#hamlet
They’re making love in the next room, putting away any fires to be had, and bumming cigarettes with melody. I’m getting tired of science and art, which retrieves that which is hidden inside the heart; holy joys with barren leaves on a branch or a tree that’s stood since I was a child.
Mother has the face of a goat, Father a lion, and I sit like Prince Hamlet on a piece of a wooden coffin with Ophelia bleeding through her nose, nobody knows, and Uncle is drinking himself to death in the garage blaring Bob Dylan.
I buy a boat and bring it out onto an ocean ten thousand years old, ten thousand miles from everything, from paradise, from the fold, from ten thousand spiritual Roman soldiers with their wooden spears, and you whisper in your bedroom voice, honey honey honey.
There’s a sting going through your head, constant, pulsing, stabbing, you’re enthralled by the woods decay, the judge of Israel, whereof you become soon aware of hell within.
This is, this is not, the covenants, the constituents, the impetuous bleating of the eyes of day with silk golden hair flowing down, hands in pockets like Bette Davis, face like Marilyn, found dead naked like Marilyn, my photo of her ends up on the front page of an ultimately blank newspaper.
Great land by the sea is all over and done with the light and tempts the veins of millions, angry millions, stupid millions, ***** millions, the sickness of one is the sickness of many and of myself, an angry, stupid, ***** self.
Don’t tell me what I already know, Hamlet sees and sits back next to Ophelia, she’s crying, he’s sorry, he hugs her, giving her love, showing her love.
Mar 14
Mar 14, 2026 at 4:53 PM UTC
And like Hamlet
I hold the skull above my breast
And I say
“To be alive is nothing but a curse”
And I say
“But not to be, that shouldn’t be my choice”
Mar 7
Mar 7, 2026 at 9:14 AM UTC
Take me down to your river
My love, my love
Even through you are bloated and waterlogged
Hold me close to your soul, sew me into your flesh
Let me lie in your lap and die in your arms
Let the madness consume my heart like it consumed your mind
Take me to your altar
Dip me into the water
Baptist me in death and clothe me in white
My wishful lover, take me to your altar
I would serve you till I am dead and buried yonder
Feb 9
Feb 9, 2026 at 7:39 PM UTC
“The salt of unrighteous tears”
We balance our hearts on scales
That are void of a truth within
We cross universes seeking
But the formulas of existence
The one’s that make sense of loving something
Fall in between the spaces
That stretch between heartbeats
We weep tears as salty as our oceans
And pray to ourselves
That flesh and love
Swim together
In that sea that knows
Why….
Mar 23, 2025
Mar 23, 2025 at 7:38 PM UTC
to be, or not to be.
the question that plagued the noble Hamlet,
so plagues me now.
I care not for the for the art
with which he speaks,
yet his core idea rings true.
laying myself to rest,
sleeping,
perchance to dream.
and in that dream of death,
i might escape the nightmare of life.
this seems the favourable route.
but...
"seeming" is the key.
is it merely a shining illusion,
this relief?
for in the passing of life
by one's own hand,
he only passes his griefs
to loved ones.
is my relief
worth the pain
it would cause?
Nov 22, 2024
Nov 22, 2024 at 12:19 PM UTC
To Poetry or not to Poetry, that is the Question!!
Shall I write poetry or not write poetry? That is the question
Shall I recite poetry or not recite poetry that is a suggestion
Shall I study poetry or not study poetry that is an observation
Can I be loved or not be loved
that is the affection
Can I deal with life or not deal with life
that is called Life's Lessons
Can I share my feelings or not share my feelings they would be my Expressions
Shall I acknowledge or not acknowledge
These are my confessions.
If I will, if I won't, if I can, if I don't
If I must, I will try
to continue as I write.
To Poetry or not to Poetry, that is the Question!!
I would say yes
If I was asked to do so,
I would do it as a
Profession
B.R.
Date: 12/7/2022
Aug 28, 2024
Aug 28, 2024 at 8:51 PM UTC
Hamlet, sharpen your sword of trust, for Macbeth is surely waiting.
The specter of ‘Civil war’ stalks the land and the ghosts of senseless violence, so long docile, have come to hollow-eyed attention.
Our cauldron was filled with innocence, as the ever-thirsty succubi require, the glory of war is being shaken, not stirred and the betrayal will be served as quick and cold as steel.
#chefskiss
Mar 18, 2024
Mar 18, 2024 at 5:40 PM UTC
to be
or maybe just
trying to be
to be or not
or yes
or like you were without truly being
well
let it be...
to get in
or sometimes out
of your own mind
as if you would not even care about exuberance or sorrow
naught or infinity
nothingness
endless
to lay/to stand
faling into a slumber is like an upside-down waking
one sleep with many dreams inside
a single step more or one less
in open space or hidden path
not knowing everything
nor nothing knowing about
yourself
down here all seems to be
strength/weakness/happiness
falls or rebounds
to be almost at all
or only to-cease-a-little-bit-to-be
light/abyss
finally
all seems not to be anything than always the same shamelesss
swollen from so much foolish tension/internal/but eternal/rather
flat/mat/fat/and mostly incorrigible
"This is the question"
by Gigi Caciuleanu, from "Miroirs"
Dec 1, 2023
Dec 1, 2023 at 4:51 PM UTC
Poor, thou, little girl who thought
Love would get to thee one day,
Bet thou never thought to expect
It would culminate in doom.
