#fantasize
The shine in your eyes
The warmth of your smile
Your beauty doth rise
And I quiver within
The touch never felt
The scent never smelt
The kindness on your glimmer
The strength in your stare
The kiss I fantasize
Your body so distant
The texts so priceless
That feeling inside
The sound of your voice
The love in your words
The serenity in your stride
Compassion in your embrace
Your calming presence
The melody of you beating heart
The promise of tomorrow
So we chase forever
The magic in your being
All the beauty within
Should you die with me
I'll burry you inside
Oct 28, 2021
Oct 28, 2021 at 7:41 AM UTC
I’m sitting here, watching the sun ball fading so slowly
Daydreaming as the evening falls into the night and wishing that I had you by me
Oh dream love
How I cherish
Minutes, hours, days and days on end
When I wish that someday we’d be more than friends
My dream love
Thoughts I relish
How good it would feel in your warm embrace
Dream love
Sacredness like prayer enfolds me whenever I think of you
Pure silver light engulfs me, bathing me with desires unknown before yet so true
Oh dream love
To you I call
I will love you all the days I live
Either or not my love you would care to receive
My dream love
My one and all
Lord I pray someday I’d be his one and only
Dream love
Jan 15, 2021
Jan 15, 2021 at 7:11 AM UTC
He got his hands in his pants
obsessing about her
fantasizing her touching him
who wouldn't ?
she had a body of a goddess
tattooed brown skin
curvy body
with and average sized assets
he wanted to her
solely for ***
but he's no different from the rest
the queue of guys
lining up
with their hands in their pants
trying their best
to get their **** in her
May 22, 2020
May 22, 2020 at 2:09 PM UTC
I want to look into your eyes
Get lost in the hues of topaz
Taste your rich brown skin
With my eager hungry lips
Feel the thickness of your curls
Intertwined around my fingers
Nuzzle in your neck for security
Hypnotize me with its scent
My mind shouts I should forget you
But you are unforgettable
In physical human form
An event etched into mental corridors
A muse I never imagined
A being that’s left an impression
On this helpless shivering heart
Shrouded in a blanket of hopelessness
Feb 21, 2020
Feb 21, 2020 at 3:31 PM UTC
your ocean eyes, I swim among
while your vocals are echoing smoothy with every word you've sung
your hair like luscious trees
your kindness so strong, every night it brings the sun to its very knees
the thought of you makes my heart brake
not out of sadness, but in some other way you make it ache
I know the thought of you only exists within my mind
but I hope someday, one like you, I will find
oh send my dream boy, waiting for me with an open heart
because in this lifetime the two of us seem to be worlds apart
© L.F.
Jun 29, 2019
Jun 29, 2019 at 1:24 AM UTC
I've never been in love
though I write of it a lot
I haven't gotten a special someone sent from above
and if I'd ever gotten feelings, I wouldn't take a shot
because I'm not the person I write about being
but it is the person I hope to be
writing is my way of fleeing
my sad and lonely reality
I write about catching feelings
but it's only happened just one time
though it wasn't too appealing
it could've been because I'm still in my prime,
although I don't think I really liked him even from the start
he wasn't like the dream boys I'd write about
and when I lost those feelings it didn't break my heart
he had seemed like something I could simply live without
I've never had a boyfriend
even if my poems tell you differently
I'm not sure who I'll spend my days with till the end
and the people I write of are those I wish I had, coincidently
though I don't wish to have one
at least not now, I think I'm far too young
and most girls I know already have it said and done
but I wouldn't want a relationship so soon sprung
I've never hugged a boy
at least not in a romantic kind of way
I've never met one that made me feel that type of joy
but I'm not caught up in that kind of cliche
I have time to wait for one who's sweet
I'm not in too much of a rush
sometimes I do wish to be swept off my feet
but so far, none have really made me fall, but only blush
so no I haven't been in love
though I write of it a lot
because its something one can dream of
and yes, I wish I've known what that feels like, but no, I have not
© L.F.
Jun 25, 2019
Jun 25, 2019 at 5:10 PM UTC
Your *** and thighs
My reason why
I am so hypnotized
Your *** and thighs
On top of me
My mouth in ecstacy
Your *** and thighs
I fantasize
My Head between your thighs
Your *** and thighs
I dream of you
They're my wet dream come true
Your *** and thighs
Under night sky
Are music to my eyes
Your *** and thighs
My midnight treat
They are so very sweet
Your *** and thigh
Do satisfy
My hungry tongue and eyes
Your *** and thighs
My bedtime guest
They are the very best
Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 4:15 AM UTC
"What a little ******* *****
He’ll never come cross a chick,
That will wanna **** his ****
So why the hell does he think,
My mouth gonna be his kink,
Imma let him drown and sink,
In his vast tide of loneliness,
**** his wavy-haired holiness,
Just there to steal his coziness,
Nah ***** **** the harmonious,
And **** humans, they’re odious,
Leave em’ rotting in moldiness,
Let em’ express their emotions,
And question all of their notions,
Cause they’re all losers and broken,
Why not speak, you’re all unspoken,
But let’s not cause a commotion,
Cause I think now we’re approaching,
The part where I tell you something,
When music had the bass bumping,
And mons push and our lips touching,
And to your **** blood was rushing,
I was high, think you’re disgusting,
**** you ***** please become nothing."
Although the things that I said are probably not true,
I'm just seeing the worst outcome from her point of view,
Now I'm going off with my old friends and my new crew,
Starting a rap group called Dugtrio, gonna make our debut.
