They say a mother’s love is the best love,
But what’s the best love when she doesn’t show you love?
Because when you make a mistake she doesn’t want a thing to do with you.
That’s when you seek love in other things,
Drugs, alcohol, boys, people that don’t want you.
You slowly change into a person that you know she won’t like,
You start lying to her and to yourself
Because no matter what, you are still that little kindergartner
swinging on the swing set with a juice pouch in her hands
Pony tails in hair while you giggle about something silly.
But now when you giggle, you are too high to know what you giggling about.
Instead of having a juice pouch in your hands, you have shot of *****
You start smiling less and start crying more
You aren’t the person you were meant to be,
You are the person you promised you’d never be…
May 31, 2017
May 31, 2017 at 7:12 PM UTC
it took a second for titanic to hit an iceberg
it took 24 hours to sum up your day
it will take a few minutes to make your caramel macchiato drink
it will take you a second or two to finish up your lightened cigarette
and it will only take a minute to brighten up someone else's day
but how long will it take me to accept the fact that you're no longer mine....
maybe in days, weeks, months or a year
I don't know....
but i know in time, I will
Aug 3, 2016
Aug 3, 2016 at 10:54 AM UTC
I get lost in your kiss
Yet feel at home on your lips
Aug 2, 2016
Aug 2, 2016 at 2:34 PM UTC
1000 nights of you
500 days without you
It only took one day to fall in love with you.
Im glad I share it with you.
I love you.
Aug 2, 2016
Aug 2, 2016 at 2:30 PM UTC
His kisses are my drugs
He is my dealer
The last time I had my drug was two weeks ago
And I’m addicted
I need it
I can’t think straight without it
How am I supposed to get my drug without my dealer?
He says he doesn’t know if he wants me
But I need him
He keeps me sane
He gives me a high that no one else can
His kisses are my drug
And I’m about to go through major withdrawal without it
without him
~J.O
Aug 2, 2016
Aug 2, 2016 at 2:20 PM UTC
You are like a bad case of the flu
but sadly I do not want to get rid of you
~J.O
Aug 2, 2016
Aug 2, 2016 at 12:41 PM UTC
I'm scared of still hearing your voice
after I went deaf.
Still seeing your smile
With my eyes closed.
I'm scared of falling asleep,
for I can only see you in my nightmares.
I'm scared of having your taste in my mouth,
When was the last time you kissed me?
But over all, I think I'm scared you have become my muse...
because I've dedicated you all these verses
When you can't even give me a single word.
Aug 1, 2016
Aug 1, 2016 at 8:05 PM UTC
It has been 217 days since you decided to leave but why is it that I can still feel you pulling me into your arms every other night?
I have been rubbing the walls of my bedroom with sandpaper, hoping it could remove any traces of you that are left...
I did the same thing to my skin
Everytime someone asks me when will I see someone new I try my hardest to hold my breath, resisting from answering
"My heart"
Sigh
"He still has my heart"
Jul 31, 2016
Jul 31, 2016 at 4:20 PM UTC
I wrote your name on my heart
With a blade that was oh so shape
Bleeding with each letter I carve
My heart is hungry for you, it’s about to starve
Please don’t think I have forgotten about you
You are never off my mind
I wish I still had your heart
And I want you to know you will always have mine
~J.O.
Jul 31, 2016
Jul 31, 2016 at 4:18 PM UTC
Hate.
Love.
Both with two syllables
Both with such strong means
“I love you” “I hate you”
They can both be said by the same person
Which one hurts more?
When they say “I love you” how can you believe it?
When they say “I hate you” how can you not believe it?
Both of these four letter words can break people
Four letters.
Two vowels
Two consonants.
Love.
Hate.
~J.O
Jul 31, 2016
Jul 31, 2016 at 3:57 PM UTC