What used to be, was us against the world
Just you and me together
What used to be, was holding you every night
Can we stay like this forever?
What I’m used to now is a cold new normal
Though normalcy seems forever away
I shattered myself when I left you my love
Now what I’m used to seems forever to stay
Jan 8, 2020
Jan 8, 2020 at 12:52 AM UTC
The first time I said I love you
Was the night I made love TO you
It was the start of something beautiful,
wasn’t it my love?
The second time I said I love you
Was when I gave the key to you
It was the start of something beautiful
Do you remember my love?
The third time I said I love you
Was when I spoke my vows to you
It was the start of something beautiful
Do you think of me my love?
The fourth time I said I loved you
Was the day when the doctors told you.
It’s the start of something beautiful?
Please wait for me my love.
Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 12:31 AM UTC
Indeed there was once a time before you,
I just never imagined there would be a time after you...
The numbness tingles at the edge of my senses
like the cold familiarity of an ****** mistress
But there is no way over or around this withdrawal. No therapy or rehab for these symptoms at all
Desperate for the pain like a fiend for the spoon,
I drown in your memory, let the anguish come soon
While most run from pain, and what it will do
I'ts all I have left, to remind me of you.
Jul 23, 2019
Jul 23, 2019 at 1:35 AM UTC
To my dreams I retreat
How we met on repeat
I long for your smile
So I stay here a while
Your thighs miss my kiss
my neck yearns for your tongue
The breath leaves your lips
Your dress comes undone
My haunted dreams, they speak my rue
In dreams I stay, to stay with you
Jul 17, 2019
Jul 17, 2019 at 4:17 AM UTC
Verses from the heart, they come and they go
Like life and like lovers, like friend and like foe
You were my everything all rolled in one
Best friend and lover, equal to none
The smoke burns my lungs but it’s nothing compared
To the numbing reality of the lost love we shared
This pain in my chest though deep and though true
Means our love was once brilliant
I’ll never forget you
Jul 1, 2019
Jul 1, 2019 at 1:41 AM UTC
She looked up at me with the sweetest delight
Eyes full of mischief, playful and bright
She loved to be told just what to do
Not cause of what, just cause of who
She was my Lil and I was her Big
To protect those I love, my grave I would dig
And my grave did I dig, no fault but my own
With sorrow in heart, I turn from my home
The scars on my heart still bleed from that day
I shoulda coulda woulda wished I could stay
Jul 1, 2019
Jul 1, 2019 at 1:08 AM UTC
This feeling this feeling deep in my chest
What was new and undying now
Feels cold with regret
Not for the love or the life that was shared
But for all the moments that I wasn’t there
Only now can I ever truly see
The grace of your presence which you gave unto me
Never again may I love in this life
How we loved each other, my little one, my wife.
But go now I must, for better for worse
I’m sorry I leave without warning you first
I love you forever Printesa don’t hurt
I love you I leave you my heart in this verse
Jul 1, 2019
Jul 1, 2019 at 12:55 AM UTC