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Jun 17, 2025
Jun 17, 2025 at 12:18 AM UTC
A Hail and Hearty Farewell
Watching warm-ups and walking to the paddock
Horses and many colors
He spent forty years here
A bee stung him while watching a race outside
The tote board holds amazing moments and memories
He was a Harness owner and spectator
Four Starz Lights won the Jersey Sire Stakes
He won third leg and tne final race
Freehold Raceway has History and Soul
Sad to see that Nostalgic look on so many faces
So many enjoyed being part of the Afternoon Delight
Saying Goodbye to an old friend is not easy
Thanks to all of you
that played a part here
Farewell Freehold Raceway
Here's to you and the Last Race
Maddy
C@rainbowchaser2025
Dec 28, 2024
Dec 28, 2024 at 7:02 PM UTC
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Oct 14, 2024
Oct 14, 2024 at 9:22 AM UTC
I carry you in my heart;
in my head; in my bones.
I would have carried you to the earth's end,
but now, you are simply mulch.
Sep 24, 2024
Sep 24, 2024 at 1:27 PM UTC
How could people die, I'd ask
In the springtime of youth
Most ignorant, find
Now I know, why people die at last
When the aches and the pains
Persuade, the mind
For they pass
And pass
As all do in time
And the new want of me
Is mine
This time
Because now, there is no one
Who remembers my ask
Noone outlives the time
Dec 8, 2019
Dec 8, 2019 at 7:17 PM UTC
I am filled with flour
And I am filled with dough
Sometimes I think I matter
and then I really don’t
Come now
Pitter patter
Away with me I say
Or down the hall of laughter
Away from me today
Here or there or never
I really still don’t know
I try to think it over
And end up just as filled with dough
-the bakery of my thoughts
Dec 1, 2019
Dec 1, 2019 at 4:17 PM UTC
Where the sea meets the horizons shine
Inquisitive your eyes
Where your hairline meets your eyebrows raised
There also are mine and my praise
(4LINE)
Nov 30, 2019
Nov 30, 2019 at 9:45 AM UTC
A
racing
heart
is not all that I gained
When you said you would, yes,
to seeing me
Not the source,
but the desire of true, anxiety
Your mere value alone creates
the most anxious, me
To have ever been
The hope which once
Was just a plea
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 9:46 AM UTC
Spinnin and spinnin
Head breaks off into a branch
The ends of my fingertips thin out
Like
I am dense in the middle: thin around the edges: i can feel myself melting away.
He told me
Ill meet you there, but someone will hurt you when the time is most wrong
boywasiright
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 12:48 PM UTC
my heart broke and spilled on the highway
completely
out
i dont have any interactions with ppl that are not customer service interactions
im lonely. feels like my brain is just logged off.
with an axe i start to work throoo my leg
my brains just off
1 million dollar winner
oh my brains just
off
wont go on
i hit a pothole, pop my tire and
lose control
911 how are you today im amazing cuz I love life
im laying in the woods and i can't fall in love
with a hammer i work at my head
til its far gone
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 10:32 AM UTC
new born
born new
to a world wide
with nails fine smooth
round like shells
little hands that shudder as they curl
hold me tight i will hold you
always
i will pearl you
between rough hands
between a box of black and white light
inside this frame i will keep you
born new
and sweet like water
brush love over my skin your skin is
so light and your eyes ripple
as the sun does when it spills over
the blurry horizon
like water over the brim of your hands
red and brilliant yellow
and cagey orange
and then it's autumn and you
are still new
and your voice could raze even the taller trees
the peeking birds hear your
warble they drop from the
branches dripping and dropping
puddles of whistles & beaks & birdnails
this is a feathered rainstorm growing growing
growing up
which is hard
i can’t make it easy only
easier
the oysters crack open and
daylight shines softly down
to the sea floor
you lie there on the black rocks
lie in my hard hands
lie to your mother and tell her you don’t
love her (she tries to say it back)
but do not lie to everyone about everything
and especially certain things
it's what i did and it made growing up
something awful dark and
alone
i ask again do not
sink to the bottom of the sea
coming up for air makes breathing easier
but not easy
Apr 5, 2017
Apr 5, 2017 at 10:28 PM UTC
Chased alone by Exterior Judgment he found himself face to face with The Mirror,
Its surface winked at him, but the person who stared back from within did not.
And then came his Interior Judgment. He asked of The Mirror,
“Phase me out,
Obfuscate me,
Obliterate this judgment I feel.
Make me concrete
against which solitude will
beat its relentless fist
so that I will no longer bleed or bruise”
And so came his christening, the depth of shallow water.
For years he paddled and splashed there knowing his time would come,
Because this was where real pleasures lurked, just beyond his reach.
“Cloak me here,
Keep me invisible to all,
Except those who matter,
And then take me blindly to my coffin”
And one day, while he lay in the pool, he felt the world’s foot on his back,
And he gasped for air, though for what use he didn’t know.
Years later when he finally captured his breath, the only words left were:
“Make it stop.
Make it stop.
Make it stop.”
And now he stares back into The Mirror and the Mirror glares back.
And he wonders who he could’ve been.
Where all those years had been spent.
Dec 7, 2016
Dec 7, 2016 at 2:21 PM UTC
Crawling into my own head space
only reminds me of the mediocrity
that climbs the walls of every town and city.
Every thought that races furious around
my brain screams
that I can never be the curious one.
Just the One who observes and never truly
finds his home.
Just the One who whimpers
among those who talk big
and in arrogant tones.
An unfamiliar thing that
never embeds itself in-
to my being.
Talk of arrogance - everyone has it.
Even those who are above it.
Even the One who is not amongst the arrogant,
because he is alone with it. He does not
confide it.
For the One who sits alone confides only in himself
and shares his arrogance with nobody.
Why else would his self indulgent scripture be titled as it is?
May 16, 2016
May 16, 2016 at 3:27 PM UTC
Everything I own, I carry with me:
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
It has done me good because of the color of the wheat
But love is not a victory march
Herta Müller
e.e. cummings
Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
Leonard Cohen
May 15, 2016
May 15, 2016 at 4:11 PM UTC
My ankles transport me to work
Work on nothing
Nothing
A moth directs itself to light
Direction
Nothing
Who is this life for, anyway?
Some-thing or some thing?
Things someone thought about and it seemed right at the time
Nothing can beget nothing
No thing is possible without hope
The thing I want most is to be a wire.
Apr 25, 2020
Apr 25, 2020 at 12:00 PM UTC
I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
I'll use you as a focal point
So I don't lose sight of what I want
I've moved further than I thought I could
But I miss you more than I thought I would
I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me
I'll use you as a makeshift gauge
Of how much to give and how much to take
I'll use you as a warning sign
That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind
I found love where it wasn't supposed to be
Right in front of me
Talk some sense to me
Dec 27, 2015
Dec 27, 2015 at 8:08 PM UTC
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Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 10:57 AM UTC
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Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 12:26 AM UTC