corny and cheesy
i loved all of it
the idea of you staying. .
constant
permanent
i think we fully believe it at least once right
fool us once shame on them
but twice ?
Sep 14, 2022
Sep 14, 2022 at 5:53 AM UTC
even as i cough up blood
i crave nothing more than a cigarette and a good song
im scared because nothing gets me worried anymore
i always knew i wanted to die but to be faced with mortality
and not flinch
is weird, even for me
Sep 14, 2022
Sep 14, 2022 at 5:48 AM UTC
i dreamt you had a journal
lined paper and black ink
my name written in bold
sickly words scribbled across
Sick and Evil
Sick and Evil
You do not have to forgive me
but i forgive me
Sep 8, 2022
Sep 8, 2022 at 1:56 AM UTC
i feel gross, maybe its just me
but people disgust me
this culture we are stuck in
everyone is disgusting please dont touch me
*** with strangers
first date hookups
one night stands
the idea of *** is ruined in todays eyes
it grosses me out
and i cant find a person with the same feeling
use me for my body
lie for your desires
everyone is the same
slave to lust
Sep 8, 2022
Sep 8, 2022 at 1:52 AM UTC
I come crawling back to familiar places
stuck inside a box inside my own head
ego
safety
need to be scared
move beyond this
emotions are all over the place
I get used for ***
and support
I am 2 caring and obsessive
Aug 11, 2021
Aug 11, 2021 at 9:18 PM UTC
want to erase evrything from everything
i have no aspirations
weaning off dreams from highschool
nothing matters for me
hoping for something to come to me
but i must go to it
Jul 13, 2021
Jul 13, 2021 at 8:09 PM UTC
i wanna be the picture on your homescreen
is that so much to ask?
you know i trust you
Apr 1, 2021
Apr 1, 2021 at 5:06 AM UTC
You worked hard to earn the life you have now
many nights crying yourself to sleep
i dont have to be there to know we both did the same
many months have passed and now you have a new life
a new safety net
i had one for a minute too
it does feel lovely doesnt it
to have someone else's attention?
i know you're blissful right now
arms around eachother
lips interlocking before bed
you earned it
i denied it
i held onto hatred and pursued you further
you were planets away, emotionally.
To you, never seeing me is the best scenario
ditto
Mar 18, 2021
Mar 18, 2021 at 10:59 AM UTC
i hate worrying people i dont want anyone to care
can they just forget i exist
i want to be gone from their mind
read my poetry
listen to the songs i made
all while i was breathing
i wanted something to outlive me
what better than melodies and words
vibrations i send out of my mouth stay stuck in your head more than
my physical appearance
i had alot of words in my head but they never came out
not around you anyways
Mar 18, 2021
Mar 18, 2021 at 10:56 AM UTC