#fed
Two kittens too young showed up on my porch. The flood light was their saving torch.
The girl, (Socks) of undetermined breed
The other Mr. T a tabby markings proceed
Other cats challenge for the premium porch spot
Socks the little girl kitten fighting she did not
She hid on the porch to be safe
Mr. T aggressively defended her grace
Yet one day she was gone I don’t know why
Mr. T spent days with a loud sad intense cry
Lamenting the loss Waiting for His love to return
I drove around town Her fate, I never did learn
A beautiful tabby Tom cat I call Mr. T
Took up residence on my porch you see
I made a shanty of tarps and cardboard
It’s what I had and could afford
Three cat beds, baby blankets to keep them warm
To whether harsh winter; wind snow rain storm
The padded bench added an advantage point
To see animals with intentions out of joint
When I’m away, the neighbor puts food down
Unfortunately, all the cats in our street town
Want to get their fill of the food left out
Survival breeds progression, no doubt
Mr. T took two years slowly I gained his trust
Rubbing up against my leg claiming me he must
His gifts of critters; moles, and occasional mouse
He made his way around and through my house
One fine day I opened the door and he walked in
From Then I fed him food He didn’t have to win.
Several cats I’ve had to chase away
Especially those who have a home per se
Wildcats are a breed of distinction
They struggle for survival against their rival
Battles they’ve won and lost at what cost
forever known licking their wounds,
scars to a tone cries to new tunes
Inspired songs;
1) Stray cats strut By Stray Cats 1970
2) The year of the cats By Al Stewart 1976
3) Me and the cat By Rod McKuen 1970
4) What’s up pussycat By Tom Jones 1965
5) Cats in the cradle By Harry Chapin, 1974
Feb 8
Feb 8, 2026 at 12:34 PM UTC
I was not fed love on a silver spoon
Never have I ever tasted it
Thus, many questions runs in my mind
All due to curiosity of deprivation
Did love tasted sweet? was it addictive?
Was it never bitter to the taste?
I am clueless of it, for I was neglected
I grew not knowing how love tasted when spoon fed
But all this is a thing of the past now
A yesterday's misery
A mind once hungry of information
It is nothing but an unfortunate memory
Now I have learned to lick it off a knife
The taste of sweet love along with my blood
The pain is mixed with pure ecstasy
I savor it and close my eyes, I dream of heaven
It has became my new drug
I care not for myself as long I could taste love
This is the only self-destruction I have wished for
I accept it wholly, I give my heart to it
Jun 22, 2021
Jun 22, 2021 at 3:21 AM UTC
say what you want of me
i'm true to myself
and how i feel
tell me i need to be better
cause you're right
that i should do more
i should
that i could be more
i could
"what do you want though?"
happiness
enough cheddar to see myself fed
i'm no dairy farmer
but cream has filled my head
and now i'm sinking
cause the light man
is now heavier than lead
Mar 11, 2021
Mar 11, 2021 at 2:22 PM UTC
no more guesses
not another assumption
you tell me what's on your mind
let me know what you need to function
but i just can't grasp at straws any longer
you let me know
when you're feeling stronger
Feb 1, 2021
Feb 1, 2021 at 2:10 PM UTC
I want the same medicine force-fed to us to be jammed down your perfectly healthy throat for once
Nov 17, 2020
Nov 17, 2020 at 7:53 AM UTC
Collared for white collar,
To society I'm paying my dues
The Trump appointee Club Fed blues.
The beds are pretty clean and soft,
At Club Fed, they hardly cost
Shootin' shuffleboard, takin' a snooze
Just forgettin' the Club Fed blues
The **** beach aint just ahead
Club Fed just aint the Club Med
At 3-pm, it's tea and cake
Every night supper-- it's Trump steak
The cash register rings, it's all his take.
They're adding on to the Club Fed thing,
A spanking new Congressional wing
Having latte with a Trumper con
He whines,"I'm no Don,
I was just a pawn."
On the ladies side, want to meet
Lori, the College Admission cheat
No black ink pen tattoos
Just plain old Club Fed blues
Bill Barr and Rudy sit at table
Remembering when they were on cable
Just spinning another Ukrainian fable
Missing my 5-pm yardarm *****
A stiff price to pay, the Club Fed blues
When I leave it's to the Caribbean
To a fat numbered account
And I'll finally lose the Club Fed blues.
Nov 4, 2020
Nov 4, 2020 at 6:56 AM UTC
Like a hungry shark has loneliness again come to feed upon my heart and mind.
Ravenous and savage it feeds upon a soul that warmth and love has left behind.
Once again a mind and heart that love avoids is to the darkness lead.
Bloodied, mauled and torn to shreds, remnant carcass left floating dead.
