#deeplove
A love that I once had, came with a hand—
“hand me your heart,” like, "hand me your bra"
While beneath candle-handful lights, unwrapping
yourself slowly to my delight; as these large hands
are quietly learning the language of your curves.
Because after love is lost, what hand isn’t still
searching for another heart to hold? A chest-hole
remembers — a love it once had
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 11:14 AM UTC
Prisoners of feeling; filling empty-heart cages
just to feel loved. Chocolate sea-salt skin;
wanting a taste of something sweet enough
to ruin us, deep enough to keep us.
Eating out of your place, hours later calling
it our place. Love moves fast like that—
a fool at your every stop, the sentence only
ending where you place that full stop.
So leave commas between every breath;
2 AM, cold walls, two prison mates knocking
through loneliness— once, twice, then thrice;
both sides aching for escape.
Maybe love is just two lonely hearts learning
their touch by heart; and each other’s code.
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 3:45 AM UTC
Two shaking lips, trying to speak; my words
still learning the shape of me. Flirting speech,
from romance lips; I’ll give you flowers—
roses, lilies, dandelions, tulips, all pressed
softly between every kiss, of these two lips.
Grow yourself a garden; let my voice rain over
you, plant this seed of belief deep beneath
your ribs. Our tree will grow slowly, branches
learning our names; and when the heat of the
moment finally cools into comfort, we’ll rest
beneath its shade...
two souls, blooming from the same root of love.
May 24
May 24, 2026 at 2:42 PM UTC
Love across a spell, a four-letter word made
from four fragile parts we spend lifetimes
trying to understand.
L — Looks fade; beauty is only the doorway,
never the home.
O — Obviously, we want someone with good
looks, pleasing the eye at first.
V — Versus the heart; what are good looks
without a good heart to hold them?
E — Every part of us; the flaws, fears, failures,
doubts— are all part of becoming something,
worthy of saying:
“I love you.”
May 17
May 17, 2026 at 2:57 PM UTC
History writes itself, becoming like the sun;
surrounded by stars, surround-sound chaos
singing through all of us. Bodies built from
utensils; food for thought the only menu we
ever trusted.
Claims of someone, feeling like magic on
the tongue; sweet enough to make silence
blush, warm enough to soften every cold
place inside your ribs.
Bones, muscle, presence— that’s all we
are at first; until touch teaches the body
another kind of language. Still waters in
words, spring resting in a garden; to grow
gently upon one's earth, like rain finally
meeting their land; landing on soil tired
of thirst.
To learn somebody slowly, eye by eye,
breath by breath; the scent of their soul
opening up, like orchids after dark.
Love, making history of us both;
ploughing open guarded hearts, planting
trust beneath skin, finding connection
in the trembling bloom of being fully felt.
And maybe that’s why history will
always write itself— because human
hearts have always longed to be touched
deeply enough, to grow.
May 14
May 14, 2026 at 4:17 PM UTC
Moreover, the nights were never truly nights
In this godforsaken city of lights.
The streets were loud, the skies were grey,
And I had long since lost my way.
I had lost myself in empty views,
In passing faces, in borrowed truths.
I walked through life with a hollow soul,
A man alive, but not whole.
Until I saw you.
And after that, what happened, happened.
The world grew quiet, the air stood still,
And something inside me bent to your will.
Not by force, not by chain,
But by a feeling I could not explain.
I became your prisoner that very day,
But not in a prison I’d run away from,
In the kind where hearts choose to stay,
Where losing freedom still feels like home.
If this is madness, then this is my cure,
If this is a wound, I’ll let it endure.
Because something in my soul was struck,
The moment I saw you, I won all luck.
Mar 23
Mar 23, 2026 at 9:19 AM UTC
I did not fall by mistake.I saw the depth.
I saw how far it went,how dark it could become,
how there may be no way back.
Still…
I stepped closer.Not slowly,
not carefully,but with open eyes
and a willing heart.
I wanted to lose myself in you.
Not a part of me -all of me.
Like a man who sees the sea at night
and walks into it knowing the waves don’t return
what they take.
Your presence pulled me in,
softly, silently,like gravity that doesn’t ask,
only claims.I didn’t resist.
I didn’t hold on to the shore.
I let my name slip away.I let my thoughts fade.
I let the world grow distant.
There was only you.
Your voice became my direction.
Your silence became my space.
Your eyes became the place
where I wanted to disappear.
Even if there were trenches below,
even if the depth could break me,
I still chose the fall.
Because losing in you felt more real
than being whole without you.
So I went deeper!!.
And deeper!!!
And deeper!!!!
Until there was no “me” left to return!!!
Work from :
To Her Who Already Knows!