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 6:11 PM UTC
Let's pretend to
be someone we
can escape from
the reality and
live in the world
we dream always
play our own roles
disobey what
others ask for
carry on write
our own Fiction.
Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 11:44 AM UTC
I mean if im being honest the love i deliver
is kinda creepy
but it isn't when you're on your knees asking for
the nastiest things you could think of
Jun 12, 2018
Jun 12, 2018 at 5:41 PM UTC
A taste for lust on the tip of her tonuge . All I have to do is reach it.
Mar 25, 2018
Mar 25, 2018 at 10:28 AM UTC
I love how you use words
that excite me to think about
and how I hate that your
words never turn into the fantasy
i see through my eyes
Nov 8, 2017
Nov 8, 2017 at 7:23 PM UTC
*How wondrous,
the romantic heart
that beats
within my breast.
Often do I listen
and within
my mind caress.
The thoughts and sights
that float before
the fantasizing eye.
'Tis much more fun
to dream and
let reality go by.*
Jun 15, 2017
Jun 15, 2017 at 4:35 PM UTC
You I think of,
In every shape, form, wish.....
There it is - Your shadow is attached to the wall
And as I peel back, I could not find you,
The consequence of my bleeding nails...
I scratched, and clawed for you, only to see my own reflection
Of my mind.
Jan 26, 2017
Jan 26, 2017 at 2:40 AM UTC
***i've been in a bad headspace for days so i decided to write a poem (untitled #17) but was unable to finish it yet despite feeling low i wanted to distract myself and not dwell on the bad thoughts. i thought i saved the poem as a draft but it turned out i posted it which in return received a lot of likes and a few comments.
so here is the continuation of the poem that i managed to finish during class:***
i woke up with a pain in my chest
a frantic pulse, beating and beating
i feel as though i've reached my end
my once dead now awakened cravings
are all that i have left
there is this hopelessness that refuses to subside
no matter *what i offer or wish to abide
i cling to the funeral my mind
continues to fantasize
because no death is beautiful,
no cover up could disguise such hardships
and crumbling torment we hide*
(n.j.)
Sep 4, 2016
Sep 4, 2016 at 10:03 PM UTC
Simple, grounded - finding nurture in small things
Soar - painted wings brought to your eyes, burning
As a kite, homely, heightened, free
Finding home
Simultaneously Guiding your eyes on the way to your truth...
Your divinity
May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 2:28 AM UTC
and then, almost as suddenly as a passerby noticing sun shimmering sepia rays through tears in worn, fatigued rain clouds just following a break in storm, the thoughts which relentlessly struck me with you left my view and the feeling waves clashing in my veins eased assuredly into steady flowing currents once again; all for no apparent reason, or, for solely apparent reason
May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 7:08 PM UTC
A year ago
You felt a way that forebodes what you'd dream to say
Half a year ago
You knew there was a way that would shine your senses on what you really needed
A month ago
You conjured up a dream from what it seemed, but loosely meant nothing
A week ago
Every passing moment in your mind, beginning to consume your everyday being - you must, you must saw it now!
Your crafted thoughts yearning for a gentle touch
A day ago
You built your courage and weakened your pride
Boosted your esteem and loosened your stride
If this was it you'd ask now, but the wind caught them before a single hello passed my lips
A second ago
My deranged delusions were capable of self destruction
It's far to late
My mind is incapable of seeing anyone else
My journal a year ago said ' can't wait to see where this goes '
Beside myself in a muddled despair
I wonder what life would be if I let go of my inner shackles and stood in the bright light
Bound to hear the truth
No more waiting
Wishing, dreaming
You must go - I will be gone for I know now
All I want in life will go
If I don't first attempt to reach - to risk the wounds, handle the scars
Stand in the mines of havoc and wasteland misery
And carry on
I wont be immune to the worst
Remind them, better days will come my dear
May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 1:00 AM UTC
Look at me,
I want your eyes all over my body.
Touche me,
With your mind, not your hands honey.
Kiss me, eat me, bit me,
I crave it baby.
I bet i look good in that white shirt of yours.
I bet you look good on your knees,
Begging.
Mar 8, 2016
Mar 8, 2016 at 2:53 PM UTC