#hanna
Why have they *** have they---
They are yet to be---
Songstresses from the seas
where no man’s eye can see
She is ape-like & lethargic---
Snoring & snoozing
Where no man sees the models change---
Their eyes plucked out as she bathes
The mighty chav douches her **** regularly
She is my Hannah in her grave in Portugal
of all places in the wide open world
for her red mouth to open---
Yes, I want to be near her gilded sunlight---
Someone lying beneath her Jeep---
Hannah off in the woods
w/ a local boy or preferably girl---
Meaghan gone to seed
& sour ***** taste like Chinese dumplings in her mouth---
She sings the sweetest song at sunrise
Abandoned on the road
Dec 18, 2017
Dec 18, 2017 at 10:05 PM UTC
The more she was loved
The more she was drawn closer to me
We're apart by oceans
Distance got us closer
Distance made us stronger
Distance made us lovers
Distance made us.
And Its the distance that torn us apart
It torn us
It made her
It made me
And left us with memories
Distance is the coin with two faces.
Apr 23, 2017
Apr 23, 2017 at 2:42 PM UTC
Is this really it?
Won't I ever see your smile again?
Won't I ever have to hold your hand
And kiss you when I can?
Is this really it?
Our laughter,
Our tears,
Our happiness,
Our stories,
Our love.
Is this really it?
I can feel your hand on me fading
Fading, fading...
Slipping away
And I can no longer see....
May 2, 2016
May 2, 2016 at 11:00 AM UTC
You are my home,
Shelter of my strength,
The ones I keep coming back to,
Zone of my comfort.
Apr 22, 2016
Apr 22, 2016 at 11:15 AM UTC
December 31, 2015
From the moment you stand
and walk from the bus
I saw you outside the window;
standing; your hair was firm
and your eyes were searching
And I looked up,
saw that you faded.
And as I return my eyes to nowhere
I once think,
*How much I love the
way you walk*
and the way your shadow beams
How much I love the way
your eyes lit up and see;
How much I love you,
And how much
I look forward to
the day
I'll see you again.
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 1:34 PM UTC
October 25, 2015
What in the world did I do to have someone like you?
You are my light,
The reason why I live and survive
You were my strength;
The reason why I look forward
To every sunshine
The reason why I find happiness in
every moment;
The reason why my hope
in this cruel world is built.
What in the world did I do to have someone like you?
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 1:26 PM UTC
September 4, 2015
"I always want to thank you for what you've given me.
Time is still long, i'm not sure if you'll still be by my side in the years
that will come, or whether you'll get tired of me too.
But right now, all I want to say is thank you...
For the every minute and hour you've always given me."
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 1:21 PM UTC
August 29, 2015
You kissed me,
And I thought I was driven
To a place iv'e never been before.
You hugged me,
And all of my broken pieces
were squeezed back together.
Suddenly all of my pain faded
And I said to my mind,
"Hanna, I love you..."
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 1:10 PM UTC
August 22, 2015
Hold me
In the midst of cold air and rain we sat beside each other
I put my head on your shoulder;
closed my eyes--savoring and holding
to each second of this moment
After a while
You held my hand;
And suddenly my breathing stopped and
my heart skipped a beat,
I felt a tingling in my stomach and
my heart is pounding and unstable;
Your skin on mine felt comforting and just;
your hand on mine felt like it was made
for each other--like it was meant to be
held by yours.
And for the first time in my life I felt,
that time stood still and stopped,
The noise became quiet and everyone faded,
Like there's nothing.... But just
the two of us
"Is this for real?" I utter, and as I open my eyes
I saw you beside me and your hand
in mine;
And I wished for you to hold me,
For always,
And never let go.
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 1:04 PM UTC
August 4, 2015
Out of reach
I saw you from afar
And iv'e never felt
this urge to kiss someone
and tell them
"You are wonderful."
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 12:53 PM UTC
July 19, 2015
"You deserve to be with the best, and I am not the best for you. You deserve someone who is prudence and just, not someone like me who is messed up and ****** up. You deserve to be happy. And I will always be happy for you.... Even if it's not me who can make you happy--but someone else."
Good bye, Hanna
Ease my pain
For I will endure
the days that i'll see you,
loving somebody else.
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 12:49 PM UTC
July 8, 2015
Thank you
For with you my gleam
and gray days turned into fairy tale;
For with you,
My pain is at ease,
And I can finally breathe again
Thank you.
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 12:43 PM UTC
June 30, 2015
You were once a stranger to me before
A person I usually see;
Someone I barely talk to.
But why do I suddenly
find myself longing for your presence?
Why do I suddenly notice how
your eyes widens when a joyful word
slips from your mouth?
Why am I suddenly wanting to see
your smile all the time?
And why am I sitting here
finding myself missing you
and your smile?
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 11:50 AM UTC
A youthful and reasonably innocent being approached me the other day.
With eyes about as blue as yours he gazed in to mine.
Uncomfortable, I thought, for nobody had stared in to my eyes with such annoyance but you. But then again, one could step in to a desert and I'd examine their soles only to say that they reminded me of your feet. You left these marks that I just…
(When your body departed, it left with the only scent of home I had so restfully settled with. Then the following scent I was about to settle with was the cheapest liquor my dealer could offer me for the time being. All I see is you. When the last drop in the drained glass is consumed I think of you. And it occurs to me that maybe you didn’t drain me, but I drained you. You left these marks that I just…)
Anyway, Hanna, about this particular boy... He insisted I tell him what heartbreak was like and he needed me to be straight with him.
And don’t sugarcoat it, he whispered.
Only a fool would unjustly measure intelligence by age, he added.
Well, kid, I said to him.
Had you been in my height, I'd punch your ribs in to the point of breakage so your lungs would puncture.
He then, at that minute decided what he had endured at that point was not as severe as what I had described. It was just an insignificant slip-up with his lady.
Now, you... Just get the **** back home. I’m out of air, and you’re in control of my oxygen tank.
Feb 22, 2015
Feb 22, 2015 at 7:40 PM UTC