#keepongoing
It makes me feel so alive
As i watch it bleed
It makes me feel so alive
Its such a sudden need
The pain is like a rush
If you saw me
You would definitely blush
Because this is not who im supposed to be
But im afraid
Its who i am
The price must be paid
So that i can stand
Stand myself
Without this knife
I would crumble
And i would end my life
So i continue to cut my skin
I dont care if its a sin
Its what must be done
If im to continue to see the sun
Everyone needs something
To cope with pain
This is what i need
For there to be any gain
I love the blood
I love feeling it flood
Down my leg
Im not going to beg
For help
So inwardly i yelp
In pain
And i watch the rain
Of red
That will scare me skin
And i want it to end
But i cant stop
Its out of my control
I have no soul
Im just a robot
Who must bleed
I have to feed
On this bright red sin
So i cut again and again
But there has to be more
Christ has settled my score
I wont give up
I wont stay stuck
I will keep moving
I will let go of this knife
I wont let it rule my life
Feb 21, 2017
Feb 21, 2017 at 4:56 PM UTC