#depressedsadbetrayedalcoholic
Every time you go out
My mind is riddled with doubt
My stomach churns
Waiting for your return
You act as if you've never left us before
And you know I have no reason to trust
Every time you walk out that door
I feel like my heart's about to bust
Everything minute seems like an hour
An eternity of fear
Because I know you have no willpower
Over a bunch of free beer
You forget I'm alive
And sometimes I don't see you for days
How will I survive?
You've forgotten me in you're drunken daze
I have tried to make you happy
But you care nothing for mine
Let's face it you treat me ******
You're a tumor that's not benign
You take me so for granted
I know you can't love me at all
So my love, I have become quite disenchanted
There's no hope for us after all
Jul 6, 2018
Jul 6, 2018 at 12:14 PM UTC