#imhere
You are a house with every door left open,
letting everyone in to move the furniture
until there is no room left for you to sit down.
You fold yourself into their corners,
trying to fit inside the boxes they built,
while your own life stays packed away in the dark.
I'm here.
I see the way you disappear into their smiles.
I see the escape you’re looking for in the quiet moments
before someone else’s hand reaches out to take your time.
You are a ghost in your own kitchen,
catering a plate you aren’t allowed to eat.
I'm here.
And I am standing here, the eldest, the anchor,
feeling the rope fraying against the rocks.
I see you, but my hands are full of my own wreckage.
I want to reach out, to pull you onto the shore,
but the waves are pulling at me, too.
I'm here.
I want to help... I want to help! I want to help
help me, help me! HELP YOU!
The words are a knot in my throat that won't untie.
I am screaming into the wind because if I don't save you,
who will? But if I don't save myself, I am gone.
I'm here.
Apr 17
Apr 17, 2026 at 9:42 AM UTC
Would it be such a bad thing to fall just once?
Thoughts flood, and some are screaming loud
Others will be missed, leaving without a sound
Holding your hands up to the sky, to catch the rain as it falls
And for once, I think you'll sit in silence with me.
But you never made the call
Sep 10, 2025
Sep 10, 2025 at 1:32 PM UTC
Suicide isn't the way
Talk to me, I'm here
Allow me to help
You are worth it!
Nov 17, 2021
Nov 17, 2021 at 9:58 AM UTC
I’m barely alive, been up since five
And I can’t fall asleep
I can’t remember last night, got too high
Now she won’t even talk to me
I know I can’t hide, been trying to run
These thoughts just follow me
Can you save my life and make it right?
Or is it just all of me?
Jan 18, 2021
Jan 18, 2021 at 9:28 AM UTC
I'm not here to tell you why or how.
I'm just here to help you through when life goes POW!
Feb 18, 2020
Feb 18, 2020 at 5:25 PM UTC
This is a reminder
That you need to
Remember always,
If you're thinking
I'll gonna leave
Or
If I got lost
On our path
Always remember
On your mind
I wont go far
I'll be at your back
Observing
Following
Your scent
Your love
Our us.
Feb 20, 2020
Feb 20, 2020 at 8:37 PM UTC
I wonder if death is the pen
in the story of my life
and that life is the paper
like the canvas of an artist
I wonder if the pen burst
or if I have a creative author
I wonder and wish even more
that my paper can just end
and my story can be published
in your library of life
I wish, oh I wish
the paper will befriend the pen
like the beauty tamed the beast
and the sugar of sin held him tight
Aug 31, 2018
Aug 31, 2018 at 5:42 AM UTC
and once again here i am
not knowing what's even flowing through my fingers
hoping ,
this will soften the things floating around my mind.
Mar 1, 2018
Mar 1, 2018 at 9:35 AM UTC
For the broken
For the lost
For the confused
I’m here
For those who need a hand to hold
For those curled up in a ball on the floor
For the scared
I’m here
I will hold your hand
I will help you up
I will stand up for you
I’m here
Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 10:05 PM UTC
"I am worried about you"
"Don't be I'm fine I promise"
"Please just talk to me"
"I'll text you tomorrow"
"Okay.. I love you"
"I love you more"
That was the last conversation I had with my best friend before he attempted suicide. He lives across the country and is currently getting help in a mental hospital. If you're thinking about suicide, please stop. Someone cares about you, I promise.
Sep 21, 2017
Sep 21, 2017 at 2:48 PM UTC
She was there.
7:25pm
I'm out with some friends., we find a spot on a hill, I know some of the people, I don't know some of the people.
I'm there having a good time. Trying to make conversation, not seeming like a complete loner loser.
I make due with what social skills I have left.
10:45pm
The fireworks have started, sparks of colour fill the sky and loud exploding noises fill my ears.
It's so dark out.
I watched the sunset not too long ago...
The sounds, the exploding bursts of shimmer and shine.
The fireworks are so vibrant, so alive...
I don't feel scared to die right now...
Maybe I should, but I don't.
11:30pm
I found my car and the parking lot is filled with people trying to get out. I grab a map and sit on the trunk of my car as I wait for an opening.
The night is calm if you don't pay mind to the drivers.
And I don't, I just stare at the map, searching for a way home.
12:30am
I made it home about 10 minutes ago and I'm not tired yet.
I make myself a cup of hot chocolate and sit at my computer watching episodes of an old sitcom from a time I didn't live in.
2:00am
I'm here.
Lying in my bed, next to nothing and no one.
It was only hours ago that I didn't feel so scared.
And now I'm here.
She wasn't there was she?
She couldn't have been...
If she was, I couldn't possibly have...
She was there.
She was.
Our paths just missed each other.
Never crossing.
Just hours ago, I was watching fireworks.
And now I'm here.
Watching the darkness.
Jul 3, 2017
Jul 3, 2017 at 6:32 AM UTC
Every night, I'm always sleep with a smile
Ready to seeing you in my dream
You just look fine, but you didn't show your smile
Is that signal you broke inside?
I don't know
Trying to cheer you up
And you crying, sob on my shoulder
Glad with you on my caress
Then I close my eyes
Just wanna obsess yours
I know you wasn't real
But I'm waiting
For you and your thoughts.
Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 7:27 AM UTC
It is when I look at you
or just the memory of you
The universe seems
to have shifted
And I died.
Apr 1, 2016
Apr 1, 2016 at 12:08 PM UTC
Have you ever felt trapped?
It doesn't need to be literal
That dark suffocating feeling
Like you're being dragged down
You struggle everyday
You cry every night
And it feels like
People are pulling you down even more
Will you give me a chance?
Will you listen to a stranger's advice?
I may not love you
but I know you're amazing
Eventually you'll understand
Giving up now,
Is a waste of time
So, live another day, please?
Should we continue playing?
The game of life
Where the challenge is to survive another day
Until you reach the goal
The goal,
Having a satisfied you
Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 7:04 AM UTC
My hands are too small
I can't catch all of your pain
I wish I could save you from yourself
But I am not strong enough
To beat the darker parts of you
And the lighter parts of you
Are no match for your inner demons
But God I wish I could take your pain
And bear your burdens for you
I promise you though
You are a candle
Candles flicker
But they always flicker back to shining
There's no sense in blowing out a candle
Just because it is flickering
It will be okay.
Dec 20, 2014
Dec 20, 2014 at 4:39 PM UTC