#fuckeverything
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Hold back the tears
Hide your fears
Keep up that smile
its all going to be fine
Curl into a ball
Safe under the covers
Shield your ears
Close your eyes
The world is scary
The world is dark
But the world is also beautiful
No. Stop. Its an illusion
Don't trust anybody
They will surely leave
Fight for them
But they don't want me
let them go
But then I'm all alone
Surrounded by lies
These people play their games
Loose yourself in the moment
And for a second you can be happy
Take off that blindfold
And you see who's truly there
There's nobody around
Just you
within your own pit of despair
I'm lonely
They all pretend
Its all false, its all fake
Its true isint it?
You dwell in your self pity
You push people away
You dont show your true emotions
Then you still expect them to stay?
So in the end
Who else is fake?
Who else is playing pretend?
Cause surely you can see now
Your just like them
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Apr 11, 2018
Apr 11, 2018 at 8:32 AM UTC
I've been around
people
for too long
to have**
friends.**
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 5:31 PM UTC
Thanks for the less-than beautiful breaks.
Thanks for the leaving leaving leaving.
Thanks for empty promise on top of empty promise.
Thanks for the words, every name I believe is true.
Thanks for the continued surprises, keeping the torment fresh, new.
Thanks for the wicked hope you've given me.
Nov 28, 2014
Nov 28, 2014 at 1:39 AM UTC
My feelings disappeared
Melted away
With all of you
All there is left of me
Is empty thoughts
Unsponken words
And dry tears
... ****
Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 4:41 PM UTC