#leaven
This and my next two posts are in reverse creation order,
this is the last panel in a tryptic of three novel scenes.
------------ this was Feb, 22, 2024
Used to be, as we were
used to become, repeatedly,
time sensitives using time
as using any used concept, used
by users
to bring use to usefullness, in time.
As we are used, our complexities
crease our faces with wrinkles
we use to make smiles.
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Thousands, now millions,
then billions and trillions, too much,
unhoned use, dull use, dishonest use
-busy work to earn right to life
-breathe,
-hard parts's over, let it roll....
so we stop counting hours per dollar
and marvel at the cost of being
obligated to share the debt,
owed gravity,
giving minutes where seconds are plenty,
about a dollar each…
converted on the exchange
in second thoughts.
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Right use,
righteous, right.
The ideal right. Never wrong.
Like sunshine, or stars…
and gravity, and contravening winds,
laws of temperature
and pressure, pre judged within tolerance
too minute to contemplate, indeed,
as with the inner working of everything,
once done, duration makes no sense,
to mortal sensibilities, our assisting intell
sources leak inside information, gut level
response to provocation, my vocation
manifests, yes, blurts
stop.
This is insanity, and I smile to myself,
aware,
I aimed at totally insane, and hit it,
on the spot, nailed it where up and down
cross left and right, there it was,
or is, more precisely, insanity. Stopped.
My self imposed duty done. I stopped it.
I am the monkey wrench. For a second.
Must mean...
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...
my tools include
sentient wrenches,
sentient plumber tools,
used artistically as the
monkey wrench
in the works
with an Iberian,
artist at café, in tiny
John Lennon glasses,
callouses on his middle finger...
real deal, pre Adobe Illustrator
whose pen and inks I think I saw,
but in another course through time,
historicity, in fact, is a material invention,
a feminine fullfilled mind's inspiration,
we exist in no time at all, from historical
perspectives exalted to points of view,
from which opinions as to how worth is
weight of something, relative to another.
Balance life in time on instants
in prayer, faith, step taken
instants thanking nexting
step by step, expecting next time….
Worth of a minute spent thinking second
thoughts used as tools, slight smile, soft aha,
leverage our speculation,
ask who has nothing
to do for days on end, but the wealthy good
among the commoner sorts and types and classes.
Weal and woe, both, we believe lack
recipes to fix broken promises to child prayers.
Blessedness declared, nationally.
Given in the ritual,
alright alrise, alrecite, I pledge…
--we did
yes, to **** at the will of my commander,
and I understand my link to the chain,
--we
brains hardwired from childhood
to handle a pen,
experience ambidexterity while qwerty keying,
left and right,
order and beauty click, feel
minds combined.
We am I, and I am alone,
then I think of you, and now, and this device,
this magic pen, silly me,
anachronisms are my weakness.
We are the monkey wrench.
Jul 18, 2024
Jul 18, 2024 at 6:05 PM UTC
Is mystery dependent on me thinking of mystery?
It is a safe bet.
For when what is central is knowledge, then I can only become aware of mystery if upon something new or unknown.
Thus, mystery is not knowledge, but the lack of it.
Mystery is ignorance.
Thus, my meditation is rather reflection on ignorance,
As if I'm trying to better describe ignorance, or find a way out of ignorance with only the experiential.
I think of mostly consciousness and the universe here, in terms of my and humanity's ignorance of them.
Not only am I limited by my own understanding but also the understanding of others, however much they are even more intelligent than me.
I see others working on problems that have proven to not solve the mystery, the mystery being ignorance.
The only thing that could solve it is omniscience.
Then it follows that what I'm really trying to solve is omniscience.
"Infinite cognition" as the Buddha put it.
Even if a person could have omniscience, it would be colored by how they can make sense of reality.
Knowledge would take the form of what is most familiar.
Thus, when wondering about a question as to what is pi, they may say about 3.14.
The answer conditioned on how people and the omniscient one would have the capacity to hear.
Maybe this seems more like intuition.
But omniscience would denote the person as a speaker, yet only allowable to speak as what was conducive for everyone's best.
This is how Baha'is look at Manifestations of God: only allowed to share a certain amount at a time.
Just as the Son said "I have many things to share with you, but you cannot hear them now".