And I am the resurrection in thy tomb
And the life that speaks of mercy at close of day,
Muddy Waters carry thou so far away
From Polonius and Laertes,
Tears in bloom.
Denmark's Prince in shambles thine heart left,
Dissembling and conniving against kin,
In his heart only one ambition firm:
Take back his rightful throne and fair Gertrude.
Neither Shakespeare nor Victoria save thee could
From the evil of the quill, it's own mind set.
In the labyrinth of the parchment thine fate met
"To be or not to be?"
Aye, there's the rub.
Feb 23, 2022
Feb 23, 2022 at 10:16 PM UTC
Ophelia’s swinging herself across her lake
The salt of the water is hitting my face. Can she leave?
Can’t she go? I’m fed up with the artificial show.
Female insanity, that’s me.
If I die today I’ll make it pretty.
Dec 13, 2021
Dec 13, 2021 at 9:46 AM UTC
When you realize you’ll never seize the day,
Never have the right things to say,
Your judgments are always erroneous,
You’re not Hamlet, but Polonius.
Though you know that all things must end,
It doesn’t spur your torments to mend,
A dutiful advisor,
Who never gets wiser.
It must be so serene
Never having thought you might have been-
“Neither a borrower nor lender be”;
I say, yet fear both apply to me.
“To thine own self be true”;
ah! Long ago, I missed that cue-
And all do agree,
The audience doesn’t need, my soliloquy.
Under all this weight so crushing
And the envy to just feel nothing,
This act’s end, now I’m certain:
I’ll die off stage, behind a curtain.
Feb 2, 2021
Feb 2, 2021 at 6:03 PM UTC
Waterlilies.
And once,
Rue and columbine
(thoughts and remembrance)
Pretty flowers,
From me
(of me)
"Pretty Ophelia"
floating with flowers.
Pretty still,
Nothing more.
Was I never anything more?
Jun 17, 2020
Jun 17, 2020 at 6:09 PM UTC
We feel ourselves rogue and peasant slaves -
In that is no disgust.
Collectively yet to have been stripped of
Our formalities, plunged into fiction, devoid of normality -
An undiscovered country, if you must.
We doze cosy in dreams of passion
Where space and silence nudges pens; they bleed.
Though liquidity stiffens
Flair and genius warm the air
Assuming a pleasing shape, indeed.
We weep under a broken voice
When seas of trouble rise to strike us down.
Remorseless - how can it pause to pick and choose?
Treacherous - anxiety bedevils our news
But temporary, false is its crown.
When we think or moan, twiddle thumbs or disengage,
There is nothing, not even tears, that dares to drown our stage.
Apr 18, 2020
Apr 18, 2020 at 4:29 PM UTC
Ophelia was only remembered for being dead
Floating daintily in a river, surrounded by flowers
A spectacle for all eyes to see and drink up hungrily
But one day she’ll breathe again and rise up from her grave
White dress sodden, makeup askew, long hair soaked and tangled
And she will realize she she is and break free from that image
The one that held her dead for so long, drowned and lifeless
And for once in her life, her short-written life, she will breath with ease
Apr 9, 2020
Apr 9, 2020 at 6:14 PM UTC
In the last breaking hour
controlled under the iron-clutch of a dying kingdom
hear the laughter through the halls
as a new hysteria is swarming.
and the people call for a book to foretell the final chapter,
from the start to the end-to find a righteous answer.
...
Just as the eagle's feather falls
so do crowns from kings; caused of unseen catastrophes
this leaves the knowing left to uncover-
calamities hidden within ghostly visions-
sworn to loyalty of vengeance,
as fakers cry a false mourning.
...
A holocaust of happiness leaves the young prince with only questions
to live- to die- to love- to try, and seek his name a meaning
for those we lose we lose parts of ourselves
madness to some is just a gentler grieving.
...
So plunge your pen into the sky
and write the years as they come by
to time tragedies are just one blink shy of a happy ending.
S H A K E S P E A R E
. . .
Mar 6, 2020
Mar 6, 2020 at 9:44 AM UTC
Denmark’s a prison
Where all are guards and all are inmates -
I must be the Queen
For I am held in chains,
Caught by the currents of my own thoughts;
Alas – I never learned to swim.
I am an echo chamber,
A thought is a ball kicked over and over and over and
Can I not pass law to cease this bruisement?
Goal! I speak,
And my thought is no longer contained within me
But in the world, circling the pates of the court.
Sweet, your lover calls you,
Even now;
As the battle with corruption corrupted you.
Justice, you promised me;
I no longer believe in justice.
I loved him, though his love was a leash;
You took from me my cage and now I cage myself.
Scheming and plotting against schemers and plotters –
No longer knowing ourselves as once we did,
No longer viewing the world as what it is –
If only I had seen!
You would not have abandoned me now.
You will not come again?
You will not come again.
The King is fallible,
The usurper of God is not omnipotent;
I see the traces of that which he strives to hide.
