#hopefull
Stars told me today,
Smile, Love is coming your way
He's your safe haven
Feb 13, 2021
Feb 13, 2021 at 8:23 PM UTC
Tick tock
rapping of the clock.
A cold dead sham
of another mans cog.
So lay it down
on the hangman's block.
To sick to see
how it shepherds its flock.
It holds no rime
masquerades as reason.
A facade of truth
Yet I call it treason.
It puts up the walls
to the common man's prison.
A tool to be used
for a stronger man's mission.
Time
a device of unity.
Implementing science
bordering necessity.
Auctioned off
by the leaders of economy.
You always work hard
but are left no time to dream.
Dreaming costs
who ever owns your time.
They look down at you
and threaten your life.
So you numb yourself
just to make a dime.
Soon you grow cold
lost in the grind.
In youth
there is imagination.
Unhindered
not subject to discrimination.
As they grow
so to do their nations.
Furthering thoughts
yet short lived contemplation.
For as you grow old
you give your time to corporations.
The more things change
the more they stay the same.
from the dawn of man
to the information age.
More time spent
till your in your grave.
Yet time well spent
promises better days.
So dont sacrifice
your life for time.
It all stands short
in perspective eyes.
A relative thought
not a device that binds.
Spend it happily
for every day of your life.
Jan 12, 2013
Jan 12, 2013 at 9:23 AM UTC
Maybe it’s your smile
Or the way you style your hair
Maybe it's the glimmer in your eyes when you deeply stare
It might be the lightning, it might be the air
Or maybe it's that calmness you unknowingly share
I wonder if your looks may play any part
Your dark brown hair, or your deep auburn eyes
Your height, your skin, how are you so lean?
The fact that you’re dressed sharp and clean.
What can I say? That's also perfect
And a little kiss might just be worth it.
I wonder, do you think about me?
Does it cross your mind that we might be?
I hope that your good, and with that i bid goodbye
Cause if i keep this up i won't sleep all night,
You don't notice me, to you im long gone
But I'll leave you now before my heart breaks at dawn.
Mar 27, 2020
Mar 27, 2020 at 3:53 AM UTC
Take me to the lamppost
Where my heart goes to gleam
Replace the fire with the spark from the sea
See the way she radiates back at me
Take me to the lamppost
Where the light has dimmed
See what once stood bright and constant
now holding only things that became dark and exanimate
Take me to the lamppost
Where memories of the light
Try to hold on best they can
Though loss is drying, blurred in the mute sand
Take me to the lamppost
To what once was gold and blazen
Remind me of what used to be
Fire kindled through glass; and see!
Take me to the lamppost
Where I yearn to see the light
That was once within.
Dec 29, 2019
Dec 29, 2019 at 12:39 PM UTC
Every time you wake up
The moment must stop
For a second, for two
To just realize itself
That the world is nothing without you
Chronos is a cruel man
Trying to get us old
Trying to put us on the bad road
But
Not the time
Nor the world
Not the faults of mine
Nothing would stop me
From loving thee
Nothing would stop me
From trying to save the good part of me
The good part of thee
The good part of us
Jun 3, 2019
Jun 3, 2019 at 12:06 PM UTC
I was getting better
even good I thought
yeah, I was still thinking about you now and then
and sometimes I would find my mind drifting off into memories
but I stopped crying
I stopped wishing and hoping
for you to come back
but today I saw you name
not on purpose
it just stood there
staring at me.
And for a moment I fell back
back to wishing and hoping
back to you.
But I know it will faint again
and it will get better
slowly, but it will
and till that moment
I will look forward
wishing and hoping.
Sep 16, 2018
Sep 16, 2018 at 4:03 AM UTC
If you broke my arm
I'd still ask you to sign my cast,
And that is why
I must go.
Apr 27, 2018
Apr 27, 2018 at 3:43 PM UTC
I guess I've dreamt of you for as long as I could read.
So I imagine you.
Large old buildings. Chilly weather practically all year
Amazing accents. Amazing places to see and belong
Probably amazing people....
A place so written about with rich amazing history.
Please let me see you.
Let all roads lead to us
Let us happen in this life time.
Apr 7, 2018
Apr 7, 2018 at 3:16 AM UTC
As a young adult coming up into a world ablaze, it's hard to find guidance, wisdom and true help.
Everyone literally has problems weight upon there shoulders so heavy making it almost impossible to lend a helping hand.
It feels wrong to try and get something off your chest knowing someone's going through way worst things then you are.
Most heard saying out of my 22 years is " this is life and it ain't pretty."
Hearing this from my elders hurts because all it is telling me is that I shouldn't care about the pain the stress the feeling of being so close to death when all I want is to truly live a life of joy.
