#fallingasleep
Stand
Sit,
Slouch
Fall.
Stand
Fall
And
Sleep
All
Feel
Touch
&
Stand
Tall,
Skipped
Sit
To
Eat
All.
Breathe
Deep
To
Watch
Walls
Stand
Climb
Stairs
Then,
Sit
Sleep
Feel
Stare
Skyfalls.
So
Just,
Stand
Sit
Eat
Sleep-
and fall.
May 19, 2025
May 19, 2025 at 12:05 AM UTC
Silence
I invite you
To bring me the truth
Silence
I adore you
For you are what you are
Silence
You help me
Find myself again
Silence
You are an anchor
In this present moment
Silence
You are here
And you always were
Silence
Sometimes
You are louder than words
Silence
In your lullaby
I want to fall asleep softly
Silence
In your presence
I am.
Nov 21, 2024
Nov 21, 2024 at 6:28 PM UTC
Drift and blur
Detachment
Fork in a socket
Reach out to catch but
Not falling at all
Why is it dark outside?
Jun 19, 2023
Jun 19, 2023 at 2:24 AM UTC
I wish you could feel
A slight pain in your heart
Every time I thought of you
While falling asleep
So that you feel the pain
Just as much as I have to
Because you're my only dream
And I would have killed you
If you felt the heartache
I have grown to live with
Apr 4, 2019
Apr 4, 2019 at 6:57 PM UTC
when did i lose you?
when did you decide you weren’t mine?
it was like falling asleep, slowly, and then all at once when you decided you couldn’t be broken by me again.
in this scenario, i was your hammer. i was the one who crushed your heart, over and over.
until you couldn’t take anymore. so you decided that living without me and my love was better then living with it but always having the sadness on your mind, like a boulder crushing you slowly, then all at once as the item holding its weight breaks down upon you.
you told me once i always put you to the side
and that you let me walk all over you.
is that true ?
how did i do to you what cruel actions were inflicted upon myself?
how did i become this person?
i learned this human tendency from a book we read in my english class, that those who have been oppressed, subconsciously or consciously oppress others.
this is what i did to you
and i am undeniably culpable.
so i am sorry.
truly my love.
Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 8:13 PM UTC
The music swirls around inside my head
The vague colors and apparitions
Flickering behind my eyelids
A truly haunting melody I hear,
Whether it be sung or strummed
I am unsure
It is beautiful and eerie
A lovely sound my mind is forming,
A sort of song for my visions to dance to,
That drowns out the static of the room
In which i currently am
I’d rather listen to this other-worldly chorale
And watch my pretty dreams play out
Than listen to this droning teacher anyways.
Sep 28, 2017
Sep 28, 2017 at 10:08 PM UTC
My first thought when I wake up:
Is that I hate you.
You make me so mad
And you cause me so much pain.
You -- are my reflection.
And I'll say a prayer by my bed just for you.
Dear God, teach me how to love myself.
Amen.
Is my last thought when I go to bed.
Mar 20, 2017
Mar 20, 2017 at 10:16 PM UTC