Never sated and without remorse it tears, as it feeds there in the empty dark.
Savagely, ever feeding, ever gnawing, ripping into my souls last hopeful spark.
Hungry, starving, ravenous and in frenzy and seemingly never fully fed.
No worth, no value, adrift, no purpose to any futures' plan but still I am not dead.
Razor teeth intent upon taking every ounce of my last mortal dream and hope.
Until mind is convinced that it's only peace is best found in a loop of sturdy rope.
This is the game that shark and loneliness play so often within my heart and mind.
The shark, the loneliness, love or a length of rope who wins I am still yet to find.
Jul 24, 2020
Jul 24, 2020 at 2:55 AM UTC
I am
fed up
of this
game
with
you
I have
created
in my head
Fed up
with this
imaginary world
tearing me
apart
Fed up
with the
impairing
the
glaring
Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 9:13 AM UTC
A lot of stupid people
Ask stupid freakin’
Questions
Like why do you
Do this
Or what makes you tick
Or if I believe what I say
If you believe those questions
Its none of your business.
Haha.
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 5:30 PM UTC
As I hear
The roar
Of a jet enegine
I look up and
See a Boeing 777
Take off
The ultimate freedom.
Feb 17, 2019
Feb 17, 2019 at 3:12 PM UTC
She fed my soul with the
Kindest of hands.
Revealing a hunger I didn't know.
I ate from her hands,
Knowing the pieces that she gave
Were near & dear.
I ate expecting her to stop.
Seeing past her body,
These beautiful hands.
I'd wave my hand to stop
But instead she smiled and continue to give more.
She gave pieces of her soul.
Her hands like spoons,
Blowing the pieces that were too hot.
Easing them into my mouth.
Her hands like home
The heartbeat I knew with in.
Warm, comforting.
Jan 29, 2019
Jan 29, 2019 at 9:52 AM UTC
How can so many continue to believe
How can so many be so trusting
Trusting in our failing government
Trusting in the daily lies spread
What is it gonna take ?
It's so obvious it really is
It gets so frustrating
When will we all be done
What is it gonna take
I mean seriously can it get any worse
It's plain to see no one's caring
about our freedoms our rights our needs
It's all just a competition
So many of us poor barely scraping by
So many treated like crap
Can't we all say enough
It's our government
It's up to us to say enough
and if we don't like now
I'm sure it's gonna end
It won't be pretty it will be distruction
Utter pain and devastation
© Jennifer Delong 1/14/19
Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 8:34 AM UTC
When I would visit Ohio, my grandma always said
certain things in Spanish, as to not flood my head.
I wish I understood that secret life she led
by interpreting her knowledge, I know to have been well read,
But now my striving hunger will never be quite fed,
for now those precious, foreign words are unforgivingly dead.
Oh, how I cry very often, at night while I’m in bed.
Regrets like these don’t go away, so I try to cope instead.
I’ll never forget her loving Spanish ***** (that memory’s never fled),
even though my nostalgic heart regretfully succumbs to dread.
May 4, 2018
May 4, 2018 at 6:52 PM UTC
A mentality
Permanently ingrained, a lack of impartiality
A mentality of one tribe, one leader
Conquerors of all
Watching one denomination rise
As the others fall.
We see this
In our daily lives;
Competition is our focus.
The locus
Of our society
Is the proliferation of one
At the behest of many –
The most popular,
The most fashionable,
The most sought after,
The best of the best.
This ideology
Is a narrow, winding road
Fraught with many perils –
For example, in our education,
There is this infatuation
With the pressure cooker environment.
This toxic affinity
Of the extension into infinity
Of one’s mental ossification
Of the mind’s degradation
As it is appraised
By a system that is based
On the standardised quantification
Of the truthfully divine abilities
Of the human mind.
A system designed to create drones.
It’s basically a free-for-all;
A few get to be called the best
Whilst the rest
Fall through the cracks.
Those who struggle
Are risking getting marginalised
Or at least, probably penalised –
The letter ‘F’ blankly stares back at you,
Its power to grade one’s mental capacity
Wielded like Aaron’s Rod
Borne by those who receive it like the Mark of Cain.
The us vs them attitude
Arises from this system
A point of interest on the same latitude.
We built a world
That conditions in us
Not a spirit of co-operation
But one of aspiring to **********
The prioritisation
Of one person or group deemed fit to rule over all;
Be it a sport, or a work of art
A theory, a criticism,
Or a measurement of the schism
Between one political party and another
It does not matter –
If there is an issue, people will be divided.
Those of us who think outside these parameters
Those who dare look for intelligent, fruitful discussion
Are destined to a life of being given the side-eye
A social concussion.
Why must we compete?
