#fortheloveofwords
There I was thinking
I’d never feel this way again
The lost that I’ve felt
The dark places I’ve been
I came to an acceptance
That this is how my life would be
I found myself moving on
Became happy with just me
Then you came into my life
Everything about you was just right
You left an imprint on my heart
On that late November night
We each had our fears
We wondered if we were moving too fast
Be both fell in love
We said we hoped that it would last
For the first in a long time
I thought perhaps soulmates are real
The sweet words that you spoke
All the ways you’d make me feel
Your sweet lips against mine
Your warm breath in the air
You drove me wild
Running your hands through my hair
Things moved rather quickly
We spoke of tying the knot
But little did I know
That’s not what you sought
For one day you would leave
That was such a confusing day
“We can fix whatever’s wrong” I said
As I tried not to plead for you to stay
But your mind was made up
I was a little too late
To this day I question why
For that was never our fate
“Forever and always” you said
You wanted to be mine
I tried to give you the world
I gave you all my time
We were obsessed
Perhaps that’s the problem you see
Your feelings grew weaker
As you fell out of love with me
Now I’m left wondering
Was what you felt true
Or was it all an act
Simply because I was someone new
Was I just another warm body
To help you fill a void?
After everything we shared
Now I feel destroyed
May 27, 2018
May 27, 2018 at 9:40 AM UTC