#feared
the corona threatened
the time was red
the hearts were downed
at bottom of covered
that fear with filled
May 26, 2020
May 26, 2020 at 1:23 AM UTC
word stopped
as you gazed
it feared
to be told
and was pronounced
was wrong
so it stopped
Apr 9, 2020
Apr 9, 2020 at 1:13 AM UTC
Fear, Time
Love, Death
Physical, Mental
All the existence is connected
to one single center.
Hurricane
The Center of the biggest,
But the slightest
Compare to our lifeless.
Today you breathe and tomorrow,
you will just drift.
May 10, 2019
May 10, 2019 at 5:38 PM UTC
your lungs inhale war
against the foundations of your ribs;
bursting bones heard from within.
lamentation conquers
with its sharp-edged desolation
leaving fragmented skin throughout
friction between you
and the false reflection
echo consequences.
you were a misled mistake
tricked of glory & feared by contentment.
you are whole and apart
and everything in-between.
Mar 18, 2019
Mar 18, 2019 at 12:13 AM UTC
They’re all out
Noone can hear
The quiet sobs
You left hanging in the air
The blood drips
Down your arm
You breathe deeply
Unable to stay calm
You cry quietly
Hoping for a day
That there are no lies
Where you have to say your okay
They’re all back
Now you're scared
That they will find
What you’ve feared
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 11:55 PM UTC
With evil claws and teeth I chew the little wicked knights I slew. They enter one by one, as I burn them down to the ground for fun.
My fiery breath I breathe to melt their shields upon their feet and open my maw to eat my treats, oh what tasty meats.
Bring me more gold my shiny fearless little hunks of meat for I am to be feared the dragon which is revered.
I cannot be slain I will not be tamed for I am the red dragon that is renowned in fame.
Mar 31, 2018
Mar 31, 2018 at 1:21 PM UTC
i don't want to be a flower
something to be plucked and looked at
i want to be a groundswell, a mighty wave
or a ravenous forest fire
i don't want to be adored
i want to be feared
Dec 3, 2017
Dec 3, 2017 at 12:19 AM UTC
When people ask what's wrong
I'm just going to tell them it's a long story
Because I really really don't want to tell people the whole story
Because that story
Now comes to an end...
Sep 20, 2016
Sep 20, 2016 at 4:45 AM UTC
Sudden intimacies
Old missed opportunities
And a
Woman who should've known
Exactly when I'm not my own.
She strikes like a viper,
Shoots to **** like a ******
And she
Quickly has disappeared
Confirming what I had most feared.
Jan 31, 2016
Jan 31, 2016 at 1:34 AM UTC
I am a sight so sorrowful
I cannot bear to think,
what little children feel
when they stumble upon me.
When I nod to show them
what my intentions are,
they turn and run from me
and watch me from afar.
When I smile and beckon
them, to come to me,
I sadly have to see
them cringe and cry out loud.
When I beg them to stop
and listen to my song,
they look at one another
and stare at me in awe.
Oh why can’t they come closer
to see my beady eyes
a-blinking with my tears
wherein my sorrow lies?
Oh why can’t they come close enough
to see my shoulders frail,
bent forward by the wind
and rain and storm and hail?
Oh why cannot they see
my body hanging limp,
a lifeless shapeless pity
with only withered hope?
A sad and lonely scarecrow
standing in a lonesome field,
destined to spend my days
in endless sorrowful ways.
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 9:18 AM UTC
She feared execution.
She feared prosecution.
She feared empty coffer.
She feared uncertain future.
She feared darkness.
She feared loneliness.
She feared room and window.
She feared her shadow.
She feared her bed.
Fear was inside her head.
If only she had feared one.
She would have feared none.
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 8:38 AM UTC
Ohh the shattered vase of your heart
And the colors that refract
You are my lsd
You are my water
Quite tainted water
I stopped drinking from you a long time ago
But I still haven’t recovered
I want to love you
But I simply can’t live in reality’s lie
Your quest is ignoring the conclusion
That there is no foundation in your ways
I’d make you feel how you would do
But I know that my eyes were a gift from God
As they are slowly blinding down
I know that my sight isn’t true for me
like yours
once tools used in vanity
Ohhhh imaginary mizpah
My delusional YUGEN
Incessant love and fear under tamed pain
******* the harlot out of me
I can’t tell you enough
It’s foolsgold
Please love
No gender will be it seems in the gates of Heaven
And every emotion more magical than any tongue
Be the painter of with-in-side your veins
And craft from what you create-not destry
I envied, you Were my world
But don’t envy the world
Whatever yours is
It’s just us in the midst of spirit D-DAY
I hate writing songs for you
It makes them old and die
Too weak to say no
For your granted *** sake
Please forsake your ways ------ ---
I need you to ******* become sane
Be stubborn now be broken later
Get broken now and become what matters.
I know what you want
Fantasia is your middle name
But reality has another story
And when you realize
That your mind is limited
But can see beyond it
Then you can care less about all of the things that mattered to you
Aug 29, 2014
Aug 29, 2014 at 7:56 PM UTC
Paranoia
Is RUINING my night.
My chance to escape,
My break from the light.
I love the night,
Just dark,
No light.
Why am I so paranoid tonight?
What's in the dark
Fearsome when it larks.
Why am I scared?
Why is it that I fell I'm being stared? (at)
My time,
My peace.
Why is this getting to me.
For I should not be afraid,
More the less feel shamed.
This is my time.
Me time.
Please-let-me be time
Please-leave time.
JUST LEAVE ME BE.
Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 5:04 AM UTC
As death Knocks on my door
I can feel my face hit te floor
I don't know anymore
Don't care about rich or poor
Knowing my heart
Slowing an tearing apart
Pain inside
So many times I'd hide
But now I'm done
No more fun
Just a feeling so scared
Something I've never feared
Something I thought I wanted
And now my mind is haunted...
I don't want to leave
So much I'd like to achieve
But in that last moment there's peace
A vacant mind no tenant no lease
My life is done
But something else has begun
Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 3:11 PM UTC