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I lay down every night wondering,
is this all i will ever get in love?
is this all i will ever receive?
I lay down every night thinking,
With only one thing in my mind.
It starts with a J.
I wonder if he lays down in the same way,
with one initial in mind,
would that initial be E?
or would it be another letter in the alphabet?
Oct 16, 2024
Oct 16, 2024 at 7:58 PM UTC
Time is but a nagging measurement
Kinetic forces, inertia unleashed
Every birthday now forth
One year closer to entropy
Deformity of my spirituality
Preserve my heart in wine
The calamity of my existence
Chaotically divine
My charity dreary
My energy empathy drains
As I share your agony
To ease your suffering
I seek refuge
Alone in the wilderness
Drawing faces on the moon
Deities behind the clouds
Here wayward creature
Are solemnly set a fowl
.....
Sep 24, 2020
Sep 24, 2020 at 8:27 AM UTC
Wait, take any poses,
Record the celebration,
Solve, envy, this threat,
Take it by the throat, frown.
Stay ahead of any gossip,
Endure wishlist big mouths,
As if this day is the last,
It's like he's already nobody's.
Don't hesitate too long,
Leave tomorrow on someone's nonsense,
Get tired, pretend, get even,
I understand where the "yes", I understand where the "no".
Mar 28, 2019
Mar 28, 2019 at 2:29 PM UTC
I was blind when it came to ladies till her beauty gave me eyes
Had no taste for music till I heard her voice
Had no word for sweet till i felt her kisses
Love brought us close and gave us wings to fly and explore the world to the fullest
I was her Romeo and she was my Juliet
Her arms were my only embrace and comfort is all I felt when I held her hands
It was a love so magical
I'd do anything to make it last even when roses died in the winter
Before jealousy and greed broke in and tore it apart
I look in the mirror and still see your shadow lost in mine and cry
Cause all I have now is pages of the story we wrote together and named it our first love
Aug 23, 2018
Aug 23, 2018 at 7:28 AM UTC
If you suspect that you've made a mistake
And it's me
You have
But not at all the mistake you were thinking of
Initially
Aug 2, 2017
Aug 2, 2017 at 10:11 AM UTC
The initial heartbreak is gone...
And underneath that is anger;
Anger at you for leaving
Anger at myself for crying because you left
Anger at fate for giving me you
Anger at my heart for being so easily fooled
Under that anger is empty bitterness.
Bitterness because I let you get so close to me
Bitterness because I let you break my heart repeatedly
and bitterness because after all of that;
I still believed you loved me.
Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 10:34 PM UTC
I don't know what to think or to believe. ..... But everyone knows if anythg happens to me it's *** of ur doing and they have ur FULL name and more .... Just incase!!!!.
Jul 11, 2014
Jul 11, 2014 at 4:17 AM UTC