#gained
Deep breaths,
Feeling it in my chest.
Mothers days always been a test,
My first mother left.
My best mother needed rest,
But choose the rest.
I became a mother to the best,
For him to be sung to rest.
Now i need to pass today's test,
Wanting to leave the nest,
But my heart just needs to rest.
Deep breaths,
As i try hold it together.
But i'm as delicate as a little white feather,
With shaky hands and teary eyes.
Deep breaths,
Today's meant to open memories.
I see other mum's with they're babies,
Remembering what i used to be.
Mar 15
Mar 15, 2026 at 7:31 AM UTC
Of all the things I've lost
and all the things I've gained,
I've found the most meaning
in the things that remain
Jul 14, 2024
Jul 14, 2024 at 7:46 PM UTC
I lay here and think to myself
the most beautiful words have been written forgotten and learned again
Whispered through time to embrace the moment for a thing that is not a thing; love
Apr 2, 2020
Apr 2, 2020 at 10:01 AM UTC
someone gave me car
saying ,"you can drive far
and seeing new facts"
i thanked and said," mercy
the driving car is as the herat's woman inddeed
you might see it is easy to read
finally, you found her hard to know
i prefer to go wide, as i had gained
lost my hearts times, for some reasons i tried
to explain and show how it was tied
my heart to the failure down without reason to be explained
my friend was so lame
he brought my pervious lover into it
and argued me to go for a moment
when i saw her in it
i drove it without any late
Jan 5, 2019
Jan 5, 2019 at 1:09 AM UTC
As night quiets the songs,
silence awakes the mindful.
rummaging
through old wounds;
now silly scars of course,
but how they bled once!
Nov 20, 2018
Nov 20, 2018 at 10:54 PM UTC
amidst the trials there is
beauty in the wisdom gained
Ma Cherie © 2017
Jul 16, 2017
Jul 16, 2017 at 6:32 PM UTC
Looking into details of each and everything and all that happened in life,
one thing is for sure,
experience gained since prior paves a way for better expertise,
if the desire is for the same with regards to better future.
Jan 2, 2017
Jan 2, 2017 at 7:44 AM UTC
Reconciliation in life happens when thoughts are in place and intentions are clear
Expectations are raised to higher level when success is gained from the efforts made since prior.
Strange are the ways of life,
strange seems life,
but then that’s life and life continues with the same,
reconciliation and expectations
Last but not least, life is all about hits and misses.
Jan 2, 2017
Jan 2, 2017 at 7:23 AM UTC
I can now remember,
The night spent together,
When we had lost virginity,
But had gained a lot of quality,
Our friendship had bettered itself,
It so seemed like the doing of an elf,
Strengthened with the cement of love,
Kindled with that tenderness of a dove,
But now this memory is not at all useful,
And now this heart is just very resentful,
A lot changed & is entirely irreversible.
Dec 15, 2016
Dec 15, 2016 at 4:58 AM UTC
I have seem to lost connection with simple emotions
Which re-configures ******** devotions
Feelings that are best expressed
like the ***** of a rose
A small single sting
Just an "ouch" I suppose
But I know the pain is there
And it's almost unbearable
My cosmic mind begins to breakdown
It's **** near irreparable
I've lost the ability to whimper
I've gained the ability to cry
All these unblemished feelings
Make my tear ducts run dry
My sentiment has grown stronger
There's no simplicity in my heart
My emotional responses were a blank canvas
They have matured into art
When I am most unhappy
My face begins to drown
When I am at the peak of elation
My aura glows all around
I've lost the ability to become angry
I've gained vehemence in its prime
Inflammable emotions
Build in such time
When my stomach begins to rumble
I am no longer hungry yet starving
The electric vibrations you give me
Get engraved inside my soul like a tree bark carving
When I love, I love hard
Nothing in-complex about it
If you cannot take my deep emotions
You and I are not the puzzle piece I saw so fit
Although I have lost connection with simple emotions
I have gained connection with the real ones inside
Feeling such things shouldn't be subtle
Our eccentric emotions are nothing to hide
-S
Dec 8, 2016
Dec 8, 2016 at 2:36 AM UTC
Certainly there are moments when something seems to be possible
This is then followed by moments when the same thing seems impossible
Anticipation is followed by risk,
a failure to get the required thing done,
an uncertainty, an anxiety,
all of which makes the heart beat much faster.
