#dontleave
please don’t leave me.
i have no one but the second guessing.
there are roots beneath me.
will they spread to you
so you don’t abandon me?
Aug 12, 2023
Aug 12, 2023 at 1:48 PM UTC
he said
Please just know I'm gonna be here forever. I'll always stick by your side and help you prosper . I love you more than night and day so please believe me that I'll stay
She said
I love you too and I hope that your telling me the truth . Becuses it's hard for me to believe theses things , but I have faith in you
It lasted a month and all the promises he had made got broke he up anf left for a brunette and I'm left here feeling miss lead
Jun 13, 2021
Jun 13, 2021 at 11:53 PM UTC
You tell me that you love me
and I wonder,
if it isn't that you love me
but rather
that you don't want to be left alone
but it's so much easier
to say
I love you
than
Don't leave me
and I get it,
because it is
so much easier,
to say I love you
than don't leave me
because I said
I love you
back
when I meant
Don't leave me
Nov 27, 2020
Nov 27, 2020 at 9:51 PM UTC
You’re my soulmate
I never thought I would meet you.
The one person that is just like me and understands me like no other.
But I did.
She is my best friend, my everything, my soulmate.
You just have to wait for him, her, it or whoever the person or animal is.
Never go out of my life.
You are a part of me.
My heart would shatter if you would leave.
You are my soulmate.
I love you.
May 6, 2020
May 6, 2020 at 4:41 PM UTC
what must I do
what can I say
how should I approach you
what would be the outcome
for I desire you in my life
I want to you I want you
but I cant have you
Dec 16, 2019
Dec 16, 2019 at 12:03 PM UTC
Don't you dare do it,
You better not go through with it;
Not one little slit.
Don't you dare leave me,
I know it hurts so so much;
I care for you please see.
Suicide is not an option,
I know you have depression;
Just let me help alittle.
Just know if the sun
Sets again today, you always know;
The moon will rise again...
Just like tomorrow...
Aug 10, 2019
Aug 10, 2019 at 9:55 AM UTC
Do you think that you could stay this time?
Stay with me while I throw all my toys out of our cot,
Stay with me when all I'm seeing is red,
Stay with me when my emotions are drowning me in an ocean of sadness,
Stay with me even when walking away is easier than holding my hand,
Please
Just
Stay?
Jul 23, 2019
Jul 23, 2019 at 7:22 PM UTC
I don't know how to say just how I feel
He does that to me
Takes the words out of my mouth
Makes me feel complete again
They dashed me against the rocks
He saw the good and picked up the pieces
Put them back together
The pieces that were lost he replaced
He tells me he loves me
He'll wait for me
But why
He'll find someone better
They always do
They always move on
But that's alright
Because for a few months at least
I have love, and I am loved
And for a few months I am complete
I know it won't last
But for now
For now I am free
And for now I am happy
I know I won't survive after it ends
But I can for now
For him
Mar 8, 2019
Mar 8, 2019 at 12:02 PM UTC
You crawled from out of my heart to my head.
From where I wanted to keep you instead.
I should have known once you entered my bed,
Dreams I have of you would need to be fed.
My heart would hold you but then you burst out,
Reminding me what mem’ries are about.
I was a fool to have had any doubt,
That the seed you planted in me would sprout.
My love was too much for my heart to bear,
I could not ignore it and keep it there.
Since you came around it hasn’t been fair.
My stale lungs need to breathe love in the air.
Between my heart and mind you shall dwell,
And when you’re near me then all will be well.
While our story has still chapters to tell,
Without you my heart’s just an empty shell.
Jan 20, 2019
Jan 20, 2019 at 10:06 PM UTC
My heart pounding on the door of my chest like a bailiff demanding the rent to be paid
No, I say I just can’t
Acknowledge me please, says my love drunk heart
No, I say just can’t
But to ignore me is to ignore yourself, says my grief stricken heart
No, I say I just can’t
Nothing is stronger than my relentless beating, says my powerful heart; I’m waiting when you’re ready
No, I say I just can’t
Love my dear it can and it will
Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 6:44 AM UTC
don't leave, my love.
i love you always.
Sep 29, 2018
Sep 29, 2018 at 2:44 AM UTC
I wish you're still here.
Because when you're around,
All i could ever think about is you.
When I'm with you,
all of my pain disappear
even if it's just for a little while
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 10:09 AM UTC
Hold my hand
sit near me
let me sink into your lap
just please don't leave me alone with my thoughts
or lack thereof
You see,
if you leave.
my head will not scatter into a million deadly shards
it will do quite the opposite
it will collapse
whatever you do, don't leave me,
not now.
you see if you leave
I lose my sanity
I lose my restraint
the second you turn your head and walk out that door
my eyes will well
my heart will lose its rhythm
My hands will shake
and my breath won't be able to claw its way up my throat anymore.
You don't have to say anything
you don't have to do anything
just please don't leave
I'm scared of what happens when you leave --
please don't leave...
Nov 13, 2017
Nov 13, 2017 at 11:04 PM UTC
I miss him;
I wonder if he's thinking about me?
I wonder if he's missing me too?
He says he does, but sometimes
Doubt just creeps into my mind...
It says "He doesn't really love you.";
"He doesn't really want
To be with you.";
"He wouldn't care if you..."
And that's where I must stop.
Because what follows would
Show just how pathetic I am.
I don't want him to see
Me as pathetic and pity me...
He might leave if he sees my true self.
I don't want him to leave.
Please don't leave.
Don't leave me...
