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I knew I would lose you even before you got close. I started missing you when I saw you the first time. When my mind was wishing I could be a part of your **** life, I simoultaneously grieved the loss for the future I knew we were never going to share. ... Take a breath, you know he does not care. Shift your priorities, he is not thinking of you. Lose the pain, he does not feel that way. Chin up, you were never the problem. Except...those 15 minutes your bodies were entangled and he wouldn't let you go, your eyes and character got complimented and it felt... like something real. It looks like a nice finale, one of those movies where the happy ending is not granted, but things seem to end the right way (it makes you shade a tear). Now the memories are fading and look like they never happened, that moment is crystallised in time but... you stopped hearing from him. Memories impalpable when you stopped hearing from him. We have never been real, but I touched his body, felt him breathing, moaned for him, kept him inside, made him scream. My favourite short-movie I reply over and over again, losing another footage as time passes by and I don't hear a word, or see no more of us in our futures. And I knew since the beginning that tomorrow had ever been imagined, yet I decided that short and tragically beautiful would be better than tragically nothing of you. Thank you, my gift, for making me feel something again, thank you, my gifted, for showing your sheltered beauty through your shielding sorrow.
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2d ago
Jun 1, 2026 at 5:20 PM UTC
My gift(ed)
I knew I would lose you even before you got close. I started missing you when I saw you the first time. When my mind was wishing I could be a part of your **** life, I simoultaneously grieved the loss for the future I knew we were never going to share. ... Take a breath, you know he does not care. Shift your priorities, he is not thinking of you. Lose the pain, he does not feel that way. Chin up, you were never the problem. Except...those 15 minutes your bodies were entangled and he wouldn't let you go, your eyes and character got complimented and it felt... like something real. It looks like a nice finale, one of those movies where the happy ending is not granted, but things seem to end the right way (it makes you shade a tear). Now the memories are fading and look like they never happened, that moment is crystallised in time but... you stopped hearing from him. Memories impalpable when you stopped hearing from him. We have never been real, but I touched his body, felt him breathing, moaned for him, kept him inside, made him scream. My favourite short-movie I reply over and over again, losing another footage as time passes by and I don't hear a word, or see no more of us in our futures. And I knew since the beginning that tomorrow had ever been imagined, yet I decided that short and tragically beautiful would be better than tragically nothing of you. Thank you, my gift, for making me feel something again, thank you, my gifted, for showing your sheltered beauty through your shielding sorrow.
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Her laugh broke the window pane - shards of glass pouring like rain, the sound of shattering safety made her blood run cold as she clung to disintegrating silence. Grains of silent-self pricking the backs of her eyes until tears streamed down her cheeks wiping fiction from flesh, eyes turned to the floor so you won't see the sadness where the sparkle should be. Could be. Would be. Maybe. She feels the barbed wire noose around her tongue loosen, unfurling its razor sharp grip on her throat to the melody of the sweet small voice singing soothing songs seducing her to speak. Speak. The words fall clumsily from her lips like ***** clattering plates splattering waste on wall and doors leaving a mess that cannot be swept nor hidden under the carpet or clothes. "Please. Please.". She feels eyes burning into naked-self declaring the truth as if it had the strength to stand, to bear the weight of shame from times that should remain untold, but she told. "Look away. Please. Don’t look at me, I need you not to look at me, please please please". She squirms beneath the squirming, the crawling cascade of bugs under her skin, in her-self, ***** girl - ankles twisting, fingers bending, hands trembling, heart beating, breath quickening, mouth begging "please please don’t look at me". The kiss to be seen, breaks like a scream on the back of a lifetime playing dead, choking back the words left unsaid, hiding scars of the wounds that once bled.   ***** Wounds that call from beneath layers of scar tissue, a symphony of whispering simpering bacteria recalling the filthy mire imploding from the pyre; seal after seal broken leaving her less beauty, more beast.   Her pleas broke the threshold, falling forward, hands and knees grinding into twigs and leaves, his grip so thick on her hair that he heaves out a scream from the depths of her bowels, ripping through tension and fear to gift a mark, a shame, a name that won’t disappear – “Don’t look at me”.   They call it ****** as if you could name a pain that seared so deep it drew a blood that would take a week to heal and a ***** that would never stop rising.   Her arms buckled under the weight of shame, of blame, of every screaming name he seethed into her sullied flesh, with every wavering breath she breathed – “please don’t look at me”.   His hands grip beneath her hips nails biting into aching, seeping flesh, filling her pores with more, more, more.   Baths - a thing of the past, water hot, rusted and greying with the rot that lies on her, with the putrid knot that lies in her.   “I’m so ashamed.” ***** Her exhaustion broke her human-ness – body depleted from repeated invasion that she couldn’t stop, that he wouldn’t stop - as forced kisses stole breath, focus lost and a nip to his tongue would cost a choke-hold to blur the world, spit on her face hurled with the venom of an injured python.   Cold, hard, scraping against skin trying to get in – “Please.” – bugs crawling, cascading, invading, fighting my womb, biting my flesh raw, boring into my blood turning life force to mud and self separated from beautiful source.   I felt his thrill at my hip. “Please don’t ... Is it masochism to share the most humiliating, hurt or is it healthy?” ***** Her mouth broke - alive with sensations and nerves that serve to taste to feel, to flex a tongue to sing to speak to eat.   He drew her to her knees, with greater and greater ease to penetrate perception with ********** till her jaw ached and strained, drained, choking back the spoils of man, feeling panic as her stomach recoils vomiting shame. *****