Feb 17
Feb 17, 2026 at 12:52 PM UTC
I hope I never take for granted how deeply I'm loved
Covered in kindness
Chastised and taught with the utmost refinement
Intention is always the kindest for real
And even when pain leaves me utterly mindless
my faith shows your kindness
How gentle the nudges that show that You care
I feel and recall when I question its real
Sep 8, 2025
Sep 8, 2025 at 10:49 PM UTC
have I found my soulmate
it's too early to tell
but I know that I love him
maybe I'm rushing it
but I always fall hard and fast
it can be my downfall
but I experience unadulterated love
May 14, 2025
May 14, 2025 at 8:41 AM UTC
Love,
The Little Things.
The brush of your perfectly made hair,
Pushing it to the side—
While it skates through the wind.
Holding your pretty glowing arms
In the sunrise glow,
You in that dress - that you picked out
Jumping through the fields
Happy as could be.
The late night talks.
Only our hearts can remember
The sound of your heart beat—
Matching mine—
While we talk about,
What is to be.
Our little playdates—
To our favorite spots
That only we know.
The sound of your voice,
That only calls to me.
All your little quirks,
That make my heart flutter.
Have you loved someone so much,
They know there your heart—
You know there your armor?
When you know your soul—
is one.
Apr 21, 2025
Apr 21, 2025 at 1:01 AM UTC
"Thou, I can't tell what I need,
Yet in thy heart, it's already known.
I will whisper, I will resist—
Be my sapphire, I, your metal.
Molded to hold, forged to protect,
For one to be yours,
I am black—
Ever beneath you, unseen but near."
Mar 23, 2025
Mar 23, 2025 at 12:32 PM UTC
"If we part this time, who knows if we’ll ever meet again—
Maybe in stories that were soon meant to end,
On pages that fate refused to turn.
Like a rose that once blushed in the sun,
Now kissed by the midnight moon—just like my heart,
Still longing for the touch of yesterday."
Mar 23, 2025
Mar 23, 2025 at 12:27 PM UTC
I want to build a home with you
a place pieced together of words,
passed from you to me.
Eventually, the walls will breathe,
and they, too, will whisper
through our bones.
No matter how old we get,
they will still be there.
Although neither of us will
completely own this home,
what we will own
is how it makes us feel
and the memories we'll soon sit on
like furniture.
A place we'll come to spend
most of our time,
an inner standing
that it will house both of us,
no matter how we choose
to express ourselves.
The first meal we'll have,
I'll season with my smile
so you can taste what I taste
and feel what I feel
when I see you.
Then you'll understand
why I have nothing to hide,
why I open and include you
in different places in my life.
In this home I want to build with you,
there isn't a wind or a force
that could blow it down.
Even if we were to separate,
my hands will still remember
how we built it
brick by brick,
the mortar sealed
with a kiss from your lips
Mar 22, 2025
Mar 22, 2025 at 4:23 PM UTC
For a moment we’re in perfect harmony.
There is no fear. No worry.
Finding purpose in each other.
Whether the shadows creep through the night.
Or the sun lives out loud during the day.
There is but a moment
Followed by an embrace, then a click.
Unlocking parts of you that I only anticipate.
Though circumstances may vary.
This moment I relive, even away from you.
The way that you sigh, the way that you
Twist and the way that you turn.
No matter where I’ve been.
You tumble then you click for all to hear.
A sigh released into forever.
Echoing down its hallway.
No matter how tight you squeeze.
I am here.
No matter how stubborn you may become.
I am here.
Until the day I no longer exist.
No matter how many hands I may pass through.
I can never replace the way that you hold me.
Jul 16, 2024
Jul 16, 2024 at 4:52 PM UTC
Our life together
Will blossom like our love and
Grow infinitely
Jun 1, 2021
Jun 1, 2021 at 11:02 PM UTC
please be careful with me.
my love runs so deep
it could engulf you, consume you whole.
please be careful with me,
my love runs so deep
you could drown.
Mar 20, 2021
Mar 20, 2021 at 9:33 AM UTC
I build myself but
She hands me the tools
with hard worked hands
of a sensual warrior.
She does not abuse them
But plucks strings harmoniously
to cast a spell
of peace and tranquillity
She; the apple
catches my eye
In the midst of a storm
and steadies me
Her eloquence a spirit
that guides me gently
back down to Earth
Where her tender chest
absorbs me in sweetness as
I mould into she
who nurtures my soul
With intimacy
Sep 10, 2020
Sep 10, 2020 at 5:03 AM UTC
The ocean water is full of course salt
when the water land in my mouth
i can feel the harsh words flushing in my mouth
while me tongue struggles to breathe
she is a friend to many
an enemy to others
i love her a lot
and i seem to not be able to let go of her
though the salt annoys my tongue
i still will swim in the ocean
because deep down i still love her
Mar 29, 2020
Mar 29, 2020 at 9:18 PM UTC
Love is the rain,
and it's the shade.
