#hellish
Silence, the ship's sails have halted
The sea whales have ceased
Singing their lamentations, as the beach shore sanguines a murky horizon
Red fades to black, as shimmers of wavering hope speckle a once pure....Once, pure hellscape carved by tainted talons
Blood drips from the heavens, tears mix into a toxic vile
The mirror's ink lighter upon my trace,as the siren's wails sound increasingly feint, feinter
Now whispers reverberating in the Guilded chambers of my rotting shame and guilt
Dec 16, 2021
Dec 16, 2021 at 6:03 PM UTC
We can't ignore the fact that,
Our planet is a hellish place right now!
Little pieces of ego
Exploiting an alive blue marble,
A wet blue piece of dust
In massive field of space.
Some organic and spiritual beings
Naming themselves
Human being all human,
Behaving as a controlled chaos.
Being a machine that
Takes all the riches of the planet.
Than they give all these to a
Powerful little secretive elite,
Demanding more and more
Power and all the riches in
Striving lust of greed!
This is the sake for destroying,hurting
The beautiful nature, ecosystem;
As well as having terrible lives.
What about you?
I can't talk specificly about you,
But generaly your bodies are
Dying for passions of ego!
Because of
Hard conditions of life,
Prison of limitations,
Carrying a heavy burden of
Memories, responsibilities...
Negative beliefs, starvation to praise...
I don't know why, but somehow
You feel bad.
I don't know how, but
You feel bad.
Unless, some negative think
In some negative part of your life.
You don't know why we feel that,
How to cope with that.
Because it is never been thought to you
By your school, media, family.
You're striving so.
Striving to some unknown point.
Beyond of the material, your culture.
You don't know what to do,
So you strive continuously.
If not consciously, subconsciously.
Then fire comes in and
You become the hellish torcher of pain!
An angry tiger colored fire!
In fiery pain!
Striving and burning!
In the blaze we call humanity of today.
It is the hell inside of us!
Making the body smoke and ash.
Sickness, illness, non health, fatigue
Making the body rusty and bulky
That all caused by firing negativity!
You may call it fear, pain, boredom...
Deppression, anger, distress...
Whatever you call in any form,
It is the you being the firing lust.
It is the you being the part of the hell.
It is the you being the blaze that is
Society made of 60 trillion cells!
Nov 5, 2019
Nov 5, 2019 at 2:35 AM UTC
Sanity fails to compel me now
Submitting to your wish my master
As I step into the dark asylum
Serving you like a drudge here after
In darkness I believe my existence
To you I deliver my soul
Deceives me not spiritual pretense
consenting to this malevolent assault
Against the acumen, once weakened me
For the virtue of that sane fake
Sins after sins to execute on command
I stand for this oath I take
Control only to get out of control
I petty mortal’s vulnerability
Unknown to the turmoil,
Of what Will now hunt their tainted sanity
Screams of terror, acclaims from the dead
Getting closer they will hear
Dreaded to what they would see
So defenseless only to run and hide in fear
In his grace they believe
Lamenting to the savior they beg
But this faith will be slaughtered
As they Witness this immortal outrage
Bringing the disciples down
Animosity reigns the so thought faith
Breaking every illusion to reality
into a melancholic outcome of their fate
saints misleading no more
leading them for a change
in a contradiction to their preaching
a rearrangement; crucified in disgrace
a touch of an animus cruelty
to adorn this redesigned abase
all the facades now ripped open
to show the real tint of this place
resurrection to the emperor
reign of a sinister eon
amendment to all aphorism
as this infliction forever now will go on…
gehenna arriving to take over
for a start of an end they prepare
terminus to their thoughts and existence
a damage; now gone far beyond repair…
Jun 28, 2019
Jun 28, 2019 at 5:00 AM UTC
No matter how
past hurts molding us
our twinsouls remain like
precious children bonds
staying lifetimes linked
sometimes as a blessing
unexpectedly
arriving
we can't get either one
of them out from our heart
Perhaps its only human
to remain ever linked
in the arena of
attachments
to heavenly or hellish
bonds unconsciously
wooven in us
like me unto you
simply missing my mark
failing to seize my moments
all mine for the taking! Happily ever after! eternal bliss
forever missed
"to deny love is an eternal loss
it has no reparation
neither in time nor in eternity."
ancient DeJa-Vu! love!
please take your masks off fear not.
~~~~~~~
By:Karijinbba
revised 2/26/2020
written 2019.
Jun 24, 2019
Jun 24, 2019 at 8:43 AM UTC
I'm choking on oxygen
My palms are sweating too much
My heart is jumping inside my chest
My brain is on a drunken haywire
I'm literally left speechless and dazed
I didn't see this coming
You're standing in front of me
Once again I get a glimpse of you
A glimpse that I would've killed for
In what was like a lifetime ago
You render me helpless
I thought I was done with this
My life was back on track again
My heart healing from the wounds
That your departure inflicted on me
And yet here I am
Time froze again for me
Because as the pain resurfaced in me
You seem like you're having fun
Living life as if nothing happened
And yet you left me in misery
How dare you smile in front of me
Showing me expressions that I've never seen before
Your smile a mockery of the harrowing experience
Of everything I went through because of you
I'm trying not to sob
You look like you own the world
Being happy with someone else nowadays
Yet here I am frozen and dumbstruck
As you blatantly ignore me when our eyes met
Here I go again
Spiraling in a downward depression
Feeling used and abused
When I simply gave my all to you
And you show me how insignificant I am to you
I'm done with this
I'm done with you and your cruel heart
That enjoys the misery of those she left
That craves attention only for self fulfillment
And leaves destruction in your wake
You are a storm
As storm that passed by my life
Who's torrential downpour I craved
But left me destroyed and broken
Leaving me to die out of breath
This is the last goodbye
I never want anything from you
Whose love is too hellish to earn
I never want to go through this again
Even if it leaves me wanting more from you
See what mess you left me in?
Apr 19, 2019
Apr 19, 2019 at 1:51 AM UTC
Standing on a bridge
Two doors by me, both are grey
Though dull, they are true.
I walk to one door
Inside is me, uncaring
Caged by depression
Walk to the other
Inside is me, too caring
Shaking, so anxious
Back on the bridge now
Torn by my cage and trembles
My mind split, twin hells
Jul 23, 2017
Jul 23, 2017 at 3:31 AM UTC
To the past I dwell
These past few days I haven't been feeling well
I hope you're doing fine
cause even though ever since I fell
I'm the one suffering in this one heck of a hell
I still want you to be at peace and in complete harmony
May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 11:29 AM UTC
The likes of you I can't describe,
Yet I love to eat between your thighs.
The melody you spake to me
Unfolds my greatest sovereignty.
I crave to quaff all of your spit,
And swallow every drop of it.
Don't cheat me of your tasty flesh,
Those bare and supple ****** *******
Your eyes that follow my firm gaze,
While we kiss and lick and misbehave.
I need to feel each piece of skin,
Smashing girl and boy parts over and over again.
It's such a treat to eat you whole;
I'm obsessed with eating 19-year-olds.
May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 9:32 PM UTC