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Jul 4, 2013
Jul 4, 2013 at 4:49 PM UTC
Remembering ****
Her laugh broke the window pane - shards of glass pouring like rain, the sound of shattering safety made her blood run cold as she clung to disintegrating silence. Grains of silent-self pricking the backs of her eyes until tears streamed down her cheeks wiping fiction from flesh, eyes turned to the floor so you won't see the sadness where the sparkle should be. Could be. Would be. Maybe. She feels the barbed wire noose around her tongue loosen, unfurling its razor sharp grip on her throat to the melody of the sweet small voice singing soothing songs seducing her to speak. Speak. The words fall clumsily from her lips like ***** clattering plates splattering waste on wall and doors leaving a mess that cannot be swept nor hidden under the carpet or clothes. "Please. Please.". She feels eyes burning into naked-self declaring the truth as if it had the strength to stand, to bear the weight of shame from times that should remain untold, but she told. "Look away. Please. Don’t look at me, I need you not to look at me, please please please". She squirms beneath the squirming, the crawling cascade of bugs under her skin, in her-self, ***** girl - ankles twisting, fingers bending, hands trembling, heart beating, breath quickening, mouth begging "please please don’t look at me". The kiss to be seen, breaks like a scream on the back of a lifetime playing dead, choking back the words left unsaid, hiding scars of the wounds that once bled.   ***** Wounds that call from beneath layers of scar tissue, a symphony of whispering simpering bacteria recalling the filthy mire imploding from the pyre; seal after seal broken leaving her less beauty, more beast.   Her pleas broke the threshold, falling forward, hands and knees grinding into twigs and leaves, his grip so thick on her hair that he heaves out a scream from the depths of her bowels, ripping through tension and fear to gift a mark, a shame, a name that won’t disappear – “Don’t look at me”.   They call it ****** as if you could name a pain that seared so deep it drew a blood that would take a week to heal and a ***** that would never stop rising.   Her arms buckled under the weight of shame, of blame, of every screaming name he seethed into her sullied flesh, with every wavering breath she breathed – “please don’t look at me”.   His hands grip beneath her hips nails biting into aching, seeping flesh, filling her pores with more, more, more.   Baths - a thing of the past, water hot, rusted and greying with the rot that lies on her, with the putrid knot that lies in her.   “I’m so ashamed.” ***** Her exhaustion broke her human-ness – body depleted from repeated invasion that she couldn’t stop, that he wouldn’t stop - as forced kisses stole breath, focus lost and a nip to his tongue would cost a choke-hold to blur the world, spit on her face hurled with the venom of an injured python.   Cold, hard, scraping against skin trying to get in – “Please.” – bugs crawling, cascading, invading, fighting my womb, biting my flesh raw, boring into my blood turning life force to mud and self separated from beautiful source.   I felt his thrill at my hip. “Please don’t ... Is it masochism to share the most humiliating, hurt or is it healthy?” ***** Her mouth broke - alive with sensations and nerves that serve to taste to feel, to flex a tongue to sing to speak to eat.   He drew her to her knees, with greater and greater ease to penetrate perception with ********** till her jaw ached and strained, drained, choking back the spoils of man, feeling panic as her stomach recoils vomiting shame. *****
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✈️ A slap on the tarmac, crisp and clear, From Madame’s hand to France’s dear. Not war, not scandal, nor fiscal gap But history paused for a marital slap. The cameras rolled, the world took note, As dignity slipped from his tailored coat. If kings once fell to sword and plot, Now presidents blush, and say they “forgot.” 👋🏻
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May 27, 2025
May 27, 2025 at 3:53 PM UTC
A Slap Heard Around ” La République 🇫🇷 “
Please, please, please Help me get through today with ease As a child With a mother Who thought me a disease
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May 11, 2025
May 11, 2025 at 12:12 PM UTC
Happy Others Day
Pangs of passion, Flood through your fangs, Heavy your head now hangs. Banish these thoughts! As you BANG-- your head-- Again-- Again! Against the wall. But hunger won't fade, Nor the scent of the hen, It lingers, it clings, You can't help but recall, A whisper, a wing, Her breath, her call.
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Mar 31, 2025
Mar 31, 2025 at 6:44 PM UTC
Sinful Hunger
The misery in my chest, Reeks as if it be, The shivery shame one feels, When perched before a class-- Of peers whose keener eyes, fitter thoughts, and witter words, Dowse one in distress, For my eyes are weary, My mind unwound, And my words, but a wheezing sound.
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Mar 30, 2025
Mar 30, 2025 at 6:07 PM UTC
An Attempt to Explain a Specific Feeling via Metaphor:
We all saw it We all heard it We all read it And smelled it. Meanwhile Deedeepee is rotting in jail For probably having committed a similar crime Some do the crime and others don’t do the time Similarly, some go to Heaven and others go to Hell. The world smelled it The world read it The world heard it And we saw it. Some people are above the law Some people are found to have no fault Somewhere, God needs to tight the bolt So all can hear the unwonted song of the crow. No jail time, no fine and no probation However, we all felt the humiliation For God’s sake, an Honorable Christian like Jimmy Would have never been in such a gnarly quandary. We all smelled it We all read it We all heard it And the world saw it. No further explanation We wonder if justice was done No further condemnation History is always fair, just and fun. The world heard it The world read it The world saw it And we smelled it. Copyright © January 2025, Hébert Logerie, All rights reserved Hébert Logerie is the author of several books of poetry.