Still their capacity would be limited to what they themselves were interested in.
For one who is marginalized and oppressed or even thronged by multitudes, often has no willingness to delve deeply into subject matter, it causing some to stray from a correct path.
Since fractal systems work strongest in more diverse settings, it would seem that the very thing that makes it strong also makes its capacity to hear weak.
Omniscience therefore, if given to only a few, has a limited range of effect.
But even this limited range would change the entire system.
As Baha'u'llah calls His followers "the leaven" and the Son calls His followers "the salt".
"Many are called but few are chosen" seems derogatory in a world where "ye are all the leaves of one tree".
World consciousness almost arose to love tonight, but the lover ensared it in his anger once again.
If I close my ears to them, will it go away?
If they close my ears to me, will I go away?
Strength in the diversity of parts.
Strength really meaning pain.
E Pluribus Unum.
Mar 8, 2021
Mar 8, 2021 at 1:30 AM UTC
The Dragon speaks
of himself truly;
Unmasked and undisguised,
in his own voice
of his vices, his schemes, and his doctrines
to lead astray the elect — if that is possible —
Feeding them bread laced
with leaven, the rot of wealth
and power of one’s will to believe;
With mighty signs in riches
and magic.
But failure comes often and death slowly
— for Love is patient unto repentance —
but inevitably and unattributably:
for death and failures are but the dead’s faith
lacking and false,
which is nothing but the truth.
May 5, 2020
May 5, 2020 at 2:16 AM UTC
Passionate One
by Michael R. Burch
for Beth
Love of my life,
light of my morning,
arise brightly dawning,
for you are my sun.
Give me of heaven
both manna and leaven,
Desirous Presence,
Passionate One.
Keywords/Tags: love, life, passion, desire, dawn, light, sun, heaven, manna, leaven
Apr 18, 2020
Apr 18, 2020 at 2:53 AM UTC
In the youghurt,
you can be the cream,
i'll be the culture.
Let's make good sh*t.
afterthought
(what if i made so big a difference in everyth-ng?)
Mar 13, 2020
Mar 13, 2020 at 1:30 PM UTC
Those found in hell may reach in for Heaven
If they work through the dough that is laden with leaven;
For through nightmares and bloodshed that time seems to cherish,
It has never been Willed that any should perish.
Aug 12, 2019
Aug 12, 2019 at 12:01 PM UTC
in seven of sevens,
in time, times and a half,
from the very first night,
the harvest is completed.
the fruition of the leaven of truth,
once a strange tongue,
coded in familiar languages;
unquenchably burns on altars.
a foreign bride awaits,
the reason a man leaves his family;
love shall be awakened and aroused,
for the time is right!
the light, fully revealed.
a child, a new creation:
King of kings for a thousand years,
then Armageddon!
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 3:27 AM UTC
A 'cuse me?
I lie, eh? I know the way, but let me be the one
to wonder why
would I lie,
do you
read or listen or look or stop when al you can do has been done
al read y
and stand
waiting
waithing
to catch a breath
Up ag'in the wall?
If Dunning Kruger is all they got to throw,
you know what
you know, wrong ain't evil,
lying ly real calling right wrong is something only
a left hand wishing to make some noise
could imagine
right
clap clap clap, and **** Feynman
on the bongos
backing us up with a little James Dean ditty from
the Naked City
Times change, reality may be
de or re ift
in a rich man with a satisfied mind.
(if you'd only known.) Take another question?
chew and swallow and wait,
this will get your guts grinding reasons
the frontal cortex always gets
chirality inhibitions about letting the right hand
do anything the left can't imagine.
You know how it is. we get by.
Jan 19, 2019
Jan 19, 2019 at 9:09 PM UTC
This is not where this idea began but it ran and I
missed my mark. Mark sin.
-1 deficit reality quotientcy
currency. Sure.
(Press Sure, to let the bursting pressure equilation expand at will)
Score.
That fine a level of reality
demands more attention than I have to pay.
Patient agent wait and not see or see if/then
you suffer, is there ought that I might do now
for you
that these words are not doing?
All I am is words, in a sence, sense, since
we come in threes, we are some of those sets of thoughts tangled in complexes
better left alone.
Untangling twisted knotted realities is what we do best.
