#decaying
You say I miss what I don't name,
but I smell the rot beneath the frame,
watch love twist into a flaw,
only thing I ever saw.
Not theirs to blame, the fault was mine,
I traced the wound with salted brine.
Oct 17, 2025
Oct 17, 2025 at 3:48 AM UTC
I am a witness of a consistency dwelling customary, someone that now, attuned to the subtle signs of decay.
Aug 17, 2025
Aug 17, 2025 at 10:09 AM UTC
if one day my skin started to rot
i'd spend the last hours of my life here.
i'd pace back and forth in this familiar
scene with all my wrong-doings on repeat
i'd rewind and rewatch the times i replied
with words i didn't mean and throwing fists i couldn't clench.
I'd reload the entire decade i spent absent
and remind all my friends that i needed them here.
i'd throw myself deeper to stress the recoil
i subjected myself to
and rerun the episodes where i spun around in circles trying to grip the reins on my affliction.
i'll never be able to reconcile the seconds. the days. the years i spent crawling inside of my body looking for a warm place to nest.
in fact i think i'm still searching.
if my skin is starting to decay, the rest of my body will soon.
but i can't stop pacing and the tapes keep playing
for me to reminisce on my remorse.
and all i can think about is how badly i want a redo.
Mar 4, 2024
Mar 4, 2024 at 8:34 PM UTC
Life has changed
Turned upside down
We feel estrange
There's no one in town
People are suffering
Alone and in silence
No words are comforting
No truth no guidance
Out of control
All taken all dictated
Our dreams, it stole
This virus is hated
A thief of happiness
The devil of separation
A venom so poisonous
Man's worse creation
No touch, no kisses
No hugs, nor tickles
Its crazy and infectiouness
Its rapid, its careless
We despise this pandeminc
Its heartless , its manic
With hope and patiently
We will conquer tenaciously
Jan 31, 2021
Jan 31, 2021 at 3:35 AM UTC
Two days ago, I went to bed
With more than average noise in my head
It hurt and I cried
Hurt so much that I died
The only one that could save me
Was miles away from me
Since then, the world sped up
Goes too fast for my lungs
So they just gave up
I am decaying at home
In front of my mother
I am melting so slow
In front of my brother
I am nothing but bone
In front of my other
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 3:20 PM UTC
I fell for you in the winter
my bones cold
I was decaying with fallen leaves
and I remember the books
How they described this feeling
with countless metaphors
But it’s like reading about gravity
And falling for the first time
With no way to see
What’s going to catch you.
Dec 27, 2019
Dec 27, 2019 at 12:21 AM UTC
Notions untamed running through my mind, a marathon of thoughts
A world derivative of past decay as it's cornerstone, the refurbished building blocks of our decayed future's
insanity
Lives the lesser value of coin,
Youth, their futures severed
by puppets of greed, cut short
guilotined
Prayers on their knees, screaming for the truth to be heard, while lies cloaks impressionable minds, like the dark with deprivation of light, deceived
Our purpose to destroy life, preservation reserved only for our bodied selves
selfish
The iris refusing to envision peace as the essence of life
blinded
My spirit look to ascend, soar above a human race that is embodied with cruel intent
escape
Sep 14, 2019
Sep 14, 2019 at 12:12 PM UTC
You were my orbit,
but decaying in altitude.
Burning up in my heart,
I thought you were a falling star.
But you were just a flicker in the
night sky of my life.
Jul 16, 2019
Jul 16, 2019 at 6:48 PM UTC
Decaying body
We all see her ribs.
Size small,
she reads extra large.
She wants to read small.
She refuses to eat.
May 8, 2019
May 8, 2019 at 8:02 AM UTC
/|==============================|\
/|=====I don't burn bridges=======|\
/|===I just let them structurally====|\
/|=decay because I don't use them=|\
/|==============================|\
Apr 26, 2019
Apr 26, 2019 at 9:48 AM UTC
Play me a melody
that I may slumber.
Not to count sheep,
more like to feed
on the carcass of
decaying dreams.
For in the lethargy that consumes
me knows no awakening.
For the sheep no longer jump
a cloud they are atop
the earth decaying in the nightmares
of life's living
apprehension.
Feb 12, 2019
Feb 12, 2019 at 5:47 PM UTC
I was a gift upon the heart of
soiled regression.
Never one to look a gift in the mouth of fallen
promises.
For the decaying leaves
left before me,
were not for lost causes.
But fertiliser of new reflections.
Jan 5, 2019
Jan 5, 2019 at 12:40 PM UTC
Jim had ran in many races before
They never once occurred to him as a chore
He was strong and fierce like a hardened ox
And he was never sick with a cold or pox.
He trained every day without a single pause
His wife was there to support his every cause
And his smile always stretched from ear to ear
And he never once succumbed to darkness and fear.
