#emi
What happens when an open space, once a canvas to your thoughts,
turn into a dingy cabin, where you are chained to a chair with no lumbar support
and a program is chipped into your brain to decode client briefs, one after the other,
however idiotic they might be,
only to churn out results that will please a super boss,
who has done the same, for n number of years more than you,
so that the numbers that are not on your side, look irrelevant, coz
the money that you are making for the company is very relevant, to them, their family
and the rest of mankind, but you?
You quit.
No, wait
You’ve got EMI’s to pay.
Nov 21, 2016
Nov 21, 2016 at 5:30 AM UTC
the name emi is pain
the name emi is love
the name emi is the person who left me
broken and alone
the name emi is who protected me
safe and cared for
as much as I like to say I hate emi
I love emi even more
Nov 20, 2025
Nov 20, 2025 at 10:54 AM UTC
Forever and always
Once a silly little promise we made
“I promise you forever”
We would whisper
But sometimes I wondered how long forever was in your eyes
Was forever how long I wanted it to be?
Was forever a week?
A month?
A year?
How long ml?
Tell me how long forever is?
Is it screaming I love you from the rooftops at 2am?
Is it holding me when I cry at night?
Is it telling me everything is gonna be ok?
Tell me
Tell me How long is forever?
Or is forever silenced I love yous
Is forever fake care snd forgotten promises?
Is forever just a silly word you made up?
I wanted real forever
Real love
Nobody have ever given me that REAL LOVE
I wanted it so bad
Craved every second and day
That when you promise forever you mean forever
I wanted the cuddles late at night
The quiet coffee dates where I could get lost in your eyes
The music playing as we danced around like nobody was watching
Like our love was for nobody else except us
Cause we were all we need
Was forever when you told me I as yours?
And only yours?
That nobody could be as nice, pretty, amazing as me?
That I was irreplaceable
And your whole world?
And how big was your whole world?
Was your whole world the universe and beyond?
Or was it a small town nobody knew?
I wanted to know princess
Tell me how big?
Forever also those late calls on the phone?
Where I’d nibble food just because you were there
Because I fly safe with you looking at me
And quiet “you got this”
To make me forget it was simply 45 calories?
Or did you hate it?
Did you despise how long it took?
How childish I was?
How disgusting I was?
Tell me sunshine
Did you hate it?
Was forever our 11:11 ritual
Everytime it struck 11:11 a quick message was sent
I’d eye my phone every time it was near
Hoping I wouldn’t be forgotten
And a message would blind my eyes with happiness
Did you enjoy it?
Or was it too much effort?
Stupid to you?
Something you hated having to remember?
Tell me em did you enjoy it?
Is forever what you want?
Do you forever and always want forever?
Tell me emi
How long? How big? Do you hate it? Do you enjoy it? Do you miss me? Do you want me? Do you want forever? Do you want always? Do you love it? Do you love me?
Ml, my princess, my sunshine, my em, my emi
Your my forever and always
I want it forever
Forever is my whole life
My world is the universe and beyond
I loved it
I enjoyed it
I always miss you
I always want you
I always love you
Forever and always
Nov 16, 2025
Nov 16, 2025 at 4:46 PM UTC