i'm not good with words
no matter how much i pretend
i wish they mattered more to you
when I said them in the end
Jan 18, 2023
Jan 18, 2023 at 1:11 AM UTC
in being looser with my words
i felt restricted with my heart
like all the things i said and did
didn't know where to start
Jan 18, 2023
Jan 18, 2023 at 1:08 AM UTC
i don't want to need you like this
i don't want to hate us both for the way i can't think of anything else
but here i am
Jan 18, 2023
Jan 18, 2023 at 1:03 AM UTC
i hate the way he looks at you
even if he doesn't know
that your hands were made to find mine in the dark
Jan 18, 2023
Jan 18, 2023 at 1:01 AM UTC
i am not supposed to be jealous
not when i have all this
but she gets to be closer to you
and for that i am remiss
Apr 29, 2022
Apr 29, 2022 at 3:06 AM UTC
A little darker still
I like to think of light
A tinge, a flicker, a thought, a scope
something- I need to ignite
Apr 29, 2022
Apr 29, 2022 at 2:59 AM UTC
I like to think about the sea
and the rebirth she represents
all my air- inside these lungs
filled with things I dreamt
the air is salty as well,
just like the rushing below
I sit, I peer, I pray, I hope
the tide won't let me go
Apr 29, 2022
Apr 29, 2022 at 2:58 AM UTC
I want to believe in the every
even when I cant
Darker than Emily herself
who notices the slant
the wall's not dark
not muted in depth
not pitch enough to squint
but still it seems- I cannot bear
to see what I have left
Apr 29, 2022
Apr 29, 2022 at 2:54 AM UTC
the distance won't be fun
i think we both know that
but if you're really going
please, dear god, come back
Aug 10, 2021
Aug 10, 2021 at 10:17 PM UTC