Indeed there was once a time before you,
I just never imagined there would be a time after you...

The numbness tingles at the edge of my senses
like the cold familiarity of an ****** mistress

But there is no way over or around this withdrawal. No therapy or rehab for these symptoms at all

Desperate for the pain like a fiend for the spoon,
I drown in your memory, let the anguish come soon

While most run from pain, and what it will do
I'ts all I have left, to remind me of you.