#doubtful
You keep telling us LIES, and
keep FEEDING US FIBS,
you are CONCEALING
HIDDEN SECRETS,
to what you REALLY DID,
You keep TELLING LIES,
from ANOTHER to ANOTHER,
To back up THOSE LIES,
to use another LIE to COVER!!!
You keep SPREADING LIES,
We keep HEARING RUMORS,
But, your LIES will
COME TO SURFACE,
not LATER, but SOONER!!
Now, TELL US THE TRUTH,
You think that we are FOOLISH,
But, We Really are not,
So, come clean with
WHAT YOU DID!!!
Now, TELL US THE TRUTH,
You Keep trying to DECEIVE,
Your LIES sound so DOUBTFUL,
THAT THEY ARE HARD TO BELIEVE!!!
You think you got AWAY,
or that you are GETTING BY,
You BETTER CONFESS and
QUIT TELLING THESE LIES!!!
It's REALLY AMAZING,
The question is WHY???
You LIE SO GOOD,
you BELIEVE YOUR OWN LIES!!!
It not a SUPRISE,
we come to REALIZE,
The TRUTH IS HIDDEN,
Within the LIARS DISGUISE!!!
IT'S seen in your DEMEANOR,
You can't help BUT TO LIE,
Like the BOY WHO CRIES WOLF,
The WOLF ATE HIM ALIVE!!!!
He kept pulling PRANKS,
like HE was GETTING BY,
But, no one BELIEVED HIM,
The LIES lead TO HIS DEMISE!!!!
B.R.
Date: 08/6/2023
Aug 25, 2024
Aug 25, 2024 at 12:25 PM UTC
Indecision dances in the mind's embrace,
A tangled web of choices to chase.
Between the paths, uncertain we sway,
Seeking clarity to light our way.
Aug 12, 2023
Aug 12, 2023 at 11:18 AM UTC
How can I miss someone I never met?
How can I love someone I never knew?
How can someone looks so good even without looking?
How can I say I like you when we're miles apart?
I am not brave enough to say 'I like you'.
I fear not just my feelings but to hurt someone I cherish.
The one that has been with me for almost forever and you that I met for-never, how can I choose when I never met you?
Oct 27, 2020
Oct 27, 2020 at 5:20 AM UTC
Is it really all right for me to trust you?
I was curious and doubtful
If you trust me first,
my dear I will not change first.
May 6, 2020
May 6, 2020 at 12:53 AM UTC
“You devour my senseless hope in the air as I gobble down the recklessness of the wind, for just a tinge of courage to straighten my wrecked spine.
Drown my worries with your reassuring tears, and dabble in the art of dyeing the truth with bright lively colors to hide the livid and the blackening of your heart.
See me down by the creek with cold feet and ghastly grey eyes. I'll forever abide by the whisper of my lovers alluring empty words and broken promises."
Apr 21, 2020
Apr 21, 2020 at 11:33 AM UTC
There are too many feelings for me,
Too many feelings to really see.
I want so badly to just understand them all,
But I can never seem to break down the wall.
Feeling are such fragile things,
They are held upon many strings.
You can easily cut them out,
But then all you're left with is doubt.
I want just want to get rid of these feelings,
I don't want to hear about the healings.
Please just let me give in to the dark,
Because it's very clear that I'll miss my mark.
Mar 4, 2020
Mar 4, 2020 at 10:23 AM UTC
The problem isn't you,
in fact, there's nothing
wrong with you.
Stop blaming yourself
for things that others did
or things you could not control.
Do not question your worth
by the way others treat you
or making comparisons.
Do not second guess yourself
just because others choose to leave
or because they choose to lie.
You are doing well,
do not doubt yourself.
Oct 31, 2019
Oct 31, 2019 at 6:08 AM UTC
I saved you form his claws.
I helped you with your flaws.
Provided you assistance,
Gave you resistance...
I catch you when you fall...
I hoped you would answer my call...
You left me down the pit,
Refused to give me a hand,
Nor to stay for a bit...
Instead, you went to the higher land.
Time has passed,
You come back to just look at me
Then leave again for each day that pass
I chose to do something for me...
I saved myself even my hands bleed.
Because you didn't hear my bid.
Now you come back to me and plead for my aid...
But I insisted for I am not your maid.
Jun 4, 2019
Jun 4, 2019 at 1:36 PM UTC
How do you know who to trust
When you have two friends
Who know you better than anyone
But can never agree on a single thing
Mar 5, 2019
Mar 5, 2019 at 2:44 PM UTC
If I was a little skinnier,
If I was a little shorter,
If I was taller,
If I was stronger,
If I was curvier,
But what if I was less doubtful?
What if I was less criticizing,
Less negative,
What if I was more positive,
If I was happy with myself?
Would I rise above,
Would I learn to love myself and others,
Could I spread more positivity?
How hard could it be?
What if we were was less doubtful within ourselves?