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Jan 12, 2025
Jan 12, 2025 at 8:17 AM UTC
No Jail Time
Y'know if ever I was on a TV show And the guy was gonna introduce me as 'a Poet' I'd tell him No! **** No!! They'd all switch off... immediately Or flee to another TV channel...quick!!! You'd wanna introduce me instead as the person who was definitely 'not a Poet' Call me a writer or somethin' else Tell them, this guy he's OK, yea he's alright Definitely 'not a Poet'. 'Cos I can remember being taught poetry at school as a kid How it scarred a lot of us You'd be given a poem to learn off by heart in one single night And of course you'd never be able to do that You'd need at least two nights So you'd be up all night trying to learn the ****** thing And you'd be thinking to yourself "surely this Poetry it's an Evil thing Some strange grown up guy's peculiar words That don't make any sense to me". And so you'd go off to school the next day dreading it And then you'd be called upon to recite the thing You'd stand up and immediately be distracted by everyone's eyes fixed on you And also by the teacher's withering look You'd stumble through some of the words, then you'd lose your place, get stuck You'd flounder about, look lost and panicky... Then you'd lower your eyes...you'd give up. Then the teacher would humiliate you in front of the whole class. Yea, Poetry was a ***** word to me as a kid And to a lot of other kids besides (I bet) It ought to have been hauled up before a Crimes against humanity Court.
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Oct 3, 2023
Oct 3, 2023 at 5:29 PM UTC
No Poetry (not a Poet)
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, who wants to count to ten when you can carry on to infinity? she stopped time and asked a question planted silence in advance faced my truth on a real talk never thought it was hard to stand or walk rock plays numb humiliation the inhale echoes wounds then exhalation denial and defense tears welled up the hidden immense the wind swings a lost count to infinity sings red eyes step on two legs cries and undeniable disguise forbidden was for me to reveal the vulnerable due the intimidated call of how things are messed up in sort to fall and now I think of how it stinks memories of misery a step between me and the cemetery embarrassment attacks white lies painted above the blacks stepped on me a bug under the shoe and I let it be guess that she knew but the answer hung in air and flew my confidence buried peacefully when already dead and the winter cold shivers in my head -----ravenfeels
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Jul 7, 2021
Jul 7, 2021 at 7:30 PM UTC
Inhalation And Exhalation
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, insult salted the injury--- that was a bad day< maybe wounds are sold do you mean that insult can't salt injuries to a pathetic fault? warn the poor never the guilt as it wish the idiotic I put the limit stepped the humiliation right out silenced like a charity drought now lacked it is yet still manageable killed in the **** core when tangible warn foolish fingers an incoming the tremble syndrome now secrets are whispered blind devils shrink in hinders a car ride rains a billion on a thinker watch me tested as God demands lost in translation for what a paper does and I simply don't understand take the gesture I can't for a billion pays you see made me squirm more like a forsaken sun in 2018                                                                    ------ravenfeels
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Jun 19, 2021
Jun 19, 2021 at 3:54 PM UTC
A Pathetic Hand
I am humiliated that I have ever let worthless men, determine my self worth. I am like the ocean. Soft, breaking, blue. But vengeful, strong, and powerful.
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Mar 23, 2021
Mar 23, 2021 at 11:20 PM UTC
Ocean
The math, the scent, the tears… A couple of ears and two eyes that aren’t willing to see What we’ve prepared for today! - Hey, sister! Would you see us!? - Hey, teacher! Could you care about us?! - Hey brothers, did you ever embrace a cruel song And let it tare apart your entire soul? An arbiter of splendour Was sitting on a bench, In silence waiting for his times To come and take away All pains. An arbiter for love and your great dance Eternal! "I was never good enough for you, Never doing what you wanted me to do, I’m quite proud of that right now Since it kept keeping me away from that pesky debt you had to carry on with!” Eternal dance of love And passion for the poor That’s rich in kind but sorrowful unreachable goals! Two dots on a sot verticality Asking for more: Destroy all the planet, destroy us all! We got tired of living What you wouldn’t call Neither life nor living! Two dots for a fellow and one for my soul; Two, one after the other and the third in a row That sometimes separates two types of worlds. “- I am feeling a bit sad and disappointed; I must have felt that I was much more and much better than I really am! - I understand, we all get to feel tired and crushed sometimes. Just don’t let anyone get to you! Many will try to hurt you. Just don’t let them do that again, that’s all!” A penny for the poor, Starvation for a fool Trying to live a life According to the rules Of saints! - You’re not a saint, you girl-dude! And even if you were! What do you think it’ll serve you for? We’re all above and helping each-other! - While you all think it is better that way… the poor way! - Than what? Our struggle? - Oh, please! Give me a break! We do not struggle! Are you much more of a man now? Oh, pardon me, I was such a fool back then, to trust you And to love you with all my ‘rotten’ soul! This cold forgotten soul… Are you much prouder than before? Are you successful? I know I know! I admired your entire carrier! I should probably **** myself, just now But I guess that I am too god **** proud To do so. Are you still proud of your soul and your wonderful goal? I know that I am of mine! I should probably commit suicide. But not until I get less ashamed with who and what I am; ~ I Mean the loser someone planned to make of me and got to make me be ! ~ Much too carefully! Much too shamefully! Oh, my! The Freak-in’ Carbonite kicked in! I must get it out on the screen! After that I’ll try to organize those showers for the angels; Propeller pins and cosy sins Already happening … why bother? It’s on them! Brutally honest with myself: I find my old journals a bunch of idiotic steam material. God, I hate myself for not being… stronger! Yet I must confess: I love myself more than anything in the world! “I’ll be the spit in your face if I have to! she yelled back at him You traitor! You must be joking now, dear! a choir they join both saying: - Aurevoir, dear! I prostrate myself In front of your greatness, Too grateful for the little I got to accomplish And give thanks to the Greatest of Lords! . “Are you much more of a man now, that you killed them all?” A missing point that was completely unknown To the public Got out meeting people and feeling them all Just like a believer. “I need you and I want to be needed too! I Miss You!" A moon and a missing point looking for sun-warmth and half a cup of solitude.
