It Hurts
It hurts knowing 
it will never be the same
having to see you 
with someone else 
acting like it doesn't cause me pain
seeing you laughing 
having a good time 
while i wonder
why i can't call you mine
while my eyes are filled with tears
and i can only see blurry
i take a deep breath 
and tell myself not to worry
because deep down i know what's true
i am still deeply in love with you
~J.O

It Hurts

And in that moment
I fell for you like a bullet to the chest;
You took my breath away
As I had fallen
So deeply in love with you.