Sep 6, 2016
Sep 6, 2016 at 10:02 PM UTC
I am a victim of verbal, mental, and physical abuse
And no matter how hard i try
My scars seems to out shine my smile
I don't try to be negative
I really don't
But when you've experienced the pain i felt
You assume the worst
I take the blame because it's usually my fault
I am the one common denominator
In all the things that I've lost
I ask "are you mad?"
Because its a natural reaction
I tend to bring it out
In those with a mutual attraction
I need constent verification
That i am wanted
Yes, its annoying and it bugs me too
But if you want me tell me
It's my diseases salvation
I get frustrated because im bipolor
I cry because im depressed
I'm sure you regret meeting
This hot *** mess
Ive been used and abused
So i assumed you'll do it too
I'm truly sorry for my assumption
I never ment to judge you
If you've moved on
I truly understand
A man like you
Should be in better hand
All i want to do is add to your happiness
Make you like Texas
Because thats where we met
And...
Give you what you want
Whatever that may be
When you find out, tell me
I'll be sure to deliver with 100% guarantee
But i am sorry
For what? I dont know
I feel like I annoy you
But who knows
I've ran out of words
And the henny is kicking in
I probably shouldn't drive
But **** it! We all die in the end✌
Sep 3, 2016
Sep 3, 2016 at 12:21 AM UTC
She asked in a serious tone " won't you ever get bored of me, I talk a lot, I don't look that good either, I just love you for some strange reason that I don't even know of "
I said " bodies get bored - soul does not,
About your talking you don't know how much I adore our talks,
About love - I don't have to answer that question"
She asks me this questions daily and I always
Answer the same
May 18, 2016
May 18, 2016 at 4:49 AM UTC
Everyday inside me,
There's this constant fight going,
Should I hold onto these people ?
Should I leave ?
I try to answer most of them but often I fail,
Then just to comfort myself I ask,
Why not? Why leave them?
Aren't they a part of your family now,
Aren't they the answer to your prayers,
My heart still unsatisfied and
my brain all senseless
May 12, 2016
May 12, 2016 at 10:07 AM UTC
She doesn't understand.
I'm not who she needs, I cannot save her.
my heart beats for her but her teary skies poor down and like Neptune's storms' sweeps away my love for her.
It fills me with rage
Makes me feel cynical
Her eyes tremble and her ankles ache, I ice every part of her body and kiss her tears away
but there's not a remedy for aching of the heart.
I'll save you from the bad man next door, I'll save you from the monster under you bed, but darling I can not save you from yourself.
stop digging your nails into your chest, you can't carve your heart out without dying,
carve yourself out of your casket instead.
sing to me the reasons why your eyes search for my hatred and cry when they find it.
i've told you time and time again that my cloudburst is no match for your hurricane.
no, this most certainly does not mean wait for me to cut you up with knives
no, this does not mean pack your records and leave
it means stay-stay at your own risk.
no, this is not a love letter, nor is this a letter reminding you to pick up your scrunchies on the way out of my chest.
I am not on my knees, nor am I cutting ties,
but baby i'm still feeling cold.
stop pounding nails into your chest,
put them in mine instead.
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 2:31 PM UTC
you think you can throw your life away
without caring what others have to say,
dont take your final breath
because your all that i have left,
you take the last supper way to far
for thats the reason that i have these scars,
im begging you to open your eyes today
and at least see that i can be a reason to stay,
dont pretend like you dont know
that this isnt how it should go,
because i cant live with that as the truth
and the fires burning to the end of the fuse..
Dec 12, 2011
Dec 12, 2011 at 9:05 AM UTC
They say, "if you love something,
let it go" and that, "if it returns,
it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was",
but does that saying apply to people?
Because I don't want to let you go.
I don't want to let you walk
out of the door to my life.
You won't come back, but it's not
because you never were mine.
It's more because you don't have family here,
and once you're gone you wont have a reason
to come back here.
And it's expensive anyway to fly across the country
just for a visit with someone.
But I'll miss you. I don't want to let you go.
I don't want you to leave me.
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 11:23 AM UTC
I don't want to sleep without you anymore
too many times I've looked to my phone
in the middle of the night, longing for your
presence; I want to inhale your essence
let me hold you in my arms and explain
how often I picture us touching.
Lets close in the distance and
become one human; individual
no more waiting for us.
If you let me try again
I swear I won't mess up..
Just let me look over and
see the timer on my skype
slowly going up, telling me
that our call is still intact
I don't want to leave your
heart cracked..
Please tell me that you're
still there....
Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 10:00 PM UTC
How did you hide these scars?
Do I know who you really are?
The times are getting harder
Take my hand I'll guide you through
I could be there for you
Just take my hand
Take my hand
Don't leave me here
I have so much to tell you
You deserve to be living with me
I should have known
You can still survive
Don't go
You never said goodbye
How did I not see these scars?
Why didn't you let me help?
I should have known
You have yet to take my hand
Please speak to me
Do something, anything at all
Just please don't say goodbye.
Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 11:10 PM UTC
Cowering under the sheets
I beg of you
Stay, my lovely Illusion
Come back, my Fata Morgana
Do not let me wander off
into that wild, dark night
Keep me from meeting those terrors
those taunting dreams
Shivering from bones to blanket
I reach out to you
Try to grasp your stream of consciousness
Caress the ethereal of your mind
I scream.
Keep me locked up in you
Have me as an aside of cruel reality
Take what I offer and improve it
See me partially,
see me whole!
Aug 17, 2015
Aug 17, 2015 at 12:27 PM UTC