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Dec 4, 2020
Dec 4, 2020 at 7:44 AM UTC
Humiliation Avenue
The math, the scent, the tears… A couple of ears and two eyes that aren’t willing to see What we’ve prepared for today! - Hey, sister! Would you see us!? - Hey, teacher! Could you care about us?! - Hey brothers, did you ever embrace a cruel song And let it tare apart your entire soul? An arbiter of splendour Was sitting on a bench, In silence waiting for his times To come and take away All pains. An arbiter for love and your great dance Eternal! "I was never good enough for you, Never doing what you wanted me to do, I’m quite proud of that right now Since it kept keeping me away from that pesky debt you had to carry on with!” Eternal dance of love And passion for the poor That’s rich in kind but sorrowful unreachable goals! Two dots on a sot verticality Asking for more: Destroy all the planet, destroy us all! We got tired of living What you wouldn’t call Neither life nor living! Two dots for a fellow and one for my soul; Two, one after the other and the third in a row That sometimes separates two types of worlds. “- I am feeling a bit sad and disappointed; I must have felt that I was much more and much better than I really am! - I understand, we all get to feel tired and crushed sometimes. Just don’t let anyone get to you! Many will try to hurt you. Just don’t let them do that again, that’s all!” A penny for the poor, Starvation for a fool Trying to live a life According to the rules Of saints! - You’re not a saint, you girl-dude! And even if you were! What do you think it’ll serve you for? We’re all above and helping each-other! - While you all think it is better that way… the poor way! - Than what? Our struggle? - Oh, please! Give me a break! We do not struggle! Are you much more of a man now? Oh, pardon me, I was such a fool back then, to trust you And to love you with all my ‘rotten’ soul! This cold forgotten soul… Are you much prouder than before? Are you successful? I know I know! I admired your entire carrier! I should probably **** myself, just now But I guess that I am too god **** proud To do so. Are you still proud of your soul and your wonderful goal? I know that I am of mine! I should probably commit suicide. But not until I get less ashamed with who and what I am; ~ I Mean the loser someone planned to make of me and got to make me be ! ~ Much too carefully! Much too shamefully! Oh, my! The Freak-in’ Carbonite kicked in! I must get it out on the screen! After that I’ll try to organize those showers for the angels; Propeller pins and cosy sins Already happening … why bother? It’s on them! Brutally honest with myself: I find my old journals a bunch of idiotic steam material. God, I hate myself for not being… stronger! Yet I must confess: I love myself more than anything in the world! “I’ll be the spit in your face if I have to! she yelled back at him You traitor! You must be joking now, dear! a choir they join both saying: - Aurevoir, dear! I prostrate myself In front of your greatness, Too grateful for the little I got to accomplish And give thanks to the Greatest of Lords! . “Are you much more of a man now, that you killed them all?” A missing point that was completely unknown To the public Got out meeting people and feeling them all Just like a believer. “I need you and I want to be needed too! I Miss You!" A moon and a missing point looking for sun-warmth and half a cup of solitude.
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She died when she heard a laugh It was a forlorn laugh A one that knew silence was the hardest glass to break But still it pierced the air Because Death was coming - no, he was already here. He snatched the laugh from midair and replaced her silent body with that one sound And she dispersed in a burst of breath - Death carried her away from the world Away and away, until she was nothing but a speck of dust, on one’s tongue Spitted out, she felt used and dosed In unnecessary shame, needless awareness Of her life blinked out And again, she tumbled through the air That laugh slipping up her skin until it did not fit No more, was she going to seem to live. She died - when she heard a laugh
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May 22, 2020
May 22, 2020 at 7:52 AM UTC
Obloquy
At the skirts of the town on the hill near the copse where the trailer wide park situated then was whence they drive her in conscious though deprivèd of any ability to move or to scream or to even f moan whence they drive her snickering drooling high no need e’en for ropes or twines she just lies still and demure and obedient without even a drop of tear to gutter down her cheek to moist her flaky skin all dry within but without perspire to she can tho’ you know so they pulled up lights off keys in the pocket they look and they smile and they fawn on her while she lies there alone by herself and no one around nor to help nor to try so they leave and they close and they go and they open and drag on the gravel they throw and with hands on the belts they above and they brood and impend like the vultures that hover above the sight of their prey putrefying and they down and they stretch and Stay that right yess oh thats just perfectly fine stretch them nice pull then no tear those off and up whereas she looks into the sky on the moon so shiny and pale gal and bright and so chaste so unlike to oh she just stares while they’re doing their so very so distant business
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Feb 7, 2020
Feb 7, 2020 at 2:44 PM UTC
Distant Business
Today I was humiliated, shamed and killed, I stood there as that one condemned to th’ execution, Unable there to find no fair solution, Imbibe my words with soothing, lulling lilt It was as hard as walk through pool of fire Where all the other sinners boil to crust, But wade through this unstoppably I must To reach the other shore more vile and dire And at the end there’s nothing but great pain, As one realization starts to take me over And as the trunk it strives to roll me over, That all the path I’ll have to walk again So all the tape again, anew re-reeled Today I was humiliated, shamed and killed
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Jan 11, 2020
Jan 11, 2020 at 5:28 AM UTC
The Vicious Circle
Being the brunt of a cruel joke Is like a spear through your soul, Burning you burn & the fires they stoke Desecrating innocence turns diamonds back to coal. All the potential but these animals feast on it All of the tears but these creatures get of on it, All of the pain but these demons remain by it All of the innocence lost & consumed by Id. Making their egos so threadbare Superego overworked it is dead there, Creating a creature of dread fear The cycle continues instead here.
