#innerfight
I never wanted to hate me ,
Yet, curse this face everyday.
I loved the way I was,
Yet, want to erase this side of me.
I wished to live longer,
Yet, ended up this way.
I’m begging for death each time I wake,
Yet, seek for hope and I don’t know How?
I should be giving up on myself,
Yet, I say - FUTURE’S GONNA BE OKAY!
Jan 31
Jan 31, 2026 at 3:35 AM UTC
it's more powerful than me
it takes over anytime it wishes
makes me it's obedient slave
makes me **** wound and destroy
turns me into the ugly
turns me into the dark
under its control
i lash out, i annihilate
i have no choice
i cannot resist
i can't control it
how do i stop it
i can't control it
but i use it's evil
i can use it against me
i can annihilate me
Jul 27, 2025
Jul 27, 2025 at 9:31 AM UTC
My thoughts went to you when i woke up this morning
I see your confusion, i see your mindly fight
I see you being in the midst
of finding purposes, of achieving peace for inner mind
You have walked half of your journey on this earth
You have traveled across the globe
You have read thousands of philosophy books
You made those decisions majority wouldn't dare to try
But right now you are at the point
Of experiencing another defeat
another grief
And with all the doubts, hatred rising inside
You felt like you are hopeless
And that time slipping through your fingers
And you have no energy to confine
I wonder what life wanted to tell you through all this
Maybe, its time to slow down?
To look deep inside and to go back
to find your inner child and reconcile?
For i think the root is self love
the only dose to heal broken pieces inside...
Apr 24, 2020
Apr 24, 2020 at 7:11 PM UTC
I can’t beat these instincts
So many things I’ve lost
In this bittersweet hell
Can someone help me through this struggle
I can’t manage myself
So what if you see the wildest side of me?
Don’t hope that you can alter this devil, so long subdued
Please persuade me, it’s an illusion
Can somebody help me tame this demon
(This devil, this devil)
Can’t beat this devil
So many times I’ve tried
It is out of control
Can someone help me through this struggle
I can’t manage myself
So what if you can see the wildest side of me?
Don’t hope that you can alter this devil, so long subdued
Please persuade me, it’s an illusion
Can somebody help me tame the devil I released
Please persuade me, it’s an illusion
Can somebody help me tame this demon
Can someone get me through this struggle
I can’t manage myself
Can someone help me through this struggle
I can’t beat these instincts
So what if you can see the wildest side of me?
Don’t hope that you can alter this devil, so long subdued
Please persuade me, it’s an illusion
Can somebody help me tame the devil I released
Please persuade me, it’s an illusion
Can somebody help me tame this demon
The devil I released
Apr 7, 2016
Apr 7, 2016 at 4:20 PM UTC