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BETTER BE
FOR US...
WE ALREADY LOST ....
LOST..LOST...AND LOST ENOUGH!
WE ARE ALMOST...
DYING....
BUT A THIRD's
SIDE OF A COIN's
IS ABOUT YOU!....
SINCE YOU KNOW's,
LONGER NEEDED US...
IT'S OKEY....
SENSES & AND CENTS
CAN NOT
BE ONE's!
Oct 8, 2024
Oct 8, 2024 at 1:14 PM UTC
Siya ang nagahatag ug kahayag
aron ako 'di mag-inusara ug masaag.
sa mga malangitngiton kong mga dalan
andam niyang saw-on ang tanan
gikan sa'kong pagkabut-an paubos sa'kong pagkakiatan.
Sa masubo niyang kahimtang
nga magtrabaho ug taman
para lang mahapsay ang tulog namong tanan.
Ug mahitungod kini tanan sa pinalangga kong amahan.
Jun 20, 2020
Jun 20, 2020 at 10:17 PM UTC
Intzaar karte karte thak gaya
Use vakt laga aaneme
Ha mai vahi ruk gaya
Use vakt laga aane me
log last call pe recall karte rahe
Use vakt lag Gaya call uthane me
Subah saikado call dekh Kar msg aaya Kya baat hai,
Kisine jabab diya,
Vakt rahe to aa Jana janaje me
Ro ro ke thak gayee,
Mujhe sakhane me
Kya Fark padata, log busy the jalane me
Intzaar karte karte thak gaya
Use vakt laga aane me
Apr 4, 2020
Apr 4, 2020 at 12:17 PM UTC
Apna wahi h jo humari khamoshi padh sake,
Verna andaje tho begane bhe lga lete hai...
Dec 19, 2019
Dec 19, 2019 at 12:35 PM UTC
longing 4 my mother
her embrace so warm, gentle
her lap comforting
will i ever again have this
sweet unconditional love...
tanka 1
napowrimo day 5
© rochelle foles 2019
Apr 5, 2019
Apr 5, 2019 at 12:45 PM UTC
You ask me if I want you out of my life, if you should go
My only response is a stifled sob
At this moment all I can do is cry.
My head is at it again telling me what to do which is not much really.
I am a prisoner inside of this body and when I am like this I hand all controls over like an obidiant child.
I learnt long ago not to fight or argue because that only hurts people
and by people I mean my thoughts and when I say thoughts I mean me. When I am like this I sit and I wait there’s nothing I can do nothing anyone can do except wait.
May 23, 2018
May 23, 2018 at 11:07 PM UTC
Even in the shards of a
b r oke n
mirror,
you are still beautiful to me
May 16, 2018
May 16, 2018 at 8:59 PM UTC
When I'm alone I shake, I push people away and I hide from the world because I'm afraid I'm going to brake.
When I'm alone I think. I think so much that when I try to remember what I was originally thinking about I can't.
When I'm alone I don't let anyone talk to me. Then I hate myself for being such a burden to them. Why am I like this? Talk to me.
When I'm alone I can't take a shower. Because that involves moving. Doing something I don't want to do.
When I'm alone for too long I shut down. I turn off my iPod so you can't talk to me. I turn off my tv. I turn off my lights as if that will turn off my brain and I lay there. Not moving. Not thinking. No emotion just.... Laying in the pitch black, a corpse that breathes.
When I'm alone it's like going through withdrawal. Doctor says therapy but I say I like being happy. It's worth the pain.
When I'm with you I forget about this. I'm happy, I'm laughing and talking. I am addicted to you. You are my drug.
Mar 24, 2018
Mar 24, 2018 at 12:57 PM UTC
Loving you will **** me,
but It's a price I will pay.
To watch and see
how it unravels, and what we say.
Maybe we'll adopt some kids and be happy,
Or i'll move on and get married some day.
Perhaps, without you my love, I'll never know joy.
All I know for certain is loving you will **** me someday.
Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 7:49 PM UTC
These three useless words
bang against my teeth,
guarded by my lips they want to be released;
I once swallowed my thoughts to keep them inside,
But it seems my naïve heart has kept them alive.
I'm scared they might escape with every passing smile. I need you and want you to be mine.
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 2:47 PM UTC
its been 5 almost 6 months
since I left you,
4 months
since we started talking again.
3 months
since I tried to move on
2 months
since I found out you moved on but that it didn't last
1 month
since I've been dying to tell you that I still painfully love you.
Feb 9, 2018
Feb 9, 2018 at 4:50 PM UTC
The bridge we created was destroyed by a tsunami of your lies.
Yet I still, -even after the warnings and the storm, after the damage was done- fight to rebuild.
Jan 31, 2018
Jan 31, 2018 at 2:01 PM UTC
A single tear slides down your cheek.
Every morning at 3am the girl decides it's time to rid herself of her pain.
