#irreparable
Freeze the pain
Let it sear its icy brand
into a corner of your mind
Throw it into the box
that holds all your broken parts
The ones no one wants to fix
Stains on your soul
You open the box just to reminisce.
To confirm the diagnosis
That you are broken in many ways
Irreparable without external help
But
How can they fix anything
The box is shut.
Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 2:51 PM UTC
I wear your winter coat
The one you love to wear
So I keep feeling close
To us beyond compare
The moment we can have
You catch me in your eyes
That beauty on my pillow
That holds me in the night
And I will find my strength to untape my mouth
When I used to be afraid of the words
But with you I've learned just to let it out
Now my heart is ready to burst
'Cause I, I feel like I'm ready for love
And I wanna be your everything and more
And I know every day you say it
But I just want you to be sure
That I'm yours
And if I've been feeling heavy
You take me from the dark
Your arms they keep me steady
So nothing could fall apart
And I will find my strength to untape my mouth
When I used to be afraid of the words
But with you I've learned just to let it out
Now my heart is ready to burst
'Cause I, I feel like I'm ready for love
And I wanna be your everything and more
And I know every day you say it
But I just want you to be sure
That I'm yours
That I'm yours
Songwriters: Ella Henderson / Josh Record
Dec 25, 2016
Dec 25, 2016 at 2:44 PM UTC
Standing before a once white canvas,
brush in hand.
Paint runs together,
reds and blues and yellows
are now indistinguishable.
Stained palms are reminders
of the source of the mess.
It is so much easier to ruin things
than it is to fix them.
Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 2:15 PM UTC
I wish you could see the scars, bruises and cuts that decorate my body,
Maybe then you will understand why I flinch every time you try to come close to me,
Maybe then you will see the demons through my eyes that have trapped me,
Maybe then you will know why I act out on all these insecurities I have within me,
Till then, go ahead and misunderstand me.
You think I am crazy.
Aug 2, 2017
Aug 2, 2017 at 4:05 AM UTC
Stuck inside constant torment
How can I move on
Too sensitive, too weak
Now I'm going to fall
My mind is cloudy
My heart is broken
My soul is destroyed
No hope to be found
No one to save me
Irreparable
Unsalvageable
Lost and alone
Destined to be
c.m.l.
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 4:51 PM UTC