears,
choking in fear
Alone, with nobody near
And that, is how I disappear
Are you happy now, my dear?
Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 12:39 PM UTC
There was once 'attraction' in between my heart
; Not-a-day-goes-by phrase is overused in our fashion, yes?
Aug 3, 2014
Aug 3, 2014 at 10:17 AM UTC