#disheartening - Hello Poetry

blindsighted i've stopped trying this whole time, you were a fraud lying blindsighted i'm done crying these bold lies, you were a fraud hiding snake eyes, snake lips jealous, bitter, narcissistic scripts sweet nothings, fake adoration this i could never predict

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Dec 26, 2022

Dec 26, 2022 at 7:13 PM UTC

munybee

disheartening

blindsighted i've stopped trying this whole time, you were a fraud lying blindsighted i'm done crying these bold lies, you were a fraud hiding snake eyes, snake lips jealous, bitter, narcissistic scripts sweet nothings, fake adoration this i could never predict

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rims rolling, underneath the machine moving on a path beaten legs of one leaving, they look good departing she had a packet of sugar, what was it she sought to sweeten tarter than battery acid, acidic lady who makes the mood, placid you try, gathering to go after to follow this feeling, disheartening this love was a disaster but you want more, mayday man maybe, today you'll get her

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Feb 24, 2021

Feb 24, 2021 at 4:10 AM UTC

manx-kronos-pragna

Don't Think About It Too Much

rims rolling, underneath the machine moving on a path beaten legs of one leaving, they look good departing she had a packet of sugar, what was it she sought to sweeten tarter than battery acid, acidic lady who makes the mood, placid you try, gathering to go after to follow this feeling, disheartening this love was a disaster but you want more, mayday man maybe, today you'll get her

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It’s really disheartening The way people are being They only love you at the beginning And they chew you up the next thing They spit you out after they use you They forget everything right that you do They take your air until you turn blue Turns out, people are worse than you knew It’s really disappointing The way spiders keep you spinning They bind you up till you’re hurting Keep you in a shelf until they start eating They make you wait for your death Mercilessly, they take your last breath What’s worse is you don’t even have a death bed Your awake but all of you is spent Like a lake without water Like a pen without a paper They left me like this, more alone than ever I just wish I could be happier But I promise myself, this is the last time I’ll never again let them take what’s mine My sanity is all that is left in my mind And I’ll bury it somewhere even I can’t find

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Feb 16, 2019

Feb 16, 2019 at 8:03 AM UTC

CML17

Spent

It’s really disheartening The way people are being They only love you at the beginning And they chew you up the next thing They spit you out after they use you They forget everything right that you do They take your air until you turn blue Turns out, people are worse than you knew It’s really disappointing The way spiders keep you spinning They bind you up till you’re hurting Keep you in a shelf until they start eating They make you wait for your death Mercilessly, they take your last breath What’s worse is you don’t even have a death bed Your awake but all of you is spent Like a lake without water Like a pen without a paper They left me like this, more alone than ever I just wish I could be happier But I promise myself, this is the last time I’ll never again let them take what’s mine My sanity is all that is left in my mind And I’ll bury it somewhere even I can’t find

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I thought, ........., I thought, I was a special friend, I thought, I was the person to keep your secrets, The rumours and the deepest, I thought, I was that one friend, And be mates till the end, What I did not think, Was that one day I find the truth, And I sink, My life goes up in flames and soot, I have been ripped out, Of my roots, Now I have changed, My life has darkened, I trust no one, I care for no one, And I certainly don't believe anyone, And I follow the dark, In my heart is a mark, It came from your mouth, Like a poisonous dart.

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Apr 2, 2016

Apr 2, 2016 at 11:05 AM UTC

Phantom_poet

Poisonous dart

I thought, ........., I thought, I was a special friend, I thought, I was the person to keep your secrets, The rumours and the deepest, I thought, I was that one friend, And be mates till the end, What I did not think, Was that one day I find the truth, And I sink, My life goes up in flames and soot, I have been ripped out, Of my roots, Now I have changed, My life has darkened, I trust no one, I care for no one, And I certainly don't believe anyone, And I follow the dark, In my heart is a mark, It came from your mouth, Like a poisonous dart.

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The rain beat down like a ferocious lover On cracked windows And creased curtains. Barren and dry outside This tumultuous storm Lay inside my eyes and kept The raging wildfire abreast If only momentarily. Sorrow as my only defense mechanism Pleading innocence and defeat I may be laying low For a week or more But I will not be beat. Go ahead And bring the heat that swells In the late august Of good intentions turned sour. Age out all the promises That have rot in the back room Before ever reaching their destination. We have reached the boiling point, Now slipping into disintegration. You were a caricature of yourself And I, the animator. Maybe I’ll see you later When you’ve rearranged your display. I think we’ve had enough For today. c.e.m. 2.9.14

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Feb 9, 2015

Feb 9, 2015 at 12:48 PM UTC

rynmccall

recurrence

The rain beat down like a ferocious lover On cracked windows And creased curtains. Barren and dry outside This tumultuous storm Lay inside my eyes and kept The raging wildfire abreast If only momentarily. Sorrow as my only defense mechanism Pleading innocence and defeat I may be laying low For a week or more But I will not be beat. Go ahead And bring the heat that swells In the late august Of good intentions turned sour. Age out all the promises That have rot in the back room Before ever reaching their destination. We have reached the boiling point, Now slipping into disintegration. You were a caricature of yourself And I, the animator. Maybe I’ll see you later When you’ve rearranged your display. I think we’ve had enough For today. c.e.m. 2.9.14

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