All you need is a another me
another me who will love you more
another me who will understand you better
another me who will care for you more
all you need is a another me
Aug 4, 2025
Aug 4, 2025 at 3:08 PM UTC
the wind blew like a roaring dragon
the rain fell like screaming bullets
the darkness engulfed the vast terrain
i said to myself, "surely this is the end"
the wind picked up a red barn roof
and threw it across the corn field
lighting struck and split a tree
"i will not live to see tomorrow" i said
but i was wrong, i did live
the storm passed and the sun shone
the bright rays of the shun warmed my skin
blue skies greeted my weary heart
Jul 29, 2025
Jul 29, 2025 at 8:55 AM UTC
i feel all alone in this great crowd
loneliness wraps my heart like a shroud
it's been a long time since i had a friend
for how long can i smile and pretend
darkness encroaches my soul like a mist
and punches my spirit like a clenched fist
there is nothing but darkness in my heart
the feeling of emptiness is tearing me apart
many times i've tried to tame this beast
tried to exorcise this evil like a priest
each time i have failed miserably
strengthening the beast considerably
i can not keep fighting this losing battle
my hand is weak and my heart is brittle
years of heartbreak have taken their toll
it has killed my spirit and crushed my soul
now it is clear to me what i must do
it's no easy task, but do it, i have to
there is only one way to guarantee success
that is to **** the body the demons possess
Jul 29, 2025
Jul 29, 2025 at 8:51 AM UTC
Life is a funny thing, it’s always been
Just when you think you are up, it drags you down
With every grasp I try to reach
The elusive promised land
Walked many a mile, I have
But I am yet to see
That glorious land
but get there, one day I will
Then all my sorrow will be gone
All my tears will be wiped away
I will not tire anymore
finally I will be… home
Jul 29, 2025
Jul 29, 2025 at 8:49 AM UTC
I’ve come a long way to get to where I am
but the daemons keep on pursuing me
for every step I take towards the light
the dark ones are inches ahead of me
I’ve been down many a rabbit hole
and climbed back out in tatters
I’ve run towards the morning sun
until my feet were heavy and weary
I climbed to the top of the mountain
I worked my way up there
and in the faraway distance
I saw the promised land
I kept running towards the city of light
I ran with all my might
the closer I got to it, farther away it was
seems like it wasn’t meant to be
But giving up is not an option
Where will I go if I give up?
I have nowhere else to go
So keep trudging I will
Jul 29, 2025
Jul 29, 2025 at 8:41 AM UTC
When you are tempted to doubt my love
don’t …
When the uncertainty starts to creep up
stop …
I am deeply flawed
but my love for you is not
it’s as pure as it gets
I love you with all I’ve got
I love you with all my heart
deeper than the deepest ocean
higher than the highest mountain
purer than the purest gold
do my mistakes erase all we had?
have my foolish actions destroyed everything?
Have we lost the love, never to be found?
is it too late, have we lost it forever?
What can I do to make up for my sins?
what price can I pay for my transgressions?
can I ever be forgiven?
or are my iniquities too great?
Please forgive me…
Jul 29, 2025
Jul 29, 2025 at 8:39 AM UTC
I found a dying man
He was laying on the ground
Blood streaming down his chest
Gasping desperately for air
He tried to dig out the knife from his chest
But it was plunged in too deep
He put his hands over his wounds
As if to stop the bleeding
He reached out his hand
And tried to touch me
It was a plea for help
He was asking me to save him
But I didn’t help him
I just stood there and watched him die
I didn’t help him at all
Because I am the one who stabbed him
Jul 28, 2025
Jul 28, 2025 at 8:02 AM UTC
One day when I’m walking in the sun,
and the rays of the sun warm my shoulders,
I will know you are looking down at me,
shining your bright rays of hope into my heart.
I will look up and see your smile,
and your “Husky stubbornness” too,
sneaking through your mischievous grin,
as if to say ‘I love you’
then I will take a deep breath and,
smile right back at you,
a secret moment shared between two buddies,
that can’t be expressed in words.
