#kicking
We may know all we have time to learn, after ever begins.
Is that not peaceably thinkable, ever learning never everything?
In real life, there is always new life never lived.
Spiritual worthiness, thinkable peaceably, once, God is spirit,
spirit is mind, wisdom is the first thinkable thing life needed to be.
That's thinkably true.
Stubborn defense of freedom from another's authority bubble.
Make believe honor is immortal moral underpinnings, stakes
in reality driven into children's hearts to fix dread of punishment.
Always ready am I, understanding
Epimenides, the Cretan named a most high deity's kingdom
the very air we breathe, un believing the bishops tale of Hell.
In truth we live and breathe and have our being, that is all.
Look through any window, what do you see, little children weeping
for little children weeping for little children weeping like old men.
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Rrra' opposed s'post t'be
set apart. Init. Run whole sum
first thing from once to when time stops.
Sentencing mere ideas in letters all working
to seem some wish to be said being said as art.
Artificial education, agentic leading already
listening to the mocking bird calling my dog.
From the principle thing convincing ritual,
the honed most point of any pinpoint leak letting
integrated circus rings fill with clowns calling attention
while the gaffers take away the net below the high wire.
So… what now, circus boy? Who schooled you in distraction?
Can we come from the womb innocent, or are we born ******
Wham! The future from ever before… solid state switching… click
Imaginable onomatopoeia mouse clicks and space bar clicks, slick
as gnosisnot mysterious weforming clutches disengaging our brains
A tisket a tasket a green and yellow basket
case hardened blade pointedly edging us past our agreed let it be point.
Honorable breathes taken for grace granted full measure, enough and no more.
Apr 23
Apr 23, 2026 at 12:03 PM UTC
Another season has passed
I’ve avoided relegation yet again
but I’m nowhere near Champions League.
One day I’ll cross into the box
and nobody will be there.
Sep 2, 2025
Sep 2, 2025 at 12:39 AM UTC
A child is like a flame: warm and alive
The flame spreads, only by a single blow
The warmth spreads, but only to where the wind lets them
It is its protector and biggest enemy
They sculp the flame
Once the wind is to strong, the flame goes out
And the field of flames slowly decreases untill its empty
The flame is gone
The wind is gone
Mar 12, 2020
Mar 12, 2020 at 6:33 AM UTC
i am treading water
i am frantic,
though the water remains
motionless black
are you not too arrogant to believe
the future will come,
despite your kicking, screaming?
stop staring out the window
there are no rabbits worth catching
burnt sugar is bitter
shame can **** you if you let it
shame will **** you if you let it
despondency will take you
and make you fearless
i'll remember your sins for you
if you'll remember mine
keep them safe for me, wormwood
Mar 11, 2020
Mar 11, 2020 at 11:25 AM UTC
I'm alive and kicking,
kicking out a tune;
tune up that thing
and I'll play a tune for you.
You can take this body;
body and soul;
Soulful, blues and jazz.
Jazz ain't rock and roll!
When I'm dead *************
and my singing days are through,
Tune up that thing!
You know what to do!
Nov 3, 2018
Nov 3, 2018 at 10:15 PM UTC
Drowning
Under and under
Blackness grips my heart
I ache and suffer
Sputtering dreams from pale lips
Hands from below reach and grab
Kicking and struggling for surface
That gleam of light I never seem to have
Air is so scarce
Hard to hunt
In loneliness I hide
Freezing depths, no sign of sun
Limitless possibilities
Because it is only in my head
This vivid feeling
Anxious, wish for peace instead
Insecurity constricting my thoughts
Haunting my wild mind
A dark fantasy out of control
A reason to cry hard to find
Here in my dark corners
Tears are nothing, salty wishes
Breif drops of ocean, tributes,
To the chaos my brain misses
So, with much misery
And little sense
Top of lake approaches
Breath gone, hung in suspense
My lungs have failed again
Oxygen vanished, happiness too
You don't need water to feel like you are drowning
I sink further each time I look at you.
Jun 8, 2018
Jun 8, 2018 at 12:18 PM UTC
and if it feels like
you're seeing double and
living through a time-lapse
you are alive
if it feels like
you're on a train to
nowhere
getting wind caught in your hair,
oh, you're alive
and if it hurts, you'll be alright
Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 9:36 PM UTC
While I nodded nearly napping, suddenly there came a rapping.
A loud rap rapping on my chamber door, the noise of the latch
click clicking, I heard above the clock tick ticking, then the creak
of the boards, the squeak of the nails, across my chamber floor.
And in the darkness with eyes flick flicking and the noise in my
head of the latch click clicking, and the clock in the hall still
tick, tick ticking; came the noise of his boots kick, kick kicking!
What thought I with eyes still flicking with the sound in my head
of the clock tick ticking, and the ache and the pain from his boots
kick kicking! Why me?
Then a punch to my face, my face to his knee, then my eyes stop
flicking. No sound anymore, no more of the clock tick ticking,
Only the creak of the boards and the squeak of the nails across
my chamber floor. Then the sound of the latch click clicking;
no tapping or rapping, no eyes flick flicking, no, no more kicking.
Only the darkness, the slam of the door. Then the clock tick tick,
ticking, no more creaking of the floor.
Deep into the darkness peering, long I lay there wondering and
fearing; I just cant take this anymore!
Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 9:34 AM UTC
I yell
And scream
And cry
Because you call me crazy
I hit
And kick
And fight
Because you say I'm violent
I am only
What you see of me
It may not be the real me
But its how I am preceived
And how people choose to see me
Determines how I see myself.
Nov 28, 2014
Nov 28, 2014 at 8:28 PM UTC
my face smashed against the concrete
when you kicked me from your
life; i'm still picking jagged stones
from the spaces between my
teeth. because of this,
i don't smile
anymore.
May 26, 2014
May 26, 2014 at 10:22 PM UTC