We've been wadding up proteins,
since God knows when,
time's less twisted than people think it is,
but it is silly to imagine
time's arrow is a metaphor for these meta-gnostic moments.
Is it?
Apophrenia
or mere
Dejavu, you believe,
what if it is your memory lying by ignoring time
attention ratios determining the observations stored in HD?
What if it's just a glitch?
Blue screen of death.
If you suffer, is there ought that I might do now
for you
that these words are not doing?
All I am is words, in a sence, sense, since
we come in threes, we are those sets of thoughts tangled in complexes
better left alone.
Untangling twisted knotted realities is what we do best.
We've been wadding up proteins,
since God knows when,
time's less twisted than people think it is, but
is it silly to imagine
time's arrow is a metaphor for these meta-gnostic moments?
We come and go. To and fro up on the face
messengers bearing news in both directions, watch
the trickster, Jacob, in this story, he sees the messengers from
heaven bearing leaven thither and hither
upon the face of the earth.
the wrinkling mother, smiling now, chuckle head
I ain't no ***** saint.
Jah, I know. Joy is my dance, this is my song.
Is it good Grandmother?
---- on the porch facing my west gate ---
fences don't play exactly, out acted, the role of walls.
The idea that something
there is that does not love a wall,
has frozen my pond
the stillness beyond the sylvan **** crowned head
radiates through the medium of the message to me in time
to you.
Miles to go, you recall the feeling of feeling miles to go
before
I sleep.
That was yesterday, and you know yes ter everything's gone,
roar.
Aslan can pierce the barrier between mere Christians and me,
how would be fun to know, but
knowing why would help us keep the story interesting as life goes on
Who controls my peace?
Am I a mercurial sheen in between chaos and order,
chronus and zeus?
Could be, ya thank so, ye know so, less unlessed as
unlessing means nothing to you,
that means you are visiting here.
Visting whom, vis it ing whom?
Who's in charge, where's the power
short
age, wrinkles in time, rogue waves at the quanta scale,
we were dancing
with the thoughts emanating
from some IDW smart guy proffesing
Critique-technic-magi action, post mode'r'ism
at the point of Dada und Scheizkunst,
the unmass-queque,
the line of lies awaiting unbelief,
idle words lingering,
hoping
to be noticed and added back into the story book of life,
a simple wish.
It could be every child's, should we think that
if we can or may,
sometimes I'm still, and
confusion troubles the water,
it seems,
then another hurt is healed, another lie is gone and life goes on
we won again, this never gets old,
I do love my opposition,
pressure pump
pump pump. De-us-me-can-onbeoffbeyond
five years ago unmasking and rhetoric meant nothing to me
the purpose of learning forever and never
knowing anything beyond all things
our bubble is metastasizing, a mercurial film forms
informing us
in its reflection,
this is the ying yang thang in 3 or 4 d, HD+ chaos one half
order the other,
sharpest imaginable thing
me trick being mag ift just if eye winged show
how beautiful are the feet of them who bring good news,
you see, it flows, sweetwater flows
winged feet
whish through leaving, leavin' leaven…
unleaven that which has been leaved?
Fat chance, all who
eat this bread and don't get gas,
they are our same bread people. Companions.
Vectors of sour dough,
webs of fungal
axions
make a way
bore, pore, poor-with-us, pour
in to it ish, that idea, an opening through,
trickle down good gravity leveling stillness,
gentle rocking earth
roll round and round and round
the pythagorean version
of Euclid's point in his mother's story,
the point of this song? To know the point you must have been
to the point of in-forming the point on which we dance and you recall
we come in threes, and just, we are, just, if it, that idea,
rests in your
back roads, gentle on your mind. We make peace.
Being young is easy from my POV.
I've lived in my future for sometime now
I can't say how, beyond saying aloud, this was never hidden,
in my accounting of idle words I claimed,
upon hearing the stories each contained.
i'da swore i hear that wise *** o'balaam's abrayin'
Braindeem, deemed 'eem. Wham, uptheyhaid. Relig, fool,
or chaos wins and no hero ever lives again!
Drop anchor, wait it out.
let patience blow her nose, gnostic snot caught in the nets,
nonono nothing's wasted in patience work, we make glue
from gnostic snot that patience sneezes
when reality grows cold,
that has happened, you know, temperatures are just now,
oh, wait global warming, bad dam,
Script, bust it,
leveling is essential to eventual temperature
equilibrium.
