#highlysensitive
I wish I had a different mind
A different personality
I am too sharp for my own good
Too intense
Everything I feel is twice the size of me
And I fight until my last breath for stability
To feel safe in an emotion
In a feeling
In a bond
But the inevitability gets to me, and I always respond
And at the first sign, I scream
Because nothing is worse than an ending that came too early
Or the aftermath of a fading dream.
Sep 15, 2018
Sep 15, 2018 at 5:43 PM UTC
I wish I didn't bear the burden
Of feeling it all so heavily at once
The weight of my heart
About to erupt
Self destruct
You were just right here by my side
Hands grasping each other's so tight
Our essence and being
So gracefully entwined
In a flicker of time
All of that can feel like we've hit rewind
We were just two lonely people in search of another
To confirm that we do in fact have a purpose
In a great big world that lacks emotional explainability
The void is difficult to face on your own
When all you can see is a sea of uncertainty
But it was you and I against the time
Until our unforeseen, inevitable decline
Oh but why
Did these delicately cultivated memories
Shatter at the seams like they were never truly reality
But I'm aware that it's out of my control
All I ask is that you please don't forget
The way you used to look into my soul
Dec 1, 2019
Dec 1, 2019 at 7:57 PM UTC
I don’t try to read you —
I just hear you
before you speak.
Your silence has a frequency,
and my ribs
are a tuning fork.
I was trained in the language of flinches,
in the dialect of door-slams,
in the grammar of breath held too long.
So when your smile sits crooked
on a sentence that says “I’m fine,”
I see the typo.
I don’t mean to notice —
it’s muscle memory.
My nervous system grew up
studying micro-expressions
like scripture.
I can feel the bruise
beneath your bravado.
Smell the smoke
from fires you swear are out.
You think you’re hidden —
but hurt has a posture.
Trauma has a tone.
And I have lived there long enough
to recognise the furniture.
People open to me
like overfilled drawers —
secrets spilling
into my lap
before they’ve learned my surname.
They say,
“I don’t know why I’m telling you this.”
And I want to say,
because I know the shape of breaking.
Because my eyes don’t judge fractures —
they map them.
I don’t go looking for pain.
It just hums.
And I hum back.
Maybe it’s the way I hold space
like a door that’s never slammed.
Maybe it’s the softness
survivors carry
when they refuse to harden.
Maybe it’s because
I survived what should have silenced me
and chose to stay gentle anyway.
Empathy isn’t a gift I unwrapped —
it’s a scar that learned to listen.
I can spot the child
still standing inside the adult.
The tremor behind the temper.
The apology lodged in a throat
that never learned safety.
And I don’t expose it.
I cradle it.
That’s the strange thing —
I never meant to be a lighthouse.
I was just trying to stay afloat.
But ships find me.
Storm-worn.
Hull cracked.
Carrying cargo they can’t dock anywhere else.
And I let them anchor.
Not because I’m strong all the time —
but because I know
what it feels like
to pray someone
would see through me
and not turn away.
I don’t read minds.
I read survival.
And when your past
recognises mine,
it relaxes.
That’s not magic.
That’s mirror.
And maybe the reason
they tell me everything
is because somewhere in my eyes
they see this:
You’re safe here.
I’ve been there too.
Feb 13
Feb 13, 2026 at 1:07 PM UTC