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Aug 4, 2019
Aug 4, 2019 at 4:46 PM UTC
Potential Lost
I lied. I lied and said I didn’t care I said I had no feelings for you. I thought you had no impact. I was cold. Chilly like a winters evening. My breath fogging as I twisted the knife. You went to her, you did. You said you didn’t sleep with her, but she cried that you did. And when I met her, her eyes were blazing ambers. If they were lasers they’d tear right through me, my unsuspecting flesh searing in front of you at the dinner table. Tonight I didn’t know why she hated me. You let me show up, and you sat next to me, and she loudly hated everything about me. She was bad to me. A rotten core and worms burrowing through her meat. There aren’t many situations where I feel innocent- we know the solution to all my problems is to blame myself. But it was you. You. Let her. I want to tie a message to your wrist saying “don’t do it”, so maybe you’ll look down and think to stop hurting everyone around you. You might read it and decide not to run to me and tell me you love me. I want to stand in front of you and point to my chest and say “you’re not welcome here anymore”.. but I never let you in in the first place. I should’ve admitted I loved you, and you shouldn’t have lied to me about sleeping with other women. Smoking in the ambers from her eyes, we catch fire on the other side of the table. I bite my tongue and swallow down my screaming, you’re shaking as you try and smile through the pain. You whisper ‘I love you’. & We are alight, burning hair, burning clothes, burning hearts, burning lies. I’ll turn to ash and cinders before a reply leaves my lips. I’m dying, & I won’t say it.
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May 4, 2019
May 4, 2019 at 9:30 PM UTC
I won’t say it, no.
I lied. I lied and said I didn’t care I said I had no feelings for you. I thought you had no impact. I was cold. Chilly like a winters evening. My breath fogging as I twisted the knife. You went to her, you did. You said you didn’t sleep with her, but she cried that you did. And when I met her, her eyes were blazing ambers. If they were lasers they’d tear right through me, my unsuspecting flesh searing in front of you at the dinner table. Tonight I didn’t know why she hated me. You let me show up, and you sat next to me, and she loudly hated everything about me. She was bad to me. A rotten core and worms burrowing through her meat. There aren’t many situations where I feel innocent- we know the solution to all my problems is to blame myself. But it was you. You. Let her. I want to tie a message to your wrist saying “don’t do it”, so maybe you’ll look down and think to stop hurting everyone around you. You might read it and decide not to run to me and tell me you love me. I want to stand in front of you and point to my chest and say “you’re not welcome here anymore”.. but I never let you in in the first place. I should’ve admitted I loved you, and you shouldn’t have lied to me about sleeping with other women. Smoking in the ambers from her eyes, we catch fire on the other side of the table. I bite my tongue and swallow down my screaming, you’re shaking as you try and smile through the pain. You whisper ‘I love you’. & We are alight, burning hair, burning clothes, burning hearts, burning lies. I’ll turn to ash and cinders before a reply leaves my lips. I’m dying, & I won’t say it.
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Why do we treat each other this way? Feels like our words are only a chain . . . Sister-chained             why do you treat me this way? Sister-chained             How do I get you to change? Sister-chained             why oh why? Oh why, even today,             I'm sister-chained? Noth-ing but pain, Born to be sisters except for this pain, That pain, the words, pain it remains. . . Sister-chained conflict between us al-ways remains, conflict between us remains. Sister-chained             unchain your hearts for love. Oh woe, Sister-chained             How do I get you to change?             unchain your hearts for love. Oh woe, Oh woe. . .
