When I was only six,
I wanted to see what's behind the school's gates
I wanted to run, play, and eat a huge bag of chips
At those times, I only wanted playmates
When I was thirteen,
I wanted to see what's behind the walls of my classroom
I want to know what it feels like to be a teen,
I wanted to experience kissing an older girl with a fancy perfume
When I was sixteen,
I wanted to go away from a place called "home."
I wanted to find myself in a new place I have never been
At that time, I wished to be more human than an obeying machine
When I was twenty,
I thought I had it all in my palm of my hands
I had her, an apartment, small job; I never felt empty
I thought I figured my purpose, but she suddenly walked away
I said to myself, "I thought had it all,"
But it was not meant to prolong,
I found myself staring at the ceiling and becoming suicidal
I left my family and she left me for another one.
I wish I never left my home,
I wish I have never been this negative
I want to start another life,
Somewhere far from my mistakes
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 12:17 PM UTC
I love you but I doubt it now,
Maybe I was caught up by the feelings
I never understood after I said my vows
I will never forget how we fell in our own demons
I love you but goodbye my lover
Tonight, I will be leaving your side and go back to the moon
Maybe we were not meant for each other
You are the sun; I was not enough for us to carry on
I love you but fate won't let us stay
"It's you. The one who won't let us prolong."
Your words struck me and I have nothing else to say
I don't think this will be a mistake, I thought of it as a favor
I love you but I understand you have to leave me
You calmly said though I know how my words angered you.
My happiness is to the best degree
You assured but I do not understand your laughs in my view
I love you even though you broke your promise
You said as your words break down to the floor into pieces
I picked them up and became modest
But you refused to and swept it, turned them into the other places
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 12:16 PM UTC
I wish being naked with the other's fine without lust
**** those who think being bare is for ***
"Send me nudes." Yeah, send me your inner secrets without disgust
Heroine, we don't need to love through ****** subjects
Let's get into new adventures, maybe we should smoke first?
Lie down against the grass or sand and admire the stars,
"Send me nudes." we say, let's be bare because we're scared of this
I know those ****** words will not save what's ours
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 12:14 PM UTC
Bright lights at night filled my eyes with wanting
Structures with old stories, they told me the past
The doe stood there at the other end, patiently waiting
Once again, I ran towards her; this will be the last.
But the feeling between the city and us,
Makes me worry that you will not love me forever
You held onto me, "hush, my love. Don't make another fuss."
Why do I feel that without you I could never better?
You act nothing whenever you lay with another man
But here I am, waiting for you to come home.
The dinner's raw and your love's gone
If you will feel a little empty, I will love you more.
Just don't leave me under the roof of Barcelona,
I don't want sleep nor listen to their words
Those animals will never understand what we've done.
They will never understand why I fell in love with a *****
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 12:14 PM UTC
I remember your stare as soon as you saw me
We were at a bar, and I smiled as soon as you did
Aubrey, You are crossing the paths.
In my head, I play a memory of you
I keep on seeing little signs
But I can't catch them, all I get were these aftermaths
You wonks sank deep, and my hand touches your skin,
You took me for a ride and I visualize lips
Aubrey, You are crossing the paths.
In my head, I play a memory of you
I keep on seeing little signs
But I can't catch them, all I get was the aftermath
Whenever I see your face,
I fall in love each time; I got lost in your voice
Aubrey, You are crossing the paths.
In my head, I play a memory of you
I keep on seeing little signs
But I can't catch them, all I get were these aftermaths
At the ocean, we join and dance until we fall
Because anything we ever shared here will soon fade
I sang your voice and my love for your overall
Our feet's buried on the sands and we were afraid
Aubrey, You are crossing the paths,
In my head, I play a memory of you
Only a memory of your laughs
Something I could hold onto
Because none of these will ever stay.
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 12:13 PM UTC
She knew she had been thrown away
By someone who said they wont go anywhere
Her heart is made of gold
Molten by his affection
Forged together, they're better than the old
She thought it was a genuine attraction
The man looking at her
Thinks that she's not enough for him
His heart was steel
Molten by her beauty
Forged together, but this one was not for him
He thought she's filled with stupidity
It wasn't their fault they swam in the Pacific
With different perspectives and feelings
We are never alone, will find the best for us
The ocean's huge, there's nothing to worry about
Maybe the drowning with the wrong one's our greatest fear
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 12:12 PM UTC
The look in your eyes
Brings the melancholic nostalgia of a lover
I was disturbed by the presence, completely mesmerized
It's impossible to begin when knowing you're spoken for another
In a quiet shore, I saw you stroll
Following you as you're contemplating with an aster
You are my favorite, a definite goal
Nothing to really hinders me, even him, they don't matter
The moment when you saw me,
I thought you would despise to look at my face
I know I was not important anymore
But you ran to my arms and cried that night
We were once lovers destroyed by wealth
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 12:11 PM UTC
There at the long wide hall
A lady in a teagown she was not so tall
He shoulders were hugged by a shawl
The place was large, she looked small
At the sight of her shuffling towards the altar
She halted and looked from afar,
Near to where I am seated, I was alarmed
I swore I was enchanted by her, she's a beautiful star
The benches were empty and soon became silent
The candles she lightened emitted a lavender scent
Making me wonder what are those weird candles meant
Maybe a lover who fell in his eternal rest?
Who knows why she had such unique way to pray
More than those sweet-scented candles and papers she laid
You can see a vivid remorse on her pleasant face
A little grim on her face that I will never forget
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 12:11 PM UTC
She looks so heavenly
Behind my lenses she actef weirdly
But I really fancy this sweet lady
She kisses mine so delicately
Once your nails digs in,
I feel insanity creepin'
They're **** amused while lookin'
To us, they couldn't do what we're makin'
Gladly getting down your knees
You pray loudly with a microphone on your hand
A sensation of a holy touch climbs up to my mind
For some reason, my heart doesn't beat like they planned
Getting inside the vacancies and your voice disbands
Why don't they just tell us we're fools making this work
When we are nothing but pretentious ******* faking how love looks
You have gotten the idea of the papers you gave zeros *****
I've been here for a while and ran from every hook.
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 12:10 PM UTC
Maybe at my dreams
I'll see you lying down the shore
close from the sea
And when I see you, I will make it sure
You will never ever leave
But the sickness was good racer
Time was a good maneuver
You said it's fine and I should not recall all the matters
Even our plans to see the great louver
At night I always remember you
when the moonlight shines down
I recall the things and you were withdrawn
By death and given up by life
From there I knew you are lying with the stars
I have been trying to come up a lot of good stuff
But in the end, it was not a really good start
I know I was ready but circumstances were tough
Every now and then, I see you standing
In the middle of nowhere
I was there chasing you
but you were enveloped by the light
And I woke up into another day,
Thinking how awful it is to never bid our goodbyes.
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 12:09 PM UTC