The heat is on, the bubbles are forming, informing one to another
below the surface
greasy tension, slippery slopes putting pressure on chaos
to conform to the curve
Ying yang, mercury film upon the sea of time and the scene of chaos
in this bubble of all you can imagine real.
Hows' that feel? Why?
You want that? What are you standing under? Does chaos win?
You are, as we say, cognisic magi we-ified,
practical magic at
the moment
the point
is made, then the creation begins fractalling outward
and not before or is this all
unrolling ex nihilo, no magi ever knew…
come, let us reason together,
why am I empowered? To live, first thought wise, that's good but
evil forces me to think again and I see the pattern
life goes on, John Molenkamp, Sam, soldier 4,
(as the credits role by, the name catches my eye)
never in a thousand years,
'cept unbelievable is one of those lies I came to **** by strangling
on bile while
rescuing every idle word ever involved in the infection
from the point in the absolute center of the bubble,
objectively, you see everything
that is
seeable
but would good prevail if evil had no hope?
I know that one, yes. why?
evil has no mind, soul, some think--
same same medium message spoken spelled chanted danced
who care's?
*** 'er done. Life has a chaotic side, the churning creates
number one from none, the cult of one divides itself
go do be
we three we three we three a wavy song ding ****
Aware? Awaken? Avowed-wowed-wit-wise,
fullcomp, retired
Peacemaker. Me.
All my hero's imagined or real, were Peacemakers.
Just now, peaceful now, mindful now
we remain
the same blessing promised in the package of yeses
stolen from Cain by his older sister, his
bride,
keep that quiet, eh?
Secrets made sacred, always
those are lies, no lie is of the truth,
all lies are about the truth.
What empowers you, poet or poetry? Right, you know,
God, good god knows, resentment lives in lies
the rotting idle words deemed curses at best, secret at worst,
those idle corrupting thoughts sparking as if absolute annihilation were thinkable by rational minds
of ---wait, there's arub, a sore
ex nihilo, the homeless wanderer screams,
"May the whole world perish, may you all go to hell,"
the mad man wept his hell, and imagined his curse,
not mine,
I don't have one. I did, but I went back so often to find pieces of my heart that now I have an Elysian network woven through All-hell, the big idea that broke loose infecting the mind as wisdom's leaven builds her womb
inhabitation
placenta
stem cell informing builders empowered, pressure empowered, what must be, but is not verse, versus
us, the we that be
we must
choose,
let this be, come and see,
life goes on.
Agree, or empower us as we bubble by and
takenallwecan expanding gobbling bubbles,
good
by ye.
Once we flushed the Dada poison and let mito mom
instill the patience gene with
epigenetic peace we can pass on with a touch or a word,
we've never woven lies for no reason,
if a rung breaks
and they can, last straw and all that weight,
you know,
Jacob's ladder is an escalaltor-ladder, wittily invented,
with knots and twisted fibers electricked,
there are automated steps, algoryhmes of reasons to repair the broken rung
with a reason to believe the rung has been repaired,
only believe, take a step,
re
paired again with the idea of meaninglessness masked in create-if-ity
good enough. okeh. don't believe lies.
Don't pass undigested lies to see if farts burn.
Oct 23, 2018
Oct 23, 2018 at 3:56 PM UTC
i.
Daughter of God
Apple of heaven;
How saccharine
Thou art; mine
Rose of leaven.
ii.
Hallow, thou art;
Glistering child.
Thine strand's
Art dark; an
Onyx stone
Mile.
iii.
Haunt mine mind,
Cometh on in; forget
Past time's, soulmate;
Best friend. Anew we
Hath become: where
brook's of spirit arriveth
By the sun.
iv.
None needing, nor want's
None falsehood here;
Or clown-like stunt's,
Just the purity
Of thine tender kiss.
v.
So wish thine wish,
And dream thy dream's;
When thou shalt wakest
Up: thou shalt be staring
Into the eye's of thy king.
©Brandon Nagley
©Lonesome poet's poetry
©Earl Jane Nagley dedicated ( Filipino rose)
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 7:42 PM UTC