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Nov 22, 2016
Nov 22, 2016 at 11:27 PM UTC
Sister-chained
Fire scorches the flesh An opaque wash fills my sockets A coarse guttural scream is fresh From lashed sole to soul it devours Stench of decay is all ones sovereign Humanity what is thought hierarchy Is now looked into foul n ' foriegn Excuse me... as I dispose of my ivory entity
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Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 10:07 PM UTC
Demented Humans
"The Struggle for Love" "The Longing for Home" So desperate to prove That our hearts aren't alone While death looms wherewith To make dust of our flesh We seek in a myth Our souls to enmesh With a hero of hope A rescuing source To widen our scope And give pith to our course An unshakable tie An attachment at core Which might silence the cry That our hearts are at war With a pure set of eyes Full of fire and proficient To dispel all the lies That our souls aren't deficient But it's not our mere lack Which causes most dread It's the earth-shattering fact That our spirits are dead Cut off from their Source In a black alienation Humanity's curse For its rank ins'bordination We just want our own way And to write our own story So we plunge on astray To seek our own glory To play artist or muse Or idol or chief Any self-styled ruse To assuage us of grief Any measure to show A lasting signif'cance So that someone would know Our unique magnif'cence For our beauty's been marred And we crave a redemption Of souls twisted and scarred By fulfillment's exemption But, alas, we will find That search hard as we may There's not one of our kind Who can carry the tray Upon which the weight Of our souls has been laid For who can e'er tolerate Its gross debts unpaid? Such suff'cating mass Of defects and ills Pressed 'gainst delicate glass Of egos and wills Still more ghastly to bear Is devotion unbound For with millstone to wear Its master is drowned 'Neath a sea of foul yeast And becomes the enslaved To a hungering beast To a worship depraved For the heart is a tiger And must have its fill So it raises a man higher With a kiss before the **** Not intentionally, of course, Does it slaughter its idol But of hurricane force Is this longing so vital And as pedestal turns So quickly to altar Our wounded pride burns When our gods and alms falter And the fire of its rage Turns upon its obsession Tiger breaks out of cage To reclaim self-possession It bites and it tears What it once so adored And pride no longer cares If it kills its false lord But upon such demise The soul screams in terror For it's broken its prize And can't take back its error It begs and it pleads To restore what's been lost But at end knows it needs To consider the cost Of the damage untold It has left in the wake For hearts can't be controlled With a gush or a shake No, men's hearts are like bombs Which so easily explode Once the pin is removed All past wrongs will re-load So the prey becomes hunter When the tiger attacks For he does not want her To see what he lacks As he, too, had put Her up in wrong place But now steps his foot Upon her shamed face To now pulverize As his own heart's been crushed To blind out her eyes And to see her lips hushed For with words idly spoken She'd stabbed at his soul And had left his pride broken By her judgments so cold She had not meant to harm Knew not e'en that he heard But one cannot disarm A thought put to word Worse than not knowing this She no longer knew him And her once imagined bliss Proved a nullified whim Oh, what games and delusions We play and we build Upon empty illusions And dreams unfulfilled Yet strangely it's when Our worst fears come true We can finally transcend All those old tales we grew Out of ego and void Out of sorrow and pain When our nerves felt annoyed And our hearts felt too vain 'Cause when ego is puffed It is primed, too, to pop And with pinprick is snuffed Like a pest-blighted crop So imagine much more When a venom's injected Right into its core And its heart is rejected But can you also not see How it needs such a burst To begin to get free From its self-absorbed curse? Except now feels the matter Of our soul's isolation Fiercer still with the shatter Of our pet consolation So we wait and we wonder If we've missed the true meaning Of the frightening thunder In our heart's constant screaming Whether homesick or lost Whether lonely or grieved Locked in bleak Winter's frost We find little reprieve Yet we know we've been made For the glory of Spring Some card's still to be played Some grand song still to sing Inexpressible yearning For some secret we know But can't speak for the burning Repercussions of woe Not some mere melancholy Nor nostalgic forlorn Not the musings of folly But a sense that we're torn From primordial root And from headwaters fresh Yet much deeper to boot From our spiritual breath 'Tis an ache not for wares, Appreciation or fame But a fight just for air Against strangling shame For we're naked, we know And with all we devise Our most flawed parts still show To a pure set of eyes Like we're walking around With no covering intact But thin hospital gown With wide split up the back So we hide our true face Aim to be what we're not Work our blots to erase Lest our schemes should be caught Be 't by friend or by foe We dare not risk the pain Of humiliation's blow On top of our stain But instead of relief Anguish grows louder till This life's loneliest grief Paralyzes the will And last hope all but dies On doubt's bed of despair While embittered heart cries That its lot's too unfair Yet on outside we play Through our unconscious mind Man's collective charade That everything's fine Like some pact we'd all sworn To uphold and obey To protect from the scorn Of society's sway If we run with the flow 'Stead of strive 'gainst the tide We might make enough show To salvage our pride We forget that conceit Is what caused all the mess Through a serpent's deceit And a couple's wrong guess 'Twas they first tasted shame And then hid in a garden Sewing fig leaves as claim To secure their own pardon Yet in horror they knew They had squandered the Prize And must flee from the view Of a pure set of eyes Now same state of awry Runs through each of their seed Inborn and borne by Like the thorniest **** Whose nettles pierce deep And infect every part While roots tangle and sweep Through the mind and the heart It mocks what we've lost Torments every dim hope To constrict and accost Like a noose-tightening rope Still, hope won't be decayed Smold'ring fires yet burn Sparking hints that we're made For bright Eden's return This redemption we crave Is no phantom's false plea But as crestfallen wave Hides itself in the sea It's been veiled in plain sight Big as all of our stories Deep as mankind's full plight And as high as its glories Cloaked in every ambition That we have to get in To some exclusive coalition