His mask is good, true, but –
A mask cannot hide all:
England is the trickster’s smiling blade,
I know so.
I mourn you, as I mourn all that I know:
This ends with the destruction of a nation.
I miss your presence beside me.
Your soft eyes, looking only at my face,
At my face only.
I was safe with you.
Hearts mirrored in forbidden affections;
Switch places with me,
Let us not be ****** for desire.
Marriage is man and wife, man and wife,
You saw the lies.
Kick, quick, pick the flowers,
One for each noble skeleton.
I show their secrets in petals and songs:
The language of the mad, the insane, the crazed fools –
Fool I am, I see all, hear all, know all.
Hang their weeds in the weep of the willow,
Cursed crowns of concealed corruption.
I reach –
A tear breaks –
And I am overwhelmed by swirling thoughts,
Sinking deeper into the abyss of my mind.
Smiling trickster, smiling blade – Pretty Ophelia!
A will not come again.
I will not come again.
No one will mourn me,
There will be no one to remember:
This ends with the destruction of a nation.
Sep 25, 2019
Sep 25, 2019 at 2:37 PM UTC
And in the morning I awoke,
sleep wearied
and bloated by experience,
to find all just as it had been but nothing the same...
The pale cast of nihilism
hung limp
over the morning's hillside
where an inconspicuous mist
had once resided.
Bless my mother's innocent
attempt to patch up my
Mind's muddied terror
with a strong tea
in her best china
by the bedside.
My boyhood mattress began
a demented laughing
in the face of brothers
with graves for beds
as I was, once again,
swamped with guilty memory
of the unheroic dead.
Those gentle youth
with minds full of
the names of wild flowers
and the rules of garden cricket
wrenched from the safe
musk of mothers
to the mud and
shrill choir of the shells.
The Air she would weep
for the loss of another pair of lungs she'd never inhabit again.
All the while, the Earth rejoiced
at the return of her creation.
That clay that once grew tall.
Outwards from the rib.
All for some fantasy and
trick of the flame.
Sep 5, 2019
Sep 5, 2019 at 6:22 PM UTC
Ophelia swimming,
Drowning in madness
As Hamlet’s body falls down
From his poisonous pain
Romeo with his potion
And Juliet with her dagger
Was it love that brought them together?
Or cruel fate?
Sep 2, 2019
Sep 2, 2019 at 2:47 AM UTC
Madness like a red coat
Around her throat
Drowning in the ruins
Of her own misery
And
Own sorrow
O’ dear child,
You should have stayed
In that garden of yours
Among the myriads of
Growing daises
And
Gifting each of us a violet
For centuries to keep
But how long can
Leaves shade you
From the
Many faces of fate—
The cruelest ones always name after us,
Victims.
Dwell in the many layers of rosemary and pansies;
Look how is ironic history just became
With its indelible smell of
Fennel and Columbius ;
Drawn towards the many
Spun webs of the
Golden singing spiders—
She floats amongst the
Water lilies
From here on.
Feb 18, 2019
Feb 18, 2019 at 10:01 AM UTC
When I die, I hope it is like my dreams.
In that way, death would not be so fearful,
A remedy for my thoughts when I sleep.
In return, I dream of my death by this
Stuff that so haunts my dreams. To be scorns of
Time and its aching length, calamity
Of so long life. Yet we so dread something
After death, a no-mans land from where no
One shall return – this makes us bear our ills.
We fight. We suffer. We are wounded, all.
So we are cowards that do fear our deaths,
For we fear the unknown, those we know not.
Instead we dream that dying is dreaming,
To sooth our conscience and minds from unreeling.
Nov 18, 2018
Nov 18, 2018 at 9:08 AM UTC
It’s a fallacy, ‘to be or not to be’
actors strutting and pouting across
a stage, their black shoes burning
holes into the painted wood,
Their words lacking conviction
each action, merely an action,
but it’s what they have to work with
that holds the key, he secret ecstasy,
The escape route from Hell
Knowing that, given the choice,
‘to be’ is not where the scales will
settle. We are wanderers clutching
at straws of adventures, but we will
pick the short one, eventually
Where then do we go? When there is
no ladder made of gold to climb.
no pearly gates nor a wizardly,
kindly face
‘The play’s the thing’
wherein we catch
the conscious of
ourselves
Nov 12, 2018
Nov 12, 2018 at 12:36 PM UTC
If you are Horatio, let me be Hamlet
Because I need you right by my side
If I must face what is to face
If you are Horatio, let me be Hamlet
Because if I face what is inside
I might need you to be my brace
If you are Horatio, let me be Hamlet
Because if I need someone to hide
All the ghosts I see, it’d be my ace
If you are Horatio, let me be Hamlet
Because if I get caught up in the tide
I’d need you to bring me down from space
If you are Horatio, let me be Hamlet
Because when my hands are seldom tied
I’d need you to come unlace
If you are Horatio, let me be Hamlet
Because if there is someone to be alongside
You’d be in just the right place
Because if you are Horatio,
let me be Hamlet
Aug 21, 2018
Aug 21, 2018 at 10:46 AM UTC