#jamaisvu
I've loved before
But back then it wasn't me who loved,
It was my anima.
The fake love
Was just my body and someone else's soul.
So then my shadows
Showed me my darkness.
My introspection
Showed me myself.
So I grew to love myself
And love as myself
No more fake love.
So here I am,
Loving all over again
But it feel like never before
I know it has happened
But this time feels like first time
Coz this time
Its not my anima in love
Its my persona in love.
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 12:10 AM UTC
Sitting alone in a park
and a familiarity sent
chill inside your spine
like a spark; the sudden
even playing in front
you took you to your
tomorrow, and all you
could think of is a
vivid memory of your
the warm home you
came from; the vague
feelings took over
soon as you heard a
song and surprising
noises of the children
playing at the other
side; you never felt
so nostalgic with it
"I feel like this thing
Happened before?"
you thought and
your girlfriend came;
everything vanished.
—Deja Vu
you arrived your home,
exhausted and hungry
Yourself felt detached
with everything inside
The home was unheated;
it has been years after
your parents died from
sickness and accident;
Your chest felt heavy
and an overwhelming
feeling oozes down
like what you have felt
awhile ago at the park;
uneasy with the tight
unnamed feelings, you
felt negativity inside;
the detachment tires
your whole being more
and you will see yourself
crying to release the
uninvited feelings
—Jamais Vu
Sep 14, 2017
Sep 14, 2017 at 8:17 AM UTC
It registers as soon as I open the door,
a keen foreboding feeling.
An unfamiliarity never felt before
sends my senses reeling.
This is my home, my haven sweet;
yet today it does not belong to me.
I exhale and follow my tentative feet
while I repress the urge to flee.
I feign bravado by humming as I
go check every room casually.
I get more comfortable by and by –
the eeriness wanes thankfully.
Apr 13, 2019
Apr 13, 2019 at 11:25 AM UTC
your sheepish smile resides
inbetween coffee stained book pages.
pearl-white row of teeth abide,
as those lips linger on the rim of forgotten faces.
© fey (14/07/23)
Jul 14, 2023
Jul 14, 2023 at 5:20 AM UTC