For its favors to win Lurks a bleeding predilection Frustrated from birth A desire for election To bestow on us worth Lured by scent of a promise To be chosen and known Like the warmth of a mom's kiss Given only to her own We search tree after tree For sweet intimacy's nectar From a fruit that will be Our secret connecter To hope's nourishing breast To life's honey from comb To an undying rest To a straight way toward home One to wipe away tears And allay deepest doubt Which proceeds from worst fears Of our being locked out Of a garden again Cast from pure tree of life Dim remembrance of when Mankind first entered strife All our conflicts, comp'tition, Confusion and blame Find first cause in perdition That's invaded our frame Like the foulest disease The most cankerous rot Grown by monstrous degrees Hatched by Lucifer's plot This story's no prig's attack Nor archaic folklore But the earth-shattering fact That our hearts are at war With a pure set of eyes Full of fire and proficient To dispel all the lies That our souls aren't deficient And it's not our mere lack which causes most dread But the earth-shattering fact That our spirits are dead Cut off from their Source In a black alienation Humanity's curse For its rank ins'bordination And yet... This is also the story Of how those same eyes The Possessor of Glory Looked with love and heart cries On the crown of creation His reflection of Self Made His own treasured nation The heirs of His wealth Now broken and lost All banished from Garden And He knew the full cost To grant them His pardon Had known long before He had e'er even made That first man of yore Yet handcrafts anyway For His love is so strong And He wanted to share His intimacy with a throng His own children to bear So with souls in convulsion From their rebellious misdeed Just before their expulsion He promised a Seed One untainted from sin Who could take its great boulder And the weight of His kin Upon His own shoulder A Hero of hope A rescuing Source To widen our scope And give pith to our course An unshakable tie An attachment at core Who would silence the cry That our hearts are at war With a pure set of eyes Full of fire and proficient To dispel all the lies That our souls aren't deficient For those eyes are His own And He'd pay the full fee By His body alone To set our hearts free He's hope's nourishing breast He's life's honey from comb He's our undying rest He's our straight way toward home He will wipe away tears And allay deepest doubt Which proceeds from worst fears Of our being locked out Of the Garden again Cast from pure Tree of Life Dim remembrance of when Mankind first entered strife But 'twas on another tree That sweet intimacy's nectar Was secured tight when He Became sacred Connector And the thorns of our curse Were pressed onto His head With not one there to nurse As the Son of Man bled Then the wrath for our sin Was absorbed as He cried And the foul curse was broken When the Son of God died But death couldn't keep Him long Nor His glory dispose And we found our lost song When the King of kings rose! The debt had been paid He had finished the work The tide 'gainst us was swayed We weren't left in our lurk And we've only to now Just repent and believe To open and allow Our hearts to receive Our Divine Fountainhead Our covering complete To sup from His bread And to sit at His feet To worship the One For Whom we were made By Whom we've been won Whom forever we've craved The One Who can bear Our hearts' full devotion The One Who won't tear At our souls' raw emotion The One Who will be Sweet eternity's song Who with lasting decree Will...right...every...wrong
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Apr 13, 2017
Apr 13, 2017 at 9:25 AM UTC
A Weight on Each Shoulder
"The Struggle for Love" "The Longing for Home" So desperate to prove That our hearts aren't alone While death looms wherewith To make dust of our flesh We seek in a myth Our souls to enmesh With a hero of hope A rescuing source To widen our scope And give pith to our course An unshakable tie An attachment at core Which might silence the cry That our hearts are at war With a pure set of eyes Full of fire and proficient To dispel all the lies That our souls aren't deficient But it's not our mere lack Which causes most dread It's the earth-shattering fact That our spirits are dead Cut off from their Source In a black alienation Humanity's curse For its rank ins'bordination We just want our own way And to write our own story So we plunge on astray To seek our own glory To play artist or muse Or idol or chief Any self-styled ruse To assuage us of grief Any measure to show A lasting signif'cance So that someone would know Our unique magnif'cence For our beauty's been marred And we crave a redemption Of souls twisted and scarred By fulfillment's exemption But, alas, we will find That search hard as we may There's not one of our kind Who can carry the tray Upon which the weight Of our souls has been laid For who can e'er tolerate Its gross debts unpaid? Such suff'cating mass Of defects and ills Pressed 'gainst delicate glass Of egos and wills Still more ghastly to bear Is devotion unbound For with millstone to wear Its master is drowned 'Neath a sea of foul yeast And becomes the enslaved To a hungering beast To a worship depraved For the heart is a tiger And must have its fill So it raises a man higher With a kiss before the **** Not intentionally, of course, Does it slaughter its idol But of hurricane force Is this longing so vital And as pedestal turns So quickly to altar Our wounded pride burns When our gods and alms falter And the fire of its rage Turns upon its obsession Tiger breaks out of cage To reclaim self-possession It bites and it tears What it once so adored And pride no longer cares If it kills its false lord But upon such demise The soul screams in terror For it's broken its prize And can't take back its error It begs and it pleads To restore what's been lost But at end knows it needs To consider the cost Of the damage untold It has left in the wake For hearts can't be controlled With a gush or a shake No, men's hearts are like bombs Which so easily explode Once the pin is removed All past wrongs will re-load So the prey becomes hunter When the tiger attacks For he does not want her To see what he lacks As he, too, had put Her up in wrong place But now steps his foot Upon her shamed face To now pulverize As his own heart's been crushed To blind out her eyes And to see her lips hushed For with words idly spoken She'd stabbed at his soul And had left his pride broken By her judgments so cold She had not meant to harm Knew not e'en that he heard But one cannot disarm A thought put to word Worse than not knowing this She no longer knew him And her once imagined bliss Proved a nullified whim Oh, what games and delusions We play and we build Upon empty illusions And dreams unfulfilled Yet strangely it's when Our worst