Your stomach is tightening. She would take a shower or rather sit down in the water and cry for an hour. Your throat is closing
Cry for the heartbreak, the hope and chances she gives because in the end no matter how many times she avoids the word she's always going to be just a FRIEND. Your light headed and shivering,
the water is cold. Your numb not just from the water, oh dear; your emotions went down the drain with your tears. You turn the water off. Sit in your towel before climbing into bed and falling asleep with nothing inside your usually chaotic head.
Jan 22, 2018
Jan 22, 2018 at 1:34 AM UTC
I am selfish or I am blind,
Somehow I left your emotions behind.
I never thought you were able to be sad,
You were always oh so happy and I, was always glad.
You were there when I turned around,
You always picked me up off the ground.
So please tell me, why is it that I never guessed
That you my darling love might have been depressed?
I am beating myself up I should have known,
You have emotions too but I was caught up in my own.
Jan 16, 2018
Jan 16, 2018 at 11:59 PM UTC
Tonight was the night you said
The words I've repeated in my head
Tonight my heart dropped
Exploded like a balloon popped
No fixing this injury
Why the hell didn't you listen to me!
I told you to stop, that the words really hurt
You said everything forgetting that I still love you to the moon back to earth.
I couldn't keep it in, at 2:13
Blood rolled down my arm,
Looking like a **** ****** scene
Jan 8, 2018
Jan 8, 2018 at 4:11 AM UTC
We should be together, we shouldn't be acting like this. I blame it on the New Year's Eve kiss.
We were supposed to hang out today, but you went away when I mentioned the New Year's Eve kiss.
We are not dating, this I know, but we aren't just friends either, don't you know? Your making a huge huff about this its just a New Year's Eve kiss.
You're at your house and I'm at mine trying to keep myself from crying. I want this New Year's Eve kiss.
Dec 31, 2017
Dec 31, 2017 at 8:09 PM UTC
His hands on my hips as he says he can pick me up and I look at him in disbelief but my eyes are daring him to try.
His arms wrapped around me in a playful choke hold as I, a giggling mess, try to get away.
His lips soft but fierce, are smiling against my neck as I squeal and roll away from him and manage not to fall off the bed.
His voice as he speaks and laughs and sometimes giggles is what makes me smile on the inside.
His heart is trying to trust me but is unsure. His actions are very clear but he is guarded. If I didn't know him I'd think he was playing me but he is trying.
Therefore, I am not giving up.
Dec 21, 2017
Dec 21, 2017 at 2:37 PM UTC
When I think of happiness I think of yellow, but not just yellow. When I think of happiness I see tulips buzzing to life from all the bees that sang to them. I see rainbows and butterflies over a vast country land on a beautiful sunny day with horses neighing their hello's. The sight gives me a goofy feeling. This happiness, It's now tugging at the corner of lips, pulling them towards my ears until my cheeks hurt and then a sound of squealing as I reach a full blown excited-happiness overload
Nov 24, 2017
Nov 24, 2017 at 8:57 PM UTC
My heart is wrapped, suffocating in a thorn vine,
held prisoner by doubt in the darkest part of my mind;
Ambushed by my feelings and thoughts
it beats with purpose
Pounding, thrashing out as hard as it possibly can
knowing no bounds against my conscience
trying
fighting
to win this endless battle.
Oct 4, 2017
Oct 4, 2017 at 11:04 PM UTC
She picked herself up and built her walls higher than ever before. But she added a door. A door that will either save her or **** her. Her heart is scared to trust but her gut is to confused to say anything. She is terrified but Inlove.
Oct 31, 2017
Oct 31, 2017 at 12:20 AM UTC
An ache in my chest as if my heart is nailing boards into it, trying, using everything it possibly can find to help keep it intact, preparing, getting ready for the final break. The break that will not so easily if not ever, be fixed. like dropping a crystal on a granite
floor--that shatter, is what I might accidentally have made happen. I am the reason I will be dead. I am the reason my heart will be no more.
Oct 4, 2017
Oct 4, 2017 at 10:53 PM UTC
I don't want anyone ever to hold me the way you do
You make me feel okay, whole, through and through
I don't want anyone to know my ****** expressions and voice like you
I don't want anyone to know my family the way you do
I don't want anyone to understands my thoughts and reasons
I don't want anyone to understands my weird meanings
I don't want anyone to ever know why I do what I do
I don't want anyone to know because that's something between me and you.
I don't want anyone to make me laugh and be so mad at the same time.
I don't want anyone else. No one knows who how much I want you to be mine
I don't know why part of me keeps bloody-well lying!
I don't know why I can't give up! Is it because I'm trying to keep the thoughts of us together intact? A beautiful fantasy?! Doesn't matter! I still end up I finding myself trying!
I don't want to trust anyone the way I trust you.
I don't want to love another the way I love you!
Nov 17, 2017
Nov 17, 2017 at 12:42 AM UTC