Jan 19, 2019
Jan 19, 2019 at 8:58 PM UTC
A daily riddle
Has come to mind
Where abstract words
Break an abstract mind
And things once healed
Fall apart
After the moon hits that mark
Thoughts are runny
Dilapidated ears hear harsh lullabies
But no baby cries
Just you and I
Cries fit for the night
The dubious night
The doubtful night
The dangerous night
Our night
Nov 4, 2017
Nov 4, 2017 at 11:04 PM UTC
I was, to be given to someone
As a symbol of true love
She was a studious one
And he was an average above
He wanted to give her a rose
But, was doubtful and scared
So he wrote her a nice prose
With an ink of color red
Library was her favorite place
So he placed the prose with a rose
And tied it with a thin threaded lace
As she glanced him with a pose
He placed a note and the flower
In her favorite research book
And waited her for an hour
But she was already in a hook
This broke his innocent heart
As he thought his love was blooming
Coz she was alone from the start
Unfortunately, he kept on assuming
The old books got replaced, over the week
As all got outshelved in the storage
No hands could reach and seek
This special book in the wreckage
My fragrance and youth, left me
And sank within the heavy pages
I am withered old, for no one to see
Stuck with the unread prose, for ages
Burnt in a sudden fire
Few books, behind and around
None was this books buyer
It just laid aimless on the dusty ground
A dead rose, covered within sheets
Hoping to be found oneday
If this book gets sold on the streets
Someone might have a special day...
©sim
Jul 31, 2017
Jul 31, 2017 at 10:43 PM UTC
Feeling unhappy;
that I'm not good enough
Unconvinced and in despair,
Disbelief in my own
act and decisions
I am doing the best I could
to meet the expectations;
thus I am frustrated
Why am I putting
a lot of pressure on myself
just to seek attention?
I am trying hard
until gratified
Why am I still unfulfilled?
In fact, I am scared
I fear that I may fail
and may not reach satisfaction
It feeds my self-doubt
perhaps I am good-for-nothing
Feb 22, 2017
Feb 22, 2017 at 12:10 PM UTC
I am laying in this bed of ours
inside this home we've built
wondering why you wont touch me
all you speak of is your guilt
you tell me how you want to change
that you're needing to improve
and all the while I'm laying here
just wondering what to do
these millions of thoughts run through my mind
not one better that the next
it all leads back to the same old guilt
it seems I've failed the test
you say that you're happy
while you cry yourself to sleep
but the one who's most afflicted
is the one you choose to keep
Oct 3, 2016
Oct 3, 2016 at 3:03 AM UTC
Mistakes
Something everyone makes
Something you have made plenty of times
Something you think I am
Empty is the place in my heart
Where you should be
Filled it will never be
You have left me in pieces
Untrusting
Doubtful
Clingy
All because you couldn’t love
All because you are empty
Untrusting
Doubtful
Clingy
I can’t be perfect
I shouldn’t have too be
You should be the one to change for me
Though I won’t hold my breath
I know you wont change
I will just focus on the mom
I want to be
Jun 6, 2016
Jun 6, 2016 at 6:43 PM UTC
Who's to know right from wrong
If the wrong is all your eyes can see
Your mind is stuck on that one song
Hateful song that sadly gives you glee
Who's to know the correct faction
Empty passion filled with no voice
The sweet nothing mansion of options
The deceitful proof of choice
Who's to say if you will exceed
Jammed in a pocket full of confetti
In the end, even after you bleed
Blasting with colour but no identity
Who's to say you're special
Special only if you do the obvious
So start pacing in dimensional
Basking in uncertainty will make you glorious.
May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 2:10 PM UTC
Rippling pools, uneasy minds
These days, is all I've come to find
May 7, 2016
May 7, 2016 at 4:08 PM UTC
Is love a lie?
What's the definition of it?
Asking myself time and time again
If it could ever be worth it
Giving your all for someone else
For the people you deem worthy
Pushing it all for the hope of a pretty memory
Is it really going to be pretty?
Tonight I douse myself in tears and lies
Yelling to myself it's all well
Tonight I continue whispering
The quiet screams of an emergency
What could ever be worth it?
Someone please show me
Whilst I try to convince that this
Will actually all be just my...
...overthinking
Mar 11, 2016
Mar 11, 2016 at 2:51 AM UTC
I kept on changing my mind
Maybe I need to think it over and over again
If this is wrong or right
Is this love or not
But if I tell you things, I'll never say enough
Will I end up with you, and If I end up with you
Will it be enough?
Is this exactly what I want?
Those it leads me somewhere or nowhere?
Would it be worth it or a waste of time?
Tell me.
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 9:37 AM UTC
I asked for the truth,
but couldn't bear it
when it was standing
right in front of me.
I thought it was a
dream, but when I
woke up it all seemed
to be so real to me.
What if it isn't the
truth? And what if
this was really just
another dream?
Apr 7, 2015
Apr 7, 2015 at 12:53 PM UTC
I remember my heart racing within the shell, namely the body, an echo of that clear-skied night that felt like it was so long ago it might as well be another life entirely.
Except then, I knew nothing was going to happen but I kept telling myself I was going to make it work.
Mar 21, 2015
Mar 21, 2015 at 9:54 PM UTC