#disapointment
Why should I get up in the morning when I know it will be rough?
Why should I get up in the morning knowing the day will be tough?
Why should I roll out of bed just for a chance?
Why should I have to get out of bed when in bed it feels like a dance?
Why should I show up late when they'll sense my bluff?
Why do I do this to myself even if it feels like a trance?
I need to wake up
Wake up from the sleep that seems so sweet
Wake up to the people I need to greet
Wake up to reality that must be told
Wake up to my life that's beginning to unfold
Wake up which is what I need
Wake up which is what I'll succeed
Wake up and roll out of bed
Wake up and start to use my head
I need to wake up
What will my friends say when I show up?
What will they think when they see me?
Will they see me and fill up my cup?
Will they have smiles full of glee?
Will they be disappointed in me and their feelings blow up?
I'm going to stay in bed another day
May 5
May 5, 2026 at 12:47 PM UTC
I’m Cinderella
But I don’t get to go to the ball
I have the dress
I have the curling wand
I have the makeup brushes
But no fairy godmother
To make everything right
I’m the carriage driver
Taking other girls
Looking pretty
To the very place the ball is held
The place I wanted to be
I was so close
The invitation came
But then a big fat
NEVERMIND
Followed me of course
Feb 26
Feb 26, 2026 at 11:17 PM UTC
I long for the future,
but the future thinks not,
for the future desires only
to betray and delay expectations
and youthful desires.
It relishes in disappointing
its once promising appearance.
Or perhaps my hatred is misplaced
and the blame isn’t on the future itself
but the people within:
a list of names whose hearts
are made of gunpowder and minds
think only to pull triggers and press buttons,
because that is the future we are given;
an execution of human rights.
Nov 17, 2024
Nov 17, 2024 at 6:42 PM UTC
what to do when you’re ugly but have good chemistry
1. think about all the good talks
2. find him in the crowd
3. watch him find you in a crowd and perhaps snicker
4. lick elbow to elbow (if he allows)
5. walk behind him hoping he’ll hear the carefully placed quiet footsteps you’ve laid out
6. smile dearly when you don’t completely hear him
7. love him even after a clear disappointment
8. stop searching for him
9. cry about it talk about it laugh about it
10. it’s you you are okay and you were okay even before
11. it’s okay for him to like you and not say and it’s okay for him to not like you and say
12. find out results (probs by day forty)
13. don’t **** yourself figuring it out
Sep 10, 2024
Sep 10, 2024 at 3:55 PM UTC
A life that would suffice us in pink
Just think of the happy hours and don't blink
You might end up in your dream in just a brink
Don't hesitate you might lose your chance so do not think
We live in a lie
So everytime it feels right
Do it, say it, tell the truth despite of your
Tongue ties
Are you now disappointed?
Because you didn't tell the truth and you're now blue painted
And the situation now is so complicated
Now you regret the things you did and you were bombed by the truth you're so devastated.
You and her was more than an imagination
It was more than an romantic action
You felt right so you tell her you have an attraction
But its barmecide you often get happy
Because we live in a lie you are now in a big destruction
Mar 7, 2020
Mar 7, 2020 at 7:17 PM UTC
When he was my age,
my father was already a dad.
At twenty-five I still drink as much *****
He told me: “you are making your mother sad”
My colleagues all have lovers
I am married to an imaginary dog
That cute bartender was flirting with me
So I could start a relationship with beer
I don’t know what annoys more my roommates
My clumsiness or my messiness
I blamed my fictional pet
That animal should try to stay sober
My friends stop talking to me
Once they started dating
I should try to figure out my problems
But not today, it’s Friday
Feb 11, 2019
Feb 11, 2019 at 3:09 PM UTC
to hang around is hard you know
to face today when you know you have to face tomorrow too
every day the same
every set of eyes seem to see it all the same way
i don't need to be better than anyone else
i just want to be better than myself
the wasted days and disappointments pile up
the tomorrows always behind the todays always behind the yesterdays
never better
never new
me? i'm never going to catch a clue.
you? you're probably stuck in it too.