Love is the colour,
and it's the fade.
Love is the dark,
and it's the light.
Love is the peace,
and it's the fight.
Love is the lost,
and it's the path.
Love is the joy,
and it's the wrath.
Love is the *****
and it's the pure.
Love is the pain,
and it's the only cure
Nov 18, 2019
Nov 18, 2019 at 5:08 PM UTC
I could never love you,
the way people think I can
I love you in many ways,
complex ways, simple ways, hard ways
but never the way people think I can.
I love you as much as the universe loves her stars,
I love you as much as the rain hitting your bare skin.
but never in the way people think I can.
They think I can only love someone
lightly, softly, friendly, platonically
I love you as Alexander the Great loved Hephaestion.
Secretly, deeply, intensely.
Mar 11, 2019
Mar 11, 2019 at 9:28 PM UTC
The secret of love,
Of remaining together...
Is not what everyone supposes.
It is not always the bringing of gifts,
The candlelight dinners
Or bouquets of roses.
After the bloom is off
these loving flowers,
Irritations and troubles arise.
There are clashes
Over little things.
And lovers forget
The vows they made so easily,
Violating them with anger.
Old resentments from the past
Rise up to poison with enmity,
The nearness that will not last.
Those with wisdom shun these fights,
The sad agony of lonely nights,
Lying awake and wondering
If love still exists, or if one matters,
To the other, if one cares at all.
Over time, self-protection grows,
And the lover builds a rancorous wall
Where weeds choke sunlight from the rose
And the other cannot hurt you.
But the play still goes on,
Like a song that still repeats,
Over and over unnoticed.
And a pantomime of caring
Begins to form, with hollow smiles
And half-hearted promises.
The Rose now lists against the wall,
Pale and tamed, like a common plant,
A vegetable in a kitchen garden.
And lovers expect passion
From a dreary fruit like this?
But once in a thousand times,
Deep roots that began long ago,
Giving rise to the first flower of love,
Last beyond boredom, thirst and drought.
Thorns pierce their hearts through the wall,
Bringing tears of surprise and recall.
The lovers find after the rain:
They have what they have sought.
And that which they sought is all.
Summer 2018
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 1:41 PM UTC
My love is vast and infinite,
Heart falling fast and intimate.
My love is strong and powerful,
Not feeling wrong or sorrowful.
My love is deep and without bounds,
It’s yours to keep as it surrounds.
My love is real and forever,
Our kisses seal us together.
My love is you and yours alone,
No love more true I’ve ever known.
Sep 22, 2018
Sep 22, 2018 at 8:26 AM UTC
if the ocean were to take you
i'd jump in after you
i’m a pretty decent swimmer
yet not one that can save
the waves are stronger than my will
but i’d tread ice cold water
to hold you close once more
the tides can pull us under
the current can drag us out
the seaweed can wrap us closer
i'd have neither fear nor doubt
i'm sure we'd find Atlantis
or possibly grow some gills
i'm sure love under water
is an even bigger thrill
May 1, 2018
May 1, 2018 at 8:43 PM UTC
You promised me forever
even in a life that is temporary
and you broke two things with one word.
“Bye”
We try so hard for a life that’s good
Until we’re all numb.
Until we have been hurt so much that we
say we’re fine.
Until we look into the mirror and see all the good things that we are not
instead of seeing the good things that we are.
Until we’re all too blind to past all the lies that society shows.
Until the light runs out leaving all of us in the dark, with
nothing to say or do except lay there and
look up at the thousands of stars of the cold and bitter night and
one day eventually fall asleep.
Until that icy glacier covering your heart freezes more.
Until we take a breath in and can’t let it out because
everytime that you let someone go
it hurts and you know you possibly can’t let go another.
Until someone can’t grab you and
hold you tight like an anchor to reality.
So promise me you won’t break my heart again
even though I know you will.
~n.r.
Jan 18, 2018
Jan 18, 2018 at 11:15 PM UTC
Let me take you ,
Into my fathomless fantasy.
Let me uncover , What it feels like to be the one to love.
I see our bodies pressed against each other.
Fragrances binded into one.
Lips being sober.
Adrenaline pumping it's pace over .
I sense your heartbeat against mine
And I hear everything , From the whispers to the moans and the sound of your breathe .
You loose sweat , you cry , you sleep , you care , and you love tooo?
I lay confused . I thought you did not exist for real. I thought you were made of metaphors.
Jan 3, 2018
Jan 3, 2018 at 9:20 PM UTC