But his passion for music had touched his collar
And he wanted more than just fame and another dollar
So he stopped the running from himself and sat in his chair
And forgot the track he once loved and cared.
He stayed in his room every day for a week
And every so often, his wife would peek
In the door crack just to see
What creature should behold thee.
The cans of alphabet soup that stacked upon the floor
Were made into towers that leveled even the door
And she saw the mess he made in his musical craze
"I pray that this is just a foolish Autumn craze."
He finally came out after a month or so
The wailing of sound had turned down low
So he came out to see what the world had come to
When his wife suddenly screeched out, "WHO ARE YOU?!"
He said, "It's me, Dory. I'm sorry if you were scared,
But did you really think it was some stranger impaired?"
She cried, "Look at your eyes. Look at your face,
YOUR YOUTH HAS LEFT YOUR BODY WITHOUT LEAVING A SINGLE TRACE!"
He scowled and shook from the drafty Autumn wind
The veins on his body were apparent on the skin
He tumbled down the stairs and the race had ended there
And the alphabet soup had run out with nothing left to share.
Sep 12, 2018
Sep 12, 2018 at 11:47 PM UTC
Melt away, let your body decay
while you're away, you'll make them pay
Tears are shed, cries are heard
You're free now, as free as a bird
Jun 19, 2018
Jun 19, 2018 at 6:23 PM UTC
Will you walk with me,
will you hold my hand
we'll skip to the sounds of
moonlight as it shines off
the blades we hold in our hands...
Our masks hiding our secrets,
The enigmas of each others plan..
You like to cut, I like to stab..
As long as there's wine flowing
we'll drink dry to every woman & man..
They thought we were gone,
buried beneath so much dirt.
But we breathed
our last, with that a vengeful curse.
*"We breath our last, this is our last verse,
For when the veil falters,
for when our names are practiced..
We will arise to claim what is ours,
Two children will wonder,
Two children will smile with glee.
For those that put us beneath the dirt,
will bleed and feed underneath.."*
When the sun arises and the covering
of night does die in luminescent decay...
Know that were back where we were.
but we brought some friends to keep
the loneliness away!
There not dead, a heart still beats.
But there staring at our decaying vision
our mouths silently open.
Were inhaling every last breath,
for not with moment will we breath again
But there's always next hollows eve.
Sep 23, 2017
Sep 23, 2017 at 4:43 PM UTC
Fatigued repetitions
clinging within me
tightly.
I just stare, ventriloquist
words speaking without
verse.
Petals of white, decaying
within my aroma glass now
dissolving.
They collected dead stems..
Aug 12, 2017
Aug 12, 2017 at 3:55 PM UTC
When I am dead, reclaim me
When I am dead, our earth
Though it will be mine, no more
Will reclaim me
It will have my body
Like hyenas, upon my empty carcass
Or crows, on battle fields
I shall cease to be
My body will be of the earth
Because in these, once, the vessels of our opinion and our prejudice
Are things, that allow
For one more day
One infinitesimal second
They allow, the earth, to limp on
Existing, decaying
For one day longer
Jul 14, 2017
Jul 14, 2017 at 7:05 AM UTC
*My words can never be explained.
My heart is too deep to explore.
My mind is too crowded to visit.
My soul is too cold to stay.
My eyes are dead with not a single hint of life.
My smile is just as fake as my emotions.
My body is the only live thing left that’s me.
I’ve abandoned my life a long time ago.
I search for something I’ll never find.
My memories betrays me over and over again.
I can’t keep up with the world.
I can’t trust anyone, not even myself.
Sun goes down, moon goes up.
A circle of light and darkness, never ending time.
It’s dragging me down to where I’ve never been.
Down to the abyss of my never known insanity.
My sins that fills me up.
The loud voices keeping me quiet.
No one even bother spending any emotion on me.
Everything is a waste if used on me.
My body can’t keep up with the decaying time.
I’m left alone with regret and flaws.
Nothing can drag me out of my current state.
Not even my life I can recreate.*
May 21, 2017
May 21, 2017 at 6:28 AM UTC
I'm slowing losing everything
What seems to be my loss, is your gain
As I push through the hunger pain
I can feel it effects
Feel the decaying in my brain
Not sure how long I can last
Before I go insane
Nothing could prepare me for this
Not matter how much I train
I simply can not wash myself of you
I don't know how you do...this
Forever trapped in an abyss
Forever dreaming of bliss
Times of joy I truly miss
You're killing me slowly
Feels like eternity
Please just end thee
You're the leech of my life
Cause no love, just Strife
Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 7:31 PM UTC
The sad saga
and brittle memories
for the cast and crew
of a sinking melodrama.
No badinage
their faces turned away
silent as secrecy
in the bright artificial light.
Rewinds of prototypes
of decaying greys
with visions
that glare at shadows.
Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 1:36 AM UTC