The air is cool.
I breathe in, and immediately
The smell of pine fills my lungs,
I breathe out,
Leaving a cool
Almost peppermint taste on my tongue.
Past the pine trees,
That stand as tall towers,
Past the deep green color that paints the dark brown branches.
I see, a once bright blue sky,
Has become a grey white shade.
All I can hear is the wind,
The soft whistle of air moving quickly past me
It pounds while doing so,
Pounds on the drums of my ears,
Loudly.
All of this accompanied by flecks of
Pure white.
The soft snowflakes landing on my skin,
Each one with its own unique shape,
I finally feel at peace.
Jan 15, 2017
Jan 15, 2017 at 8:59 PM UTC
My body refuses to breathe,
I heard her words but they won't register
Instead I am left here without air.
I'm so sorry
No, this isn't real
My vision is turning black.
I know how much she meant to you
Why won't I breathe?
This is wrong.
But everyone has to leave at some point
I feel wrong
The funeral is tomorrow
She's gone.
Jan 15, 2017
Jan 15, 2017 at 8:40 PM UTC
To let people run over me
I have a tendency,
I'm a doormat off sorts
With bristles that are coarse
And the personality to match,
What catch.
Jan 15, 2017
Jan 15, 2017 at 8:21 PM UTC
Do you really think I'm that dumb?
That I wouldn't notice?
Well I did.
And I don't usually talk to liars
But I just wanted to say
You're really not that good at cheating.
Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 11:32 PM UTC
I can't believe it.
I never have felt this
love
that is.
I have never fallen in
love
so naturally
I never knew
how much it would
hurt
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 11:36 PM UTC
I gave you everything
including my words.
Beautiful lines of letters together
combining into a lovely melody of
pain.
And you,
you twisted them.
You took the beauty
and shaped it into your
own dream of evil.
You saw the only way
I knew how to speak my mind,
how to share my thoughts,
and you burned it.
Crushed it
Crushed me.
May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 10:52 PM UTC
Why do you let people tear you down
Rip you apart
Then stomp on you
?
Why don't you see love
Or the people
Who care
?
*I
Don't
Know
.*
Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 11:21 PM UTC
She lies there
So beautiful
So peaceful
Nobody would call for her
Not while she was in the tub
The music loud
Almost too loud
It sounded more like incessant banging
But she didn't mind
And didn't care if others did
Warm water up to her chest
Only getting colder
She's been in there for an hour
Or two
When usually she only stays for half
Her family,
Beginning to worry,
Bangs on the door
They wonder if they got a response
And just couldn't here it
But no
The girl said nothing
So the family enters
To a sight of pure
Horror.
I look past the deep
Bleeding cut
That goes long ways down her arm
Past the old scars,
Already a pale white,
That cross her arm
And I look at the family
Their faces
Their eyes
Not full of tears
But shock
And it occurs to me
That I am her
And she
Is me.
Jan 31, 2015
Jan 31, 2015 at 8:09 PM UTC
In order to protect myself
I built a wall away from you
Hid behind it
In a way of defending myself
I cursed and yelled and kicked
So you wouldn't touch me
But I have failed
You get to me
Your words hurt
Everything ******* hurts
Even things you don't mean to do
They all hurt me
And even with my attempts
To stay strong
To be happy
I have lost all control
Jan 18, 2015
Jan 18, 2015 at 9:03 AM UTC