" I've been there it'll get better, keep your head up"
Tips on staying positive
Tips on ways to free the pain
To lift the stress to truly free yourself from depression.
It's hard to find
Nowadays everyone's just trying to stay a float as if we're all on the Titanic waiting for the iceberg to emerge.
"Wake up!, Stay awake!, Believe in thou self as you will become the man you needed coming up"
Thank you
Jun 9, 2017
Jun 9, 2017 at 10:01 AM UTC
giving up
isn't an option
when you want to go home.
you've got to fight,
you're going to cry,
you're going to hurt,
time after time after time,
you're going to have to sacrifice,
and give and give and forgive,
and forgive and give and give,
you're going to bleed,
drop by drip by drip,
you're going to have your heart,
ripped to shreds,
over and over and over,
and even when
you think
you're finally numb
the feelings will come back
in waves upon waves
you will never be left to rest
in this world.
test upon test,
will occur,
until it's your time to leave,
and may you leave in the best
and the most beautiful
and painless of ways.
may you find peace,
comfort and happiness,
may you find your way home,
may it be everything you wished,
wanted, and more ~
Dec 7, 2016
Dec 7, 2016 at 7:37 PM UTC
I've had an unsettling
Feeling since 2 am
A bit frustrating
Your love is dissipating
I woke up with a thought
And a wretched feeling
Through my gut
I think I'm ******
You're in my arms
I have you close
And it might cause me harm
But for now I enjoy your charm
I hope it's not fake
Your words and actions
But I know you lie
That makes me quake
Don't waste my time
Because my heart
It's on the line
And I'm just in line
To try and call you mine
I wish I was first
But that's just fine
Just don't make me out to be a swine.
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 12:41 PM UTC
The more I tell myself yes
The more reason I'm led to believe no
The more I tell another yes
The more reason they're led to believe no
The more I tell us both yes
The more reason we're led to believe no
Nov 21, 2015
Nov 21, 2015 at 10:12 PM UTC
I stole two of your clothes and wore it everytime I miss you.
You owned me without you knowing.
I followed your fooststeps to your way home on a rocky road.
Your shadow was the closest thing to me.
And I was happy with that. I like it that way.
I like it when you sway your arms, as if it will reach me.
I waited for you to look back at the girl who have been with you all the time.
No words. Silent. Hopefull.
Prayful that one day when you wake up, I am all you need.
Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 12:56 AM UTC
All I want
Is love and light
I want arms to hide in
and lips to kiss mine
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 6:16 PM UTC
Just fathom for a moment, someone actually understanding what you want to be heard.
Having someone nod or smile at the fact that they have the same issue or looking at some painting and feeling the same emptiness and sadness as you do.
Just that the mind can comprehend such a fact that someone else could understand such a disaster of a title wave.
Everything that was left behind, they saw the same wreckage as you.
Sep 18, 2014
Sep 18, 2014 at 11:58 AM UTC
How do you do it?
Tell someone that even during waking day
She's all you ever think about
That when she's right there with you it doesn't even feel like you're dreaming
And no, it's not like that
I have dreams of moonlit beaches where we make small talk until you just laugh and say
"Wake up, the moon has to go away. It's morning time my sweet."
You say "I'll see you tonight, tommorow or whenever next we meet."
I dream of streetlamps lighting up park benches where we've met for the first time about 17 seperate winter nights just in this past july
Last night we had dinner, the conversation was lovely
It started with some awkward smiles deeply laden with sincerity,
It moved on to telling each other about the other, and we left with a brief squeeze of the hand.
That's all I've ever gotten, and I'm quite content with that
So the stage is set, not sure what the play is we're set to see
But she picked it, I'm sure it'll be wonderful
You have a different name tonight, just like you always do
The ballerina's where intoxicating
their grace was Endless
as they swam through the air
I felt like a trespasser, struggling to breath
When we left that night however, our goodbyes were more distant
It's been getting more and more like that recently,
I recall a night some ten years ago
I could have sworn I remembered your face
for almost 3 hours after I begrudgingly woke
But no
Your shifting smile, and timeless eyes
I like to think that's because you're getting closer
And not because I'm a tad too late
Were you here already? And I just couldn't pick you out of the crowd?
You know trains in the city, awfully hard to focus
Or perhaps you know of horses and mountains
I'm not one to judge
I hope I see you tomorrow, I look forward to our night
To our day,
To our mornings and to what we'll say
But if you have to leave for good my dear, please just find a way
I have a P.O box you know
It's rather simple really
I just would love a photo of you,
to remember our night in Sicily
Or pick one of your favorites, they were all suitible
I'll check my mail every day
Waiting, hoping
That I can see your face.
Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 6:28 PM UTC