Why is our life replete
Not with community spirit and a betterment of humanity
But with iron-fisted regulation
And an inability to concede?
Why must we divide our resources
Not fairly and justly for all
But like a fire that scorches
Consuming all it finds
With no thought for the morrow?
Imagine
7 billion human beings
Not only co-existing
But actively seeking
To be smarter,
To consume less, to work harder
Not on commercialisation or profit
But on travelling farther
In the realm of human creativity,
On sustainable ingenuity
And the wiser administration
Of a planet we inherited.
Always, incessantly
We adhere to our tribe’s superstitions;
Our decisions
Are not exclusively ours
But a result of countless hours
Of indoctrination, of believing in entities
Not morals or principles – in our identities,
We conceive of ourselves as vessels that are imbued with what we consume,
Not with what we are actually made of.
How about
Instead of being sealed off from each other
We realise that it shouldn’t be us vs them
But us vs us –
A moment of introspection
A brutally honest intervention
To give ourselves time to realise
That mindfulness is an exercise
All of us should engage in.
It is easy to exist
Within the frameworks that are provided to us;
The ‘us vs them’ mentality
Is like sandpaper to one’s individuality.
We trim and edit our personality
To fit our group’s motifs.
It is much more difficult
To realise that nobody is going to fight for us
Except for ourselves
And that this fight
Needs to start from within.
All we need to do
Is learn how to say ‘No,
I will not be a part of this –
I will not be a serf to the kings and queens
Who blind your eyes, and steal your dreams.’
Apr 6, 2018
Apr 6, 2018 at 10:52 AM UTC
The world always seems to leave me speechless
I don't understand, the things that you needed
Can we trust what they're showing on TV
If reality's a lie
So drag me back to the classics, I think
I need something for this ache
So take me back to yesterday
Today's one day too late
When I don't trust the words of the ones that hold me close
Its getting close enough to be a threat, I think
The air you expel leaves me so **** breathless
With all of this time, I expected advances
So tear down with disregard
There is nothing for me to hide
I wish I could read in a mix of context
Believe you me, this isn't a contest
Tear down this disregard
I've been running short on time
You keep running once you hit the ground
I'm barely here, but you keep screaming at me
Or at least, what used to be
You're late to the party being burnt down in your name
I'm leaving footsteps in the ashes
Mar 7, 2018
Mar 7, 2018 at 4:57 AM UTC
Frequently I find myself
Feeling sad
They assume I'm
Completely mad
Fail to see
What's really bad
Used to perfect times had
Ignorant people I hope you're all glad
Feb 28, 2018
Feb 28, 2018 at 6:32 PM UTC
I’d like to run…
Away from the madding crowd
Where I feel trapped and alone
In a world full of people.
I’d like to escape, if only for a while,
From where I feel like a stranger
In a world that I used to belong,
That used to feel my home.
I’d like to go to a distant place
Where I could be alone,
Even for just a moment,
That even my thoughts could not find me.
I am a strong woman,
But I am exhausted.
I’m tired of fixing
Everything that is broken.
Giving everything to everyone
Until nothing is left for me.
I’m tired of giving love
But not getting love back in return.
I’m tired of being kind
To people who are ungrateful.
I am tired,
But I am not giving up.
I just need a place of respite
To heal my aching body,
Restore my soul,
Recharge my spirit.
Loving can be exhausting,
But loving is what keeps me going.
I’m going away from the madding crowd
To find myself from where I thought I’ve lost it.
©Penchie Limbo
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 10:47 PM UTC
the sky falls down on me
but
I'm starving my umbrella
to death
Sep 19, 2017
Sep 19, 2017 at 8:20 PM UTC
Bummed
picking up the crumbs
People grown numb
all craving green thumbs
No one is abundant as the fed who sits atop
the heaping pile of people who are slowly reaping crops
Separated
wrongly legislated
Segregate and weaken
before unties peaking
Some will see the lies
others live their lives
Without batting eyes
toward a kins demise
Another one who's babbling of peace and unity
cumbersome is life when your unchained untruly free
My eyes were tightly shut
but even then i felt
As if the cards at hand
where incorrect when dealt..
Mar 10, 2017
Mar 10, 2017 at 7:45 PM UTC
Outlast all my troubles
my demons close behind ;
To get to the end where the light of heaven shines
Apparently im losing
apparently im lost
So viciously unfocused
i fall and pay the cost
Uncanny how they breach in
My pride was like a boat
its dawning several holes
to water im exposed
then drown..
My issues give me pounds on rearrival
lately hits to ego have me feeling small as Fievel..
I feel as though im lacking
or unfit for this girl ;
They tell me play the game
while cheaters run the world..
Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 6:45 AM UTC