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Clarity returned, once a rarity
Engulfed in asperity
Lost in the shuffle
Anything to distance, mind, and feelings
Felt the call
Turn of fortune
Fell into HIS arms
Couldn't live anymore in the distortion
Had to move subtly
Live boldly in HIS path
On me too many count
Leaving doubt in the wasteland
Had to correct my posture
So HIS sight in me HE could foster
A better ME
May 26
May 26, 2026 at 5:40 PM UTC
You can speak venom on my name
But it's no weight on me
God has set my burdens free
My evolution isn’t yours to own
You can claim the scars you put on my heart
Your forbidden fruit turned into poison
Your poison seeped into me like water
A hold on me I've never felt before
Stuck when we were apart
I couldn’t function without you
I absorbed the dysfunction
Gave excuses to cover the pain
Your words cut me deeper than any weapon
I started to wonder why you didn't see me
Took every strike, and said it was love
Just one look and I was your puppet
A venom that froze my tears
I had to shed who I was with you
Turn my pain into antivenom
True love shouldn’t be toxic
Naive mistakes cost me
I don't wanna live this way
So I fled into the unknown
To rediscover me
Mar 8
Mar 8, 2026 at 10:13 PM UTC
Harbored so much pain and hate
Felt forgotten and alone
Even in a crowded room
Ready to fall at the hands of fate
Knelt at the despair throne
Trying to be strong in a world of gloom
Life is darkening like an unfathomable sonic boom
Healing me on my own
But my soul is already in a tomb
Silence beyond deafening
Prepared my bones for the reckoning
Flesh has turned cold, but blood is blazing
Each deep breath is like shards of glass shredding my lungs
Demons with every remark, scathing
Taking in every word as I succumb
Living in the Earth's core
Liquified metal, my new water source
A sudden gravitational force
Before I knew it, a voice from above
A childlike silhouette
The light beaming from their eyes
It's time to forgive
Hands clasped together, head to the skies
You are forgiven
The challenge of life hasn't won yet
My road for you was strong so early
But my child, I had to build you
I saw your struggle to keep your spark from fading
But you fought to keep your smile through it all
Even in solitude, you pushed through
You lost faith in me at age 7
Even if you didn't understand why
At your lowest, I knew your heart
Deep down, it never lost me
It just locked me away, until you forgave yourself
A heartbreak was your reset button
I found you again in the depths of me
Sep 7, 2025
Sep 7, 2025 at 2:26 PM UTC