fears come true We can finally transcend All those old tales we grew Out of ego and void Out of sorrow and pain When our nerves felt annoyed And our hearts felt too vain 'Cause when ego is puffed It is primed, too, to pop And with pinprick is snuffed Like a pest-blighted crop So imagine much more When a venom's injected Right into its core And its heart is rejected But can you also not see How it needs such a burst To begin to get free From its self-absorbed curse? Except now feels the matter Of our soul's isolation Fiercer still with the shatter Of our pet consolation So we wait and we wonder If we've missed the true meaning Of the frightening thunder In our heart's constant screaming Whether homesick or lost Whether lonely or grieved Locked in bleak Winter's frost We find little reprieve Yet we know we've been made For the glory of Spring Some card's still to be played Some grand song still to sing Inexpressible yearning For some secret we know But can't speak for the burning Repercussions of woe Not some mere melancholy Nor nostalgic forlorn Not the musings of folly But a sense that we're torn From primordial root And from headwaters fresh Yet much deeper to boot From our spiritual breath 'Tis an ache not for wares, Appreciation or fame But a fight just for air Against strangling shame For we're naked, we know And with all we devise Our most flawed parts still show To a pure set of eyes Like we're walking around With no covering intact But thin hospital gown With wide split up the back So we hide our true face Aim to be what we're not Work our blots to erase Lest our schemes should be caught Be 't by friend or by foe We dare not risk the pain Of humiliation's blow On top of our stain But instead of relief Anguish grows louder till This life's loneliest grief Paralyzes the will And last hope all but dies On doubt's bed of despair While embittered heart cries That its lot's too unfair Yet on outside we play Through our unconscious mind Man's collective charade That everything's fine Like some pact we'd all sworn To uphold and obey To protect from the scorn Of society's sway If we run with the flow 'Stead of strive 'gainst the tide We might make enough show To salvage our pride We forget that conceit Is what caused all the mess Through a serpent's deceit And a couple's wrong guess 'Twas they first tasted shame And then hid in a garden Sewing fig leaves as claim To secure their own pardon Yet in horror they knew They had squandered the Prize And must flee from the view Of a pure set of eyes Now same state of awry Runs through each of their seed Inborn and borne by Like the thorniest **** Whose nettles pierce deep And infect every part While roots tangle and sweep Through the mind and the heart It mocks what we've lost Torments every dim hope To constrict and accost Like a noose-tightening rope Still, hope won't be decayed Smold'ring fires yet burn Sparking hints that we're made For bright Eden's return This redemption we crave Is no phantom's false plea But as crestfallen wave Hides itself in the sea It's been veiled in plain sight Big as all of our stories Deep as mankind's full plight And as high as its glories Cloaked in every ambition That we have to get in To some exclusive coalition For its favors to win Lurks a bleeding predilection Frustrated from birth A desire for election To bestow on us worth Lured by scent of a promise To be chosen and known Like the warmth of a mom's kiss Given only to her own We search tree after tree For sweet intimacy's nectar From a fruit that will be Our secret connecter To hope's nourishing breast To life's honey from comb To an undying rest To a straight way toward home One to wipe away tears And allay deepest doubt Which proceeds from worst fears Of our being locked out Of a garden again Cast from pure tree of life Dim remembrance of when Mankind first entered strife All our conflicts, comp'tition, Confusion and blame Find first cause in perdition That's invaded our frame Like the foulest disease The most cankerous rot Grown by monstrous degrees Hatched by Lucifer's plot This story's no prig's attack Nor archaic folklore But the earth-shattering fact That our hearts are at war With a pure set of eyes Full of fire and proficient To dispel all the lies That our souls aren't deficient And it's not our mere lack which causes most dread But the earth-shattering fact That our spirits are dead Cut off from their Source In a black alienation Humanity's curse For its rank ins'bordination And yet... This is also the story Of how those same eyes The Possessor of Glory Looked with love and heart cries On the crown of creation His reflection of Self Made His own treasured nation The heirs of His wealth Now broken and lost All banished from Garden And He knew the full cost To grant them His pardon Had known long before He had e'er even made That first man of yore Yet handcrafts anyway For His love is so strong And He wanted to share His intimacy with a throng His own children to bear So with souls in convulsion From their rebellious misdeed Just before their expulsion He promised a Seed One untainted from sin Who could take its great boulder And the weight of His kin Upon His own shoulder A Hero of hope A rescuing Source To widen our scope And give pith to our course An unshakable tie An attachment at core Who would silence the cry That our hearts are at war With a pure set of eyes Full of fire and proficient To dispel all the lies That our souls aren't deficient For those eyes are His own And He'd pay the full fee By His body alone To set our hearts free He's hope's nourishing breast He's life's honey from comb He's our undying rest He's our straight way toward home He will wipe away tears And allay deepest doubt Which proceeds from worst fears Of our being locked out Of the Garden again Cast from pure Tree of Life Dim remembrance of when Mankind first entered strife But 'twas on another tree That sweet intimacy's nectar Was secured tight when He Became sacred Connector And the thorns of our curse Were pressed onto His head With not one there to nurse As the Son of Man bled Then the wrath for our sin Was absorbed as He cried And the foul curse was broken When the Son of God died But death couldn't keep Him long Nor His glory dispose And we found our lost song When the King of kings rose! The debt had been paid He had finished the work The tide 'gainst us was swayed We weren't left in our lurk And we've only to now Just repent and believe To open and allow Our hearts to receive Our Divine Fountainhead Our covering complete To sup from His bread And to sit at His feet To worship the One For Whom we were made By Whom we've been won Whom forever we've craved The One Who can bear Our hearts' full devotion The One Who won't tear At our souls' raw emotion The One Who will be Sweet eternity's song Who with lasting decree Will...right...every...wrong
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