Dec 14, 2017
Dec 14, 2017 at 12:25 PM UTC
I do not understand why my mother cries at night
I do not understand why my father is disappointed
I do not understand why he hurt me
I do not understand this numbing feeling
I do not understand the scars littered across my skin.
I do not understand this fear.
do I understand? no,
I may never understand why
I feel this way or why my family
is torn apart.
I do not understand. cant you see?
I do not have a reason to be confused.
I should understand.
I cant understand.
make me understand.
Jul 16, 2017
Jul 16, 2017 at 9:57 PM UTC
My eloquence left me long ago
My patience left me too
My irreverence took over me
My hatred then shone through
I'm dying on the inside
It's becoming a disgrace
It's taking all my will power
Not to punch you in the face
Mar 15, 2017
Mar 15, 2017 at 4:18 AM UTC
Swirling around the testimony
Are my words with a hundred meanings
Evoking
Retaliating
Repelling
The customs set
And the laws enforced
Words that may not render wisdom
But support the sense of speech within
Hindering with the grammar
So the thoughts can flow raw
Words that cut through
And seeps to infuse with the red messenger
Of all those who breathe
And all who take decisions
Phrases that ,when set alone
Can bring mass to a cause
Can dwindle the roots of a humongous
But these are only chain of thoughts
Which may never be able to have a voice
As hundreds of such voices persist
It's just a cascade of thoughts
Of a city with a lone inhabitant
My dreamville
Oct 8, 2016
Oct 8, 2016 at 5:46 AM UTC
Everyone is good at something and I'm good at getting disappointed by people.
Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 3:22 AM UTC
What the **** am I doing here.
They tried to tell me but I didn't hear.
I pushed foward too hard, lost in my dreams.
Now my life is coming apart at the seams.
Depression sets in and I hate myself.
Emotions escape, no longer caged on the top shelf.
I want to be saved but I don't want to be.
I pull away but cry for someone to save me.
But maybe they should do nothing.
It's comforting to wallow in self-loathing.
Jan 18, 2016
Jan 18, 2016 at 11:24 PM UTC
I am always late.
I wish I wasn't but I am.
My friends, they wait for me -
This time.
But they won't always be there.
The day they stop waiting -
Is the day I stop being late.
Oct 3, 2015
Oct 3, 2015 at 3:54 PM UTC
Knock on the door of my heart
and i shall open it for you
do not be frighten by what you'll see.
I have been trying for too long,
to let you know how much i love you.
But you never bothered looking further beyond that fake smile on my face.
That is filled with heart breaks
and doubts,
for you never bothered to see beyond.
Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 4:36 PM UTC
We were standing on the bus station,
and i wouldn't get to see you,
for so long,
you said that you couldn't stay longer,
and i knew why,
but i still hoped.
i expected a man inside you to come out,
to stand out
but that man eloped.
I needed a better way to remember you,
but you couldn't grasp
my hearts scope.
i walked away when you went in the bus,
because with my sadness,
i can never cope.
and eaven after the bus departed,
i turned around,
and i trully hoped,
to see my man running towards me,
but that man eloped...
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 8:22 PM UTC
I want to feel your skin on mine
and our hands intertwined
I could lay with you forever
but I know you'd get bored.
Oct 14, 2014
Oct 14, 2014 at 11:28 AM UTC
Crushing disappointment
A dark shadow
Smothering my world
Clouding my mind
Why ? Why ?
There are no roses
Only thorns
No fire, only the smoke
I'm blind to your kind comfort
Why ?
I cry
hiding behind a smile.
But you are wrong!
There is a fire
Behind the smoke.
It's in my heart!
The thorns come with roses
A beautiful sight.
The tears of my disappointment
Just made up my mind
I will try harder
again and again !
I CAN !
Oct 11, 2014
Oct 11, 2014 at 4:30 AM UTC