You were one of a kind, very unique,
unlike any other dog I’ve met,
You had your own ways of showing,
your love, kindness and affection,
You did not jump on my lap,
or lick my face into a slobbery mess,
You did not ‘speak’ like other huskies,
but talk we did, all the time, you and me,
in our own unique parlance.
You were a scaredy cat, yes you were,
afraid of the slightest rustle of the leaves,
one little noise is all it took,
for you to rush back to Mimi,
and hide behind her back.
You were a gentle one, weren’t you, my love?
never have I heard you raise your voice,
or growl at another dog,
the word ‘mean’ was foreign to you,
Love was the only sentiment you knew.
you had your own way with everyone,
Anishka was your pack leader,
always to be obeyed,
he taught you all the skills you know,
So he was to be honored and held in high esteem.
Mimi was your Mom,
the one you went to for all your needs,
because you knew that in her loving embrace,
was where you would always find,
a gentle kiss and a warm hug.
For your part, you took upon yourself,
the role of “Mimi Protecter”,
self-appointed though this responsibility was,
you embraced it with utmost seriousness,
Mimi was to be protected at all costs,
She was never to be left behind,
you had to make sure that she was in the car,
before you got in yourself.
then there was Tha…
hmm… where do we put Tha?
Tha was your pal, your buddy,
your comrade and your partner in crime,
When you were in the mood to play,
Tha was your go-to-guy.
when you felt like going on a midnight stroll,
in the dead of winter at 2 o’clock in the morning,
in minus 15 weather,
for no valid reason whatsoever,
except that you simply felt like walking,
Tha was your man.
ah yes, me dressed up in 19 different items of clothing,
and you, yes you, you were buck naked,
prancing merrily in the snow,
while I was shuddering in the bitter cold.
ah but these are the moments I cherish,
those unplanned moments of beautiful comradery,
whether it’s wandering through the forest utterly lost,
or swimming across a scream to get back on the hiking trail,
or running away from a mother bear protecting her cubs
we did it together and we did it our way, didn’t we?
From now on, in our hearts is where you will live,
we will forever love you with the purest love we know,
we did not rescue you from a shelter,
but you rescued us with your love.
this is not ‘goodbye’ my love,
it’s simple ‘see you later’.
Jul 28, 2025
Jul 28, 2025 at 8:01 AM UTC
When you wake up tomorrow
if I am not around, will you miss me?
If you never see me again
how much of a void will I leave in our heart?
Will you know how much I loved you?
will you truly know how much I cared?
nothing in this world mattered to me
more than being my best for you
I loved you with a pure love
that sprang up from a flawed heart
from within a flawed man
but my love for you was never flawed
But now this great gulf divides us
and it keeps getting wider
will I ever be able to reach you
to tell you one more time
that I truly love you
that I truly care
How I wish I could turn back time
if only I could start again
if only I could go back to the start
I would make it count
But what’s the point in worrying
about what can’t be changed?
I’ve already lived my life
If you could call it ‘living’
Now the only thing l can do
is to offer you the only gift I can
and that is my absence
hope it will bring you joy
Jul 28, 2025
Jul 28, 2025 at 8:00 AM UTC
When You Wake Up Tomorrow
When you wake up tomorrow
if I am not around, will you miss me?
If you never see me again
how much of a void will I leave in our heart?
Will you know how much I loved you?
will you truly know how much I cared?
nothing in this world mattered to me
more than being my best for you
I loved you with a pure love
that sprang up from a flawed heart
from within a flawed man
but my love for you was never flawed
But now this great gulf divides us
and it keeps getting wider
will I ever be able to reach you
to tell you one more time
that I truly love you
that I truly care
How I wish I could turn back time
if only I could start again
if only I could go back to the start
I would make it count
But what’s the point in worrying
about what can’t be changed?
I’ve already lived my life
If you could call it ‘living’
Now the only thing l can do
is to offer you the only gift I can
and that is my absence
hope it will bring you joy
Jul 28, 2025
Jul 28, 2025 at 7:59 AM UTC