Important things become much more important when importance of important things is realized, understood and accepted.
Time passes by, more and more new things come up
Time is running out
Time now to think about something specific
Something definite along a definite line of action
Lot of things happened up until now,
more things will happen along in the future.
Definitely the present needs to be separated and sorted out with regards to the future. .
Something like this has happened,
something because of which the future has come into focus,
then something similar to this much have been in existence since the past.
Something like this seemed to be certain, then the next moment with regards to the same it seems as if there was no way out.
For a few moments it seems as if everything is over.
Either of the two,
one thing remains for sure,
some sort of development was happening in the direction of an inevitable thing that has happened and is in existence in the present.
Something which cannot be averted, neither ignored, nor denied or even avoided.
What happened in the past was an experience while what is taking place in the present is a lesson.
An experience is gained when lessons are learnt and revised.
Definitely when the lessons learnt in the present are revised in future,
then they will add to the experience,
which is in existence then,
enriching the experience gained from past.
Jan 29, 2016
Jan 29, 2016 at 12:27 PM UTC
Confidence was gained over a period of time
So was experience and expertise
Everything in present cannot be like it was in the past
A lot has happened since the past has happened to be a thing of past
The past and present are two different things, two different states and two different sides of the same coin
Over a period of time the past varies from present as does the present varies from past.
As time passes by things change
Over a period of time what happened in past remains a thing of past
A lot has changed in everything done before in past when compared to present.
The individual remains the same
His skills, methods, techniques, they remain the same, as they are
Originality holds it's state, position and place.
Striving to win always remains the aim
It goes on in mind since the past,
In present too
Also along in the future
Striving to win remains the aim.
Now all that remains is related to time
It’s a matter of time,
Within a period of time everything has changed
Still the mind and it's thought are active
As of now the mind is at work and work goes on
Relating to the past,
Ascertaining the future
Again at the same moment of time remaining in the present moment of time is what goes on at some point of time during the day
It’s like the work of a pendulum clock that keeps ticking throughout the day
It's the mind that is at work and work goes on.
Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 8:57 AM UTC
i have revisited the thought of revisiting thoughts of you
for our memories hold nothing
just a vast empty space that your insincerity made
emptying out anything that i held dear from each photo frame
i love the music that played, our soundtrack, so sweet
but the music reverberates far deeper, in my veins and bones
than the meaningless, shallowness and airbrushed harmony
which was a year-long facade and a full-blown emotional felony
the ability to untag, delete, block and look away
has gifted me with the modern miracle of digital amnesia
and if i wanted, i could look back and reminisce
but with such sweet beauties on the horizon, this amnesia is bliss
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 8:51 AM UTC
Burn me away with with love or hate
Either way is just the same.
I feel my legs give way
as you kiss me or walk away.
My soul gets warm with your embrace
Or cold as ice as you slap my face.
I could've yelled, I could've screamed
Instead I was silent as you stared into me.
And now your gone like like smoke on water
and yet for some reason I did not falter.
I look now toward the future with pride
even though I feel frozen inside.
I can now look at someone new,
with eyes so beautiful and lovely too.
Your smile warms me and brings me comfort,
even when I feel like I suffered.
You bring the light into my life,
and make the shadows disappear and die.
I'm glad I found you and that you made my life better.
But now its time I helped you be the light in others lives.
Thank You for all that you've given me.
I now wish to give you the same respect and love of life as you have given me.
Jan 20, 2015
Jan 20, 2015 at 2:47 AM UTC
It is hard to think
Of losing you as tragic
As heartbreak
If I had not lost you
I would not have gained him
If I had not lost you
I would not have found myself
-Successfully Broken
Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 11:18 AM UTC
It's amazing
Isn't it?
What a difference
EIGHT
*******
POUNDS
makes..
I was feeling okay
Then I stepped on that ****** scale
And now
I'm Falling
To
P
E
I
C
E
S
If only that were a literal statement..
Then maybe I could forget some shards of myself
And I'll be lighter
Apr 26, 2014
Apr 26, 2014 at 1:54 PM UTC