samantha-carroll - Hello Poetry

I’m a mother I’m a lover I am a survivor Sometimes a liar I’m a romantic I’m a book fanatic I am unorganized I am clumsy But you love me I don’t take things for granted Sometimes I’m impulsive Sometimes I mess up But you don’t give up I get anxious I can be careless I am broken Without you I would be nothing.

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Jun 19, 2016

Jun 19, 2016 at 11:18 PM UTC

samantha-carroll

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I’m a mother I’m a lover I am a survivor Sometimes a liar I’m a romantic I’m a book fanatic I am unorganized I am clumsy But you love me I don’t take things for granted Sometimes I’m impulsive Sometimes I mess up But you don’t give up I get anxious I can be careless I am broken Without you I would be nothing.

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I’m a mother I’m a lover I am a survivor Sometimes a liar I’m a romantic I’m a book fanatic I am unorganized I am clumsy But you love me I don’t take things for granted Sometimes I’m impulsive Sometimes I mess up But you don’t give up I get anxious I can be careless I am broken Without you I would be nothing.

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Jun 19, 2016

Jun 19, 2016 at 11:18 PM UTC

samantha-carroll

Broken

I’m a mother I’m a lover I am a survivor Sometimes a liar I’m a romantic I’m a book fanatic I am unorganized I am clumsy But you love me I don’t take things for granted Sometimes I’m impulsive Sometimes I mess up But you don’t give up I get anxious I can be careless I am broken Without you I would be nothing.

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We’re hanging on by a thread Its fraying more and more each day All we keep doing taping it back together It fixes it for the time being But keeps coming undone Will we let it break Will we keep taping it back together Will we fix it permanently Weave the thread until its whole again

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Jun 13, 2016

Jun 13, 2016 at 11:50 PM UTC

samantha-carroll

Frayed

We’re hanging on by a thread Its fraying more and more each day All we keep doing taping it back together It fixes it for the time being But keeps coming undone Will we let it break Will we keep taping it back together Will we fix it permanently Weave the thread until its whole again

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Giddy Happy Love Need That’s what you use to make me feel Now its just Hurt Tears Doubt Most days Except those few that you use your Smile Laugh Heart Words To pull me back in But after a few days it just goes back to Hurt Yelling Screaming Tears Doubt How do I Escape How do I start over 2 kids and 7 years later And all I feel is confused I want to make it work I want to start over We’ve tried and tried But no matter what I think deep down I know You’ll just make me feel Hurt Doubt Empty How do I leave?

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Jun 7, 2016

Jun 7, 2016 at 10:47 PM UTC

samantha-carroll

How do i

Giddy Happy Love Need That’s what you use to make me feel Now its just Hurt Tears Doubt Most days Except those few that you use your Smile Laugh Heart Words To pull me back in But after a few days it just goes back to Hurt Yelling Screaming Tears Doubt How do I Escape How do I start over 2 kids and 7 years later And all I feel is confused I want to make it work I want to start over We’ve tried and tried But no matter what I think deep down I know You’ll just make me feel Hurt Doubt Empty How do I leave?

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Mistakes Something everyone makes Something you have made plenty of times Something you think I am Empty is the place in my heart Where you should be Filled it will never be You have left me in pieces Untrusting Doubtful Clingy All because you couldn’t love All because you are empty Untrusting Doubtful Clingy I can’t be perfect I shouldn’t have too be You should be the one to change for me Though I won’t hold my breath I know you wont change I will just focus on the mom I want to be

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Jun 6, 2016

Jun 6, 2016 at 6:43 PM UTC

samantha-carroll

To you

Mistakes Something everyone makes Something you have made plenty of times Something you think I am Empty is the place in my heart Where you should be Filled it will never be You have left me in pieces Untrusting Doubtful Clingy All because you couldn’t love All because you are empty Untrusting Doubtful Clingy I can’t be perfect I shouldn’t have too be You should be the one to change for me Though I won’t hold my breath I know you wont change I will just focus on the mom I want to be

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I look in the mirror Who do I see That’s my face looking back at me But who is this girl She can’t be me She’s not who she use to be She use to sing But she’s lost her voice She use to draw But she’s lost her imagination She use to write But she’s lost vision She didn’t realize she was slipping She didn’t know she'd feel empty Who is this girl Who do I see What happened to the girl that use to be Me.

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Jun 5, 2016

Jun 5, 2016 at 11:26 AM UTC

samantha-carroll

Who

I look in the mirror Who do I see That’s my face looking back at me But who is this girl She can’t be me She’s not who she use to be She use to sing But she’s lost her voice She use to draw But she’s lost her imagination She use to write But she’s lost vision She didn’t realize she was slipping She didn’t know she'd feel empty Who is this girl Who do I see What happened to the girl that use to be Me.

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Love is a cycle It starts out young and beautiful Exciting and new It deepens into more It consumes you It wavers Is it worth it? Sometimes it falls flat You have to work at it figure out the kinks give it your all It can vanish Leave you feeling empty Alone Don’t give up easily Love is a cycle You have to work at it

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Jun 3, 2016

Jun 3, 2016 at 11:23 AM UTC

samantha-carroll

Love is a cycle

Love is a cycle It starts out young and beautiful Exciting and new It deepens into more It consumes you It wavers Is it worth it? Sometimes it falls flat You have to work at it figure out the kinks give it your all It can vanish Leave you feeling empty Alone Don’t give up easily Love is a cycle You have to work at it

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His Tiny hands holding mine His Tiny feet padding across the hardwood floor His Tiny arms reaching up for me to pick him up His tiny head laying on my chest while he falls asleep His sweet laughs when I tickle him Hell only be little for a little while But he’ll always be my baby I just hope that My hands keep his warm In my footsteps he will be proud to follow In my arms he finds comfort and protection That he'll remember my laugh whenever I’m gone He’s only little for a little while My love he will always carry.

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Jun 3, 2016

Jun 3, 2016 at 11:20 AM UTC

samantha-carroll

Always be my baby

His Tiny hands holding mine His Tiny feet padding across the hardwood floor His Tiny arms reaching up for me to pick him up His tiny head laying on my chest while he falls asleep His sweet laughs when I tickle him Hell only be little for a little while But he’ll always be my baby I just hope that My hands keep his warm In my footsteps he will be proud to follow In my arms he finds comfort and protection That he'll remember my laugh whenever I’m gone